A RESTLESS couple sat on a blanket on a twisted, rusted

girder, holding hands sadly, occasionally glancing toward

the ancient ship at the pier in the distance, silent love

islanded in a forest of broken steel madness. The girl

moved nervously, stared through the bones of the

shipyard, hating the ship that would take her Kurt away—

Jager, a gray steel dragon specially evolved for the

dealing of death, crouched, waiting beside the Hoch-und-

Deutschmeister pier. Her hand tightened on his. She lifted

it, rubbed her cheek against his knuckles, kissed them, and moved closer. He slipped his arm around her, lightly. Hers

passed around his waist. The cool, moist fingers of their

free hands entwined in her lap.

They were Kurt and Karen Ranke, married eleven

months, two weeks, and three days, and about to be

parted by the warship—perhaps permanently. Both were

tall and leanly muscular, blond, blue-eyed, almost stereo-

typically Aryan, alike as brother and sister, yet related

only through marriage. Their sadness was for the War, on

again.

A snatch of song momentarily haunted the ruins to

their left. They turned. A hundred meters distant, beside

the shallow, scum-topped water-corpse of the Kiel Canal,

sailors made their ways toward the destroyer; men without

attachments, accompanied by no women. One sang a

bawdy verse. The others laughed.

"Hans and his deck apes," Kurt murmured. "Almost happy because we're pulling out."

Karen leaned her head against his shoulder, said noth-

ing. Through narrowed eyes she searched the torn iron

fingers surrounding them. Kurt ignored the question, un-

spoken, in her eyes. He understood the need to create

more such ruin no better than she.

A whistle shrieked at the pier, a foghorn bellowed—

Jager testing.

The warship had come through sea trials well, like a

great-grandmother proving capable of the marathon. Her

officers and men had once been delighted as children with

a new toy. But their joy was fading. The toy was ready

for the War, for the Last of All Battles, as the Political

Office had it. A pale specter on a far horizon dampened

all enthusiasms. The games were over, and death lay in

ambush on a distant sea.

Kurt knew Karen doubted the Political Office, and bore

a grudge against the destroyer. Already the two were

responsible for a dozen training separations. Her darkest

fear, and his, was that this one might be permanent.

Karen's fingers, teasing through his hair, quivered. He

tried to ignore it. He was going to the War—she said to

no purpose. He repeated her questions in his mind. The

War had managed without him for centuries. Why must

he go? He had been assigned a good position, and the

same wanderlust which had led him to spend three years

with the Danish fishing fleets demanded he not refuse it.

More than once she had called him a willing victim of

man's oldest madness. If gods there were, Ares was the

most enduring.

A murmur of low voices came from the direction of the

canal. Kurt stopped thinking of Karen long enough to

glance at Chief Engineer Czyzewski and his group of

Polish volunteers. Then came the sound of small bells

ringing. lager's gunnery and fire control people were

making a last check of the gun mounts. The main battery

trained left and right. Flags rose to the starboard yard-

arm. "Half an hour," Kurt observed. Karen said nothing.

More clatter along the canal. They looked. The

officers: Captain von Lappus; Commander Haber; Kurt's

cousin. Lieutenant Lindemann; and Ensign Heiden, the

Supply Officer. Other officers were already aboard—

except one.

He walked alone, a hundred meters behind the others.

Tall, thin, pale, with cold eyes that seemed to stare out of a private hell in a bony face with skin stretched taut,

skull-like, beneath sand-colored hair, he wore a uniform

unlike those of the others, neither naval, nor of the Baltic Littoral. This was black, silver-trimmed, bore death's-head insignia at the collars, grim imitations of an age long

unremembered. A Political Officer.

"Beck," Kurt sighed, shivering.

Karen stirred nervously, kicking a mound of rubble. It

collapsed with a tiny clatter.

Beck stopped, haunted eyes searching the steel bone-

yard. The strangeness of the man projected itself through

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the hundred meters of ruin. The couple shivered again. He

studied them a moment, then walked on.

"That man ..." Karen sighed with relief. "He makes me freeze up inside, like a snake. Be careful, Kurt. He's

not old Karl."

Karl Wiedermann was Kiel's resident Political Officer.

He projected the same coldness, had the haunted eyes at

times, but did have a spark of humanness in him. He wore

black and silver only on military holidays, and seldom

invoked his power. Kurt had happy childhood memories

of his little shop on Siegestrasse where he crafted fine

furniture of imported Swedish oak. Old Karl was not a

bad man—for a Political Officer.

Beck—Beck was no Kiel-born man. He had no ties with

the Littoral. He was from High Command at Gibraltar, sent

to Kiel to summon Jager to the War. He appeared a

fanatic, cold as the devil's heart. Perhaps, as Karen had

once opined, there was an association. Kurt, however,

suspected he was as human as anyone, with loves, hates,

hopes, and fears. He could not credit pure evil, as many

believed Beck to be. He had seen strange men and

stranger behavior while with the Danish fishing fleets, and always, no matter how unusual, a man's actions had been

explicable in terms of human needs.

Kurt's mind, unhampered because Karen was unusually

silent, drifted off to his years with the fishing fleets. A great adventure they had been, until he came home and

found Karen grown into a lovely woman. He had aban-

doned the sea to court her, had won her, and had let her

talk him out of returning—until Commander Haber

offered him the post of Leading Quartermaster aboard

Jager because of his experience.

More sailors passed in time. Many were accompanied

by tearful wives and lovers and mothers. There were few

men. Kurt watched his sister, Frieda, as she and her

fiance. Otto Kapp, passed, she clinging to his arm so

tightly her knuckles were white. "We give so much to the War," Kurt murmured. Karen nodded. Their families had

given for generations.

Their fathers had gone to the last Meeting, aboard

U-793, a salvaged submarine, and had not come back—

those who went to Meetings seldom returned. Three of

their grandfathers had sailed on the cruiser Grossdeutsch-

land, decades gone.

"Let's walk," said Karen, rising from the girder, tugging the blanket. While putting his cap on and hoisting his

seabag to his shoulder, Kurt took a last fond, deep look at 11

the ruin surrounding them. This was his home, this brick,

concrete, and steel desert that stretched a thousand kilom-

eters to the east and south and west. Only the north,

Scandinavia, had been spared the mighty bombs. The

plagues had raged through, but the survivors were left

with livable land, and, in time, had developed a loose-

knit, quasi-medieval, viable culture. Yes, Kurt lived in

the bones of a fallen Germany, but this was his home

and he was loathe to depart, albeit he had been thinking

much of Norway lately, especially the province of Tele-

mark,

They walked beside the canal. Suddenly, Karen revealed

her own Norwegian thoughts. "Kurt, I'm going to Tele-

mark."

The seabag fell from his shoulder, thumped on the

earth. No words of rebuke could he find, though he

opened his mouth to speak. With dreamlike slowness he

turned and took her by the shoulders, held her at arm's

length while staring into the bottomless blue of her eyes.

They reflected the misery of the rusty wreckage around

her, they reflected ruin she must escape—and a crystal

tear. For a brief instant Kurt shared her soul's agony.

Somewhere a lonely seabird called, a stormcari.

"To the colony," she said, her voice soft as meringue, yet with an edge of steel daring his reply. "I can't bear Kiel anymore, Kurt. Look!" She swept an arm around,

all-inclusive. "The Fatherland. The best part. We're maggots feeding on its corpse. We steal from the dead, create

nothing new, waste what little we have on this endless

madness—I'll not damn our baby to it! Not just to give

the Littoral another sailor to die at the next Meeting. ..."

There were gray clouds rising, shadows moving, and a

wind come down from the north soughed among the

girders. Perhaps a storm was brewing. Perhaps not. These

could be omens.

"Baby?" Kurt exclaimed, still off balance from the shock of Norway.

"Yes, a baby."

"You're sure?"

She nodded.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Wouldn't've made any difference, would it?"

Guiltily, he avoided her angry eyes—because it was

true. The War was first in his life, even before babies.

"But Norway?"

'Too much? No. When Kari Wiedennann calls the

refugees traitors, do you have to break your neck agree-

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ing? No one called you a traitor when you went to

Denmark. Must I love Germany less because I go to

Norway? And why do I want to go? Because there's got to

be something better than getting ready for the next battle—

and I can't have it here. Only in Telemark. Yes, Tele-

mark! Where the weird ones go, the dropouts, the pa-

cifists, the turncoats, the ones who go where there're no

Political Officers to make them think about killing.

"Go to your damned War! No, don't argue. You can't

change my mind. When the shells fly there, wherever,

remember me and tell yourself it's worth it."

He suspected this was a prepared speech, so readily did

her words come. Usually, she was as lame-tongued as he.

"But . . ." Exasperated, he ran a hand through his hair, forgetting the cap he wore. With a curse, he caught it

centimeters above the earth. The accident sparked anger

he channeled toward Karen. "Why'd you marry me if I'm

such an idiot? Why not Hans?"

She smiled weakly. "Hans is a bigger idiot. He believes.

You're stupid sometimes, Kurt, but I love you anyway."

She slipped her arm around his waist and his anger began

to fade. "Come on. Let's get you to your boat before

Hans comes after you—or Beck."

They walked in silence until they reached the moldering

concrete surface of the Hoch-und-Deutschmeister pier,

where, with Jager's bow looming above them and her

decks ringing with the clatter of shoes, they joined Kurt's sister and her fiance. They exchanged greetings, but

Frieda began moving around nervously, always keeping

Otto between herself and her brother. Kurt was startled

and a little hurt—although she claimed Otto's enlisting

was his fault, and was still angered by it—until he sudden-

ly realized that Frieda had broken her promise to herself

and had done what she had meant to avoid until mar-

riage. He chuckled, not at all dismayed. Indeed, he was

pleased for them.

Otto, too, seemed withdrawn, uncertain, no longer the

warm companion of childhood, prior to the death of

Kurt's mother, and before Kurt followed his cousin Gre-

gor into the self-imposed exile of the fishing fleets. Three years' separation had seem them grow from boys into

men, and apart. Common experience no longer tied them

together. Both had striven for the old closeness after

Kurt's return, but soon realized they were trying to catch

the wind. It was gone, fading through their fingers like

gossamer on an autumn breeze. The old, once thought

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eternal, binding magic had failed, and they could never go

home....

A shout broke Kurt's study. He looked up, saw sailors

preparing to single up mooring lines. Otto and Frieda

were growing increasingly uneasy. With Karen close, he

started down the pier.

A dozen steps onward, Karen said, "Put your bag

down." He did. "Kiss me." He did. "Miss me, Kurt. Miss me bad." She was fighting tears against his shoulder, and failing. "Be careful. Come back—please?" She kissed him again, much harder, one to remember. Above, a boatswain's pipe shrieked. "Remember, I'll be in Telemark. I'll wait. You'd better hurry on."

He kissed her once more, glad she closed her eyes and

missed his own tears. Then he shouldered his seabag and

walked stiffly along the pier, falling into step beside Otto.

Silently, momentarily, they shared, as long ago, their de-

parture despair. Kurt did not look back until they reached

the brow. Lord, he felt guilty.

"Come on, Kapp, Ranke, we can't hold movement for

you," someone shouted from the quarterdeck.

Kurt looked, saw Hans Wiedermann, an old enemy.

Karen had been his loss to Kurt and he had never forgiv-

en, though he had restrained himself well. He could have

gotten revenge through his father, Karl.

Then, as he climbed the brow, Kurt saw Beck watching

from the fantail. Fighting disgust, he jerked his eyes back to Wiedermann. Hans had something of a similar aura,

but much mellowed. He was no Political Officer himself,

merely one's son. Yet some of the austere aloofness

(monastic? Jesuistic?) had attached itself. Beneath black

hair his face was pale, his eyes were icily blue, narrow—

but crinkle lines lurked at their corners, and about his

mouth. Hans sometimes laughed. Political Officers did

not, except at wakes and executions.

A false, stereotypical notion, Kurt knew, yet one he

thought uncomfortably close to the truth. He had strong,

perhaps exaggerated opinions about Political Officers, but

not much so. They were a cruel and mysterious tribe.

Wiedermann smiled as Kurt started aft, toward his

compartment. "We'll have the same watch."

Kurt felt ice-fingers caress his spine. Nominally, he and

Hans were of equal rank, the senior ratings in then-

departments, but Hans's was the senior rate. Boatswain

over Quartermaster. Kurt silently blessed Hans for the

warning. He would walk carefully for a while, hoping

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Hans would realize a ship had no room for strong animos-

ities.

Soon, after stowing his gear, he went to the bridge,

looked around. Sea Detail was set. Hans was present, as

were Captain von Lappus, Commander Haber, and Mr.

Lindemann, Captain, Executive Officer, and Officer of the

Deck. Otto Kapp had the helm. Bearing takers were on the

wings, the walkways outside the closed bridge or pi-

lothouse. A messenger stood by, as did telephone talkers.

A full complement, once the lee helmsman arrived.

Outside, on a very light breeze, a drizzle began falling

from the gray sky, into the gray water. It was a dismal

day for beginnings, though no one aboard, or on the pier,

seemed to notice. There was dismay enough already.

Kurt stepped to the chart table, glanced at his charts,

opened his logbook—a handbound collection of scraps

garnered from the ends of the Littoral. After noting the

watchstanders, he went to the starboard wing—he did not

sense the rain—and waved to Karen. Peripherally, he saw

Wiedermann frown. But the Executive'Officer stood near-

by, waving to his own wife, and Hans dared say nothing

unkind. Kurt allowed himself the petty pleasure of a

smirk. He blew a kiss.

Strange. He felt sorry for Hans, never to have had the

love of a woman, neither mother nor wife. Nor had he

ever had close male friends, throughout his younger years

having been shunned because of his father's position. Al-

ways, he had interacted most with Kurt, because so many

of their interests and goals had been similar. What had

most recently flared in fistfights over Karen had begun at

the age of six, in a dispute over a torn and ragged picture book, of ships, each had wanted to borrow from Kiel's

tiny library. . . .

"Cast off number four!" the Captain growled. Kurt started, glanced down. Two mooring lines were already in.

He hurried inside to get it logged.

"Hard left rudder. Port engine back one-third." J'dger shivered as her port screw came to life, a proud old lady

looking forward to another assignation with the sea. The

sea, the sea, the beautiful, lonely, endless sea, Kurt's first love, which was leading him to forsake his second and

true for its sad, empty, rippled bosom. . . . lager's stem

slowly swung away from the pier.

"Cast off number one." Stay-at-homes scurried on the drizzled pier as the last mooring line was freed. The

forecastle bustled as the Sea Detail hauled it in and

stretched it for eventual drying. The proud old lady was

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on her way to her ancient lover,. Neptune, Poseidon,

Dagon, god of a thousand names, who dwelt where shat-

tered towers lie. .. . "Fair Atlantis ..."

"What?"

Kurt blushed when he saw Otto had overheard, embar-

rassed by having his daydreams aired like a lumber-room

carpet. "Nothing." He turned to his chart table, leaving Kapp bewildered. Otto had grown into a hard, practical

man who was often bewildered by Kurt's lack of change

since childhood.

"All back one-third. Rudder 'midships."

Jager backed down slowly till she reached the center

of the fairway, then stopped and used her engines to swing

her bow to the proper heading for leaving harbor. During

a lull in engine orders and rudder changes, Kurt glanced

up from his log. Karen and Frieda had become tiny

figures waving pathetically, almost indistinguishable for

rain, crowd, and distance. His throat tightened. He sud-

denly feared he would never see them again.

His eyes shifted to the city, ruin forever on, angles and

planes and steel fingers clawing at the sky whence had

fallen the ancient death. Time had worn the sharp edges,

except around the shipyards where the corpses of tremen-

dous cranes and mysterious machines lay like scattered,

corroded, vanquished trolls. The neat little shops and

houses fronting the harbor to the southeast were out of

place and time. Indeed, here, Man was out of place and

time, yet he refused to acknowledge his fall.

Still, Kurt told himself, this was the heart of his civilization. All Europe, he knew, lay wasted from Hamburg

south. The descendants of Germans, Poles, Danes,

Lithuanians, and Latvians lived in small, scattered settle-

ments along the Littoral, the narrow remaining band of

tillable coastal soil, scratching out a meager living. This new country had few cities: Kiel, Kolberg, Gdynia, Dan-zig, a new port city fifty kilometers southwest of ancient

Riga. Kiel was the largest, the capital, with a population

approaching ten thousand.

Jager gathered speed as she nosed down the channel

toward the sea, until she was making fifteen knots. Soon

she entered the passage between Langeland and Laaland,

occasionally sounding her foghorn as warning to the Dan-

ish fishing boats. The sailing craft scuttled from her path.

Wide-eyed men in foul-weather gear watched the iron

lady pass—Kurt leaned against a bulkhead and stared

back through diamond raindrops on porthole glass, filled

with happy memories—and shook their heads. Another

one off to the War. "There, Gregor," Kurt cried, pointing.

"Dancer!" Near at hand was his own boat. He saw curious faces he knew. But, when he turned to his cousin, his

enthusiasm died. Once again he had forgotten and let

familiarity carry him across the line between officer and

crewman. Eyes turned his way, anticipating. Kurt turned

back to the sea, but the fishing boat had now fallen far

behind.

Much to his surprise, Kurt found the mess decks

crowded when he went to supper. He had thought most

everyone would be too queasy to eat. Perhaps they wanted

to get a last fresh meal—without refrigeration, Jager could store only imperishables. Kurt sighed. He should have

come early, to petty officers' mess. He grabbed the seat of

.a man just finished, settled down to his rough meal.

Five minutes later. Otto slipped into the recently va-

cated seat opposite him, said, "Well, we're finally on the way. It doesn't seem real."

Kurt grunted an affirmative through a mouthful of

strudel. Otto avoided his eyes.

"It's like I'll wake up any minute and find myself at

home." Kapp nervously prodded his food with his fork.

"Uh ... about me and Frieda ..."

Kurt swallowed, said, "She's your problem, not mine.

You got troubles, settle them with her. She's a big girl

now." He hoped Otto would understand that he was

undismayed by the new deepness of Frieda's commitment.

Apparently, Otto did comprehend. The tension faded

from his face. He smiled weakly. "Think we'll catch that pirate galleon this time?"

Kurt grinned broadly as he remembered raft-borne pi-

rate chases on the ponds of the silted-up Kiel Canal. That

had been his game, imagined into being after reading old

books. Then as now. Otto had gone along because Kurt

was his friend. Which thought killed Kurt's pleasure at the question. He should not have talked Otto into coming.

Frieda was right in being angry with him.

"What we catch," said Hans Wiedermann, assuming the seat beside Otto (which, Kurt saw by looking around, was

the only one available), "may be a Tartar, like Hood

catching Bismarck."

Kapp displayed puzzlement. Hans would not expand his

cryptic comment, apparently feeling ignorance was inex-

cusable. Otto looked to Ranke. "Old-time battleships,"

Kurt said. "An ancient war. Hood and Prince of Wales

were after Bismarck. Hood went down almost as soon as

the shooting started."

"History," Kapp snorted. "You two live in the past.

What good is it? Reading books about old times won't put

food in your stomach." He launched a set speech long

familiar to Kurt, who suspected Otto's feelings were based

in envy. He, like many Littoral children, had received only the rudiments of an education. He could read numbers

and puzzle his way through the simplest primer, but all

else was beyond him, which had to rankle when conversa-

tions went beyond his scope. And, if he were working with

some machine and needed to know how to operate or

repair it, he had to do so by trial and error or knowledge

passed orally by someone more experienced.

Yet, despite no knowledge of theory. Otto was a first-

rate mechanic. Often, when not on watch, he worked in

one of the gunmounts, deftly maintaining hydraulics and

electrical servos whose physics he comprehended not at

all.

The whole of modern technology, Kurt supposed, was

mirrored in Otto Kapp. Very few people knew why things

worked any more, nor did they care. To bang on or fiddle

with a machine until it worked was enough.

It had to collapse. To maintain a technological culture

on hand-me-down skills was impractical ... it had col-

lapsed already, he decided. Jdger was an anomaly, one

of the few functional machines left to the Littoral. The

culture as a whole there operated at the level of the

sixteenth or seventeenth century.

Kurt grew aware that Hans and Otto were engaged in a

spirited argument over the value of studying history. Otto

maintained that the past was dead and useless while Hans

reiterated ancient notions of learning from others' mis-

takes. Said Otto, "Avoid past mistakes? Hans, that's stupid. If it's true, why're we here? This mistakes's already

two centuries old." Otto was, probably, the most openly anti-War person Kurt knew—with the understandable exceptions of Karen and Frieda. "You think people're sensible. That's the silliest idea ..."

Kapp stopped in mid-career. Kurt had kicked him

beneath the table. Beck had appeared. For reasons un-

known, he was eating at crew's mess rather than in the

wardroom. The mess decks were silent as scores of

breaths were held. Everyone waited for Beck to choose a

seat. The groans at Kurt's table were inaudible, but very

real within, when the Political Officer selected the open

place next to Kurt.

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"Good evening, men," he said as he deposited his tray on the table, his voice sounding somehow distant and

hollow. "Don't let me interrupt." He hazarded a smile which was more a grimace. Elsewhere, sailors resumed

conversations, though in hushed, cautious tones.

"Perhaps you're right," said Hans, half turning to Otto.

"Hitler invaded Russia knowing Napoleon had failed. Yet the first failure didn't automatically guarantee a second.

All indications were for a swift German victory."

"Uhn?" Otto grunted. Kurt chuckled despite Beck's inhibiting presence. Otto had only the vaguest notion who

Hitler had been, and undoubtedly had never heard of

Bonaparte.

"History?" Beck asked, thin eyebrows rising. "An odd subject for seamen, though, perhaps, after living with the

Wiedermanns, none too surprising in Hans. The Political

Office has always been interested in history, especially

unusual historical theories." He looked them each in the eye, as if asking for such theories. No one spoke. Kurt

was afraid to say anything lest Beck take offense. Otto

was subtly insubordinate with a flash of expression, with a quirk of the lip. Even Hans, who had had to suffer Beck's

presence in his home for a year, and should therefore

have been innured, seemed to suffer dampened spirits.

Beck, who, Kurt felt, had been making an honest attempt

to communicate, soon withdrew into himself, ate mechani-

cally, and became his normal cold, faraway self.

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SUNSET, lager, moving fast, was 250 kilometers north of

Kiel, past most of the Danish islands. As day faded in t orange and violet riot, she slowed for safety's sake. With

no up-to-date charts by which to steam, she must navigate

by notes Kurt and Lindemann had made while with the

fishers. And those did little enough to help seamen travel-

ing this modem strait by night. The bottom of the Katte-

gat had changed considerably during two centuries. Mud-

banks had formed and moved. The tides and currents had

shifted. And there were uncharted wrecks scattered every-

where. The Battle of the Kattegat had been a seafight to

rival Lepanto in magnitude.

The Danes, and Swedish traders at times, marked ob-

structions with lanterns and buoys, and all navigators kept notes much as had Kurt. Lindemann had also made a

comprehensive list of the lights and buoys of the Norwe-

gian coast, where the Danes maintained salting stations

and trading posts. He had had charge of one of these,

serving vessels working the Norwegian Sea, for two years.

Kurt regretted their paths had crossed so seldom those

days, for, as with Otto, young memories of his cousin

made him fond of the man. Too fond. Once again, Gregor

had had to remind him to avoid over familiarity before

the crew. Their relationship was rapidly growing distant

and strained.

But the lights and buoys, at the mercy of foul weather

and inattention, were untrustworthy. Jager steamed slowly,

with many lookouts.

The Year of Our Lord 2193, and Jager was celebrat-

ing her 250th year. Like other ships which survived

beyond their times, she was cranky. She could sail and

fight, true, but with none of the vigor of her youth.

Countless tens of thousands of sea miles had passed (

beneath her keel, dozens of battles had been fought about

her, from Iwo Jima to Anambas.

Once, when she was young, she had been U.S.S. Co-well,

and she bore the name fifty years, until Russians captured

her aground in Cam Rahn Bay. Rechristened Potemkin,

she served first in the Soviet, then in the Siberian Fleet, until Sakhalinski Zaiiv. There the Australians hauled her

shell-crippled body off the Sakhalin rocks and rebuilt her

into Swordftsh. Decades later, after expending all her fuel at Anambas, German sailors from Grossdeutschland took

her in hand-to-hand fighting, and she became Jager, the

Hunter.

An old lady, she was proud and difficult, with her

arthritis and failing organs, her bad eyes and deafening

ears—but men would not let her retire. She must pass in

line of battle. Her radars worked not at all, her sonar was sporadic, radio was out forever for lack of spares—

although there were no technicians to make repairs, even

had spares been available.

She was cranky that night, steaming the Kattegat with

her sonar and fathometer down. At midnight, while slowly

crossing a sea spotted with lights like low-hanging stars—

lights of fishing boats or warnings on hazards—still sound-

ing foghorn warnings, she was betrayed. A sleepy look-

out missed the death of a star.

Kurt dreamed of Karen, and snored across memories of

their courtship.

Once again he came from the harbor, from his boat, to

see Frieda, and again she was gone. A neighbor told him

she was out with Otto Kapp. So he washed his face and

left his bag, walked up the street toward Otto's, mind on

making two visits at once. And, while crossing the Bren-

nerplatz, a hand caught his arm and a soft voice asked,

"Kurt? Are you blind?"

How had he missed her? he asked himself, resplendent

as she was in a bright peasant dress of her mother's

weaving and her own sewing. "Karen. I'm sorry. I was

daydreaming."

"You haven't changed." She smiled, meaning no criticism. "Will you come to dinner?"

"I'm on my way to Otto's, to see Frieda."

"They've borrowed a cart and gone for a picnic up the

canal."

Ah, Kurt thought, the same Kiel. Everyone knows ev-

eryone's business. But Karen had changed. The rather

lanky, budding teen-ager of three years earlier had be-

come something of a willowy beauty. "All right. What

time?"

"Now?"

He learned of her engagement to Hans Wiedermann

during the meal. "You don't seem enthusiastic," he observed.

"Oh?" Her blond eyebrows rose questioningly.

"No. You made a face." And, to the side, Karen's

mother made another. Kurt then remembered she had

been planning for him and Karen since before they

reached their teens.

"He's too much his father's son," Karen said, and closed the subject.

Two nights later, as he walked harborward from a third

supper at Karen's, he met Hans. Hans had little to say,

merely asked if Kurt knew of his engagement. At Kurt's

affirmative reply, the smaller man started swinging. Strict-ly speaking, Hans won, for Kurt quickly withdrew.

Yet, when Dancer's fish were sold and she put to sea,

Kurt was not aboard. He resisted pressure in his own way,

taking his struggle to its goal, the battlefield of Karen's mind. Two weeks later, he and Karen married. As the

priest asked, "Do you, Kurt Ranke—"

Metal screamed. Jager staggered as her sonar dome

was torn away. The bhong-bhong-bhong of the collision

alarm reverberated through the ship. She caught again,

aft, more seriously, bucked, shuddered as screw blades

chewed at the obstruction. Kurt bounced from his rack,

hit another, crumpled on the cold steel deck. He woke

during the fall, was out for a second after impact, then

painfully regained consciousness. He struggled to a sitting position, groaned, grabbed his head. Then, with the suddenness of a startled cat, he scrambled from beneath a

pair of descending feet. The compartment lights came on.

Clutching one of the small overhead I-beams supporting

the fantail weatherdeck, he stared down at his undershirt.

Redness. Warm wetness. He was dumbfounded. Oh. His

nose was bleeding. He snapped the shirt up and pinched his

nostrils. It quickly stopped.

The compartment grew crowded with sleepy, frightened

sailors asking sleepy, frightened questions. A few panicked and scrambled up a ladder to the fantail. Here and there,

unreasoning men scrounged through their lockers, seizing

possessions to take when abandoning ship. The panic

spread, feeding itself. Carried by it, Kurt climbed the

ladder with his division. He wore a cap, but had forgotten

his jumper and trousers.

Metal screamed again. Jager groaned. Kurt tripped as

he stepped through the hatch, but steadier men caught

him. There was little fear on the fantail. It evaporated

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with freedom from tight, crowded living spaces, and as it

became obvious the ship was not sinking.

"Thanks, Ott. What's happening?"

"Hit something," Kapp replied. "Now they're trying to back her off."

"Here now, make a hole!" someone shouted. Chief

Engineer Czyzewski, in his underwear, leading a Damage

Control party, pushed through the crowd. "You men move forward!" the Pole bellowed, shooing them like unruly

chickens. The sailors retreated, clearing the fantail, staggering as the ship again lurched.

"Tell the bridge to stop engines!" Czyzewski thundered.

"They'll rip the hull open!"

A man with head-surrounding sound-powered phones

relayed the message. The boiling beneath the stern died.

Someone muttered, "We're taking water forward. The

sonar dome's gone."

But, before the disclosure could incite new panic, the

telephone talker shouted, "Mr. Czyzewski! Ziotopolski says he's got the patch on forward!"

"Tell him to get it welded."

"We moving?" someone asked.

Kurt sensed the slight change in the roll of the deck.

Jager was free, drifting.

"Well, Kurt," said another voice, "what happened with those notes you're so proud of? Looks like you sold us

worthless paper."

Kurt gave Hans Wiedermann a poisonous stare. "It's

more likely the deck ape at the helm screwed up, not

knowing right from left when a steering order was given."

Hans laughed bitterly, teeth glistening whitely in the

glare of newly rigged emergency lights.

Another engineering party arrived, driving the specta-

tors farther forward. Kurt, Hans, and others who thought

quickly enough scrambled up a ladder to front-row seats

atop the aftmost gunmount. Difficult seats. Dead in the

water, Jager was unable to keep her bows to the swells.

She slowly turned parallel to them and began rolling. The

back and forth was hard on some stomachs.

"My, Hans," Kurt said maliciously, "you look green.

How'11 you feel when we hit real waves? Be like Mr.

Obermeyer?" Obermeyer was First Lieutenant, Hans's division officer, and had been confined by seasickness to

quarters almost constantly since Jager had cast off moor-

ing lines at Kiel. Hans had been carrying the man's

workload for him and, though he kept it well hidden, Kurt

had begun to see in him a quiet bitterness at not having

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been given Obermeyer's billet in the first place. Hans,

Kurt decided, was a greener-grass man, always disgruntled

by not being one step beyond his attainments. In fact, he

recalled, he had felt some of the same distress on discov-

ering that Gregor, with less sea experience, had been

chosen navigator over himself.

He decided the engineers would manage quite well

without his kibitzing, so scrambled down from the gun-

mount and returned to his compartment, to his rack

where, in sleep, the throbbing pain in his nose might

gradually fade.

He had hardly fallen asleep when Hans shook his rack.

"Out, smart boy. Mr. Lindemann wants you in the

wardroom, with your charts."

Kurt opened one sleepy blue eye and stared, daring

Hans to be lying. He was not. His sadistic little smile

proved it. Kurt reached out and mussed his curly black

hair. "Yes, dear."

The smile vanished. Hans lifted a fist waist-high,

dropped it. "Five minutes. In the wardroom." He stalked away rigidly.

Sighing, Kurt rolled out and pulled on a dress uniform,

considered shaving, decided against it—no time. After

quickly combing his hair, he hurried forward to the chart-

house and bridge.

He reached the wardroom a minute past his five, found

Hans glumly waiting in the passage outside. Kurt studied

his dark features closely. Nothing. He knocked on the

wardroom door. It opened and he entered. Hans did not.

Kurt felt mildly frightened on seeing he was the only

enlisted man present.

Commander Haber met him a step inside. The Execu-

tive Officer's brownish-blond hair was disarrayed, his uni-

form was tacky. Unusual. He was fussy about his appear-

ance. And he was more nervous than usual, Kurt saw. His

thin hands quaked.

Beck was there, cold as ever and angry red. Had there

been a scene?

"Come in, Ranke. Take the seat beside Mr. Lindemann.

We've a few questions for you." Haber paused while Kurt seated himself. "To sum up, we've been discussing our loss of the port screw and sonar. The latter we can do without. It was touchy at best. The screw, though ..."

"No hope, sir?" He felt pain each time he called Haber

"sir." Haber was another old friend who had become distant since Kurt had joined Jager's crew. Once the man

had been almost a second father, when courting his moth-

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er. Everyone seemed drifting away, leaving him out of

their lives.

"None. Mr. Czyzewski says it's bent dangerously. We'll warp the drive shaft if it's used. It tangled with the

masthead of a wreck. The light on the warning buoy had

gone out.

"Now we've a decision to make, to go on or to turn

back. If we do continue, we'll be crippled. If we return to Kiel for repairs, we may not reach Gibraltar in time for

the Gathering. We'd like to go on, if possible." Haber paused briefly, touched the thin line of his mustache with

shaky fingers while glancing toward Beck, watchful in

a comer. Kurt had the feeling Haber's last words were for

Beck alone, that Beck was the only man there who actual-

ly wanted to go on. "You're here, Ranke, because you

know Danish waters better than anyone else. How likely is

it that we'll encounter more of this sort of trouble?"

Beck turned his cold eyes on Kurt. Kurt understood

why Haber was nervous and vague. The Political Officer

hovered over the meeting like an eager hangman.

"Sir," Kurt replied, trying to ignore Haber's neck-scratching and Beck's stare, "it shouldn't be difficult, barring the steering problem. Wrecks in the Kattegat aren't

all that common—"

"You have a chart of the Kattegat," Beck interrupted.

"The obstructions were marked, and you were to instruct the watchstanders. What happened?"

Fright. Trying to blame someone? Kurt glanced at

Gregor. Lindemann thoughtfully stared into nothingness,

apparently unworried. Kurt realized the meeting was all

for Beck's benefit.

They were much of the same appearance, Kurt and

Gregor, tall, blue-eyed, fair, though Gregor's hair was a

shade darker than Kurt's golden blond. They might have

been taken for brothers in another age, but not in the

present. The people of the Baltic Littoral all looked very

much alike. They were descendants of a genetic type

immune to a hideous weapon used early in the War, a

virus which destroyed Caucasian chromosomal structures.

Current physical differences were due almost entirely to

environment. Von Lappus was fat because he ate too

much. Haber was thin, small, and nervous because, as a

child, he had been trapped in a collapsing building and

had suffered prolonged starvation before being rescued. Of

all those aboard only Hans and Beck were of truly differ-

ent types, and for the same reason: they were from Gi-

braltar, where different weapons had been used.

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Lindemarm said, "Explain it, Kurt."

Kurt opened his portfolio and took out the chart Beck

had mentioned. He spread it on the table, looked at the

Political Officer. "Sir, this isn't a chart. It's a pre-War map of Denmark, southern Sweden, and southern Norway. It

shows political features, not the sea bottom. Even if it was a chart, it'd be too small a scale. We should have the

largest-scale charts possible when sailing close waters.

But all we've got are old political maps, two ancient

British charts of Scapa Flow, and the anchor chart for

Gibraltar you gave me. I begged for better charts, but the

Council planners ..."

Von Lappus snorted porcinely, shifted his bulk, opened

his small blue eyes, fixed Kurt with his stare. "We've already heard it from Mr. Lindemann. We don't have

time for repeats just now."

The von Lappus twins, Sepp and Wilhelm, had been

features of Kiel life for as long as Kurt could remember.

Wilhelm was mayor, which was tantamount to being gov-

ernor (or president, or king, or whatever) of the entire

Littoral, and Sepp was commander of the military, such as

it was. And, so Kurt remembered, the twins had always

been fat and old. The only change in them was their

common, increasing baldness.

Kurt hurriedly continued, "The best charts we have

were captured with the ship at Anambas, of Australian

and Indonesian waters. They're only forty years old. Yes,

we can go on. The Kattegat and Skagerrak are safe

enough, with care. Only the Channel should be dangerous.

But I couldn't guarantee there'll be no more accidents. . . ."

"Ranke," said Haber, shaking his head, "we all know the navigational situation is critical. You'll just have to make do till we join the Gathering. The High Command'11

take care of us from there."

Kurt forebore telling Haber what he thought of High

Command at that moment. The Beck look of icewater and

doom was standard, but the man had a knack for making

it seem personal.

The Captain shifted again, nodded to Haber, who said,

"All right, Ranke, that'll be all. You said about what we expected. Oh, don't bother the charts. We'll want them

later."

Kurt returned the portfolio to the table, looked at

Gregor. He took a keyring from his pocket. "Sir?"

"I'll take care of it."

Kurt dropped the keys on the portfolio, quickly left,

sighing once through the door.

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Hans was still standing outside. His presence surprised

Kurt. Also, his apparent friendliness as he asked, "What'd they decide?"

Kurt studied his face. Hans seemed frightened. "Noth-

ing yet. But I'll be surprised if we go home."

"Oh."

Kurt was two steps past the boatswain. The dull, flat,

disappointed reply so astonished him that he turned back.

"I thought you'd be happy, Hans."

"Kurt, there's gung-ho, and there's gung-ho," Hans muttered, staring at the deck. Shadows veiled his expression.

"There's the kind you put on in Kiel because your father's a Political Officer, and there's the kind you feel inside.

There's the kind that makes you march on Victory Day,

and the kind that makes you want to run for Telemark

... oh!"

Wiedermann apparently realized he was speaking dan-

gerously. His eyes widened slightly—hard to see them in

the dark—and he backed a step away. Then he whirled

and hurried forward, to the head of a ladder which led

down to his compartment. Kurt shrugged and started aft.

Though he had been given a powerful weapon, he soon

forgot. He was not one to carry damning tales.

"Go away, dammit!" Kurt growled. It seemed he had just gone to sleep, yet here was the messenger, telling him to relieve the watch. And he would not go away. "Dammit again!" Kurt sat up, bumping his head against the

rack above. Its occupant growled and rolled over. Kurt

dropped to the deck, grimacing as cold steel met his feet.

He yanked his work uniform off a hook nearby, donned it,

then went up a ladder to the head, to shave. Minutes later

he passed through red battle-light-interrupted darkness, to the mess decks for a quick cup of ersatz coffee before

going to the bridge.

Jager was underway, moving slowly, as he had known

since awakening. She was rolling heavily, steaming parallel to the swells. What direction was she running? North, into

the Skagerrak? Or south, toward Kiel? For one unpatriot-

ic moment, he hoped they were sailing home—but, when

he looked over the helmsman's shoulder, that hope died.

Course, 000°. He fought disappointment as he relieved his

predecessor, Paul Milch.

Hans arrived, relieved the boatswain of the watch. He

too glanced at the steering compass and frowned. Curious,

Kurt watched others of the oncoming watch. Otto showed

the same momentary unhappiness, though Gregor, when

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he arrived to assume his duties as Officer of the Deck,

merely shrugged. Of course, he had known already.

Man after man, each reacted the same, with disappoint-

ment quickly hidden. It made Kurt wonder. Just one day

earlier many of these men had been eager to sail. Now

they wanted to go home. The adventure was no adventure

at all, once begun. But turning back could not be. No one

dared risk the wrath of the High Command, for High

Command was a jealous god, believed capable of any-

thing—including the destruction of an uncooperative

member state.

Kurt could see, in the battle-light-reddened faces of the

watch, dread of High Command replacing patriotism and

adventure as the forces behind Jager's sailing. He won-

dered if the mood was similar aboard all ships bound for

the Gathering. Would they go just for fear's sake? Or

because they felt there was some purpose in the War?

He wanted to talk to someone, to discover others'

feelings, yet, as he looked around at men who were his

closest friends, he realized they would not share. Time and circumstance had rendered null their closeness. He seized

a cable overhead as the deck sank away, then rose shiver-

ing beneath him, listened to the sighs of the wind, to the

crump of the seas hitting the bow—all the sounds of

loneliness on a gray and forgotten sea.

He wondered if this unhappy small sample of the crew

were truly representative of the ship's mood. His thoughts

wandered to the engine rooms, the ammunition ready

rooms. Combat Information Center. Would disappoint-

ment also haunt those places when men learned Jager

was going on? What of the officers? The Captain? Haber?

Why was Jdger sailing? Because of the High Com-

mand, that shadow organization at Gibraltar? No one

really knew, except, perhaps, Beck, who had come from

Gibraltar with platitudes, slogans, sentences with no mean-

ing. Kill the enemy. Destroy. Why? According to Beck, to

end the rampant savagery of the East, to drive a shaft of

liberty's light into the slaveholder's darkness of Australia.

Kurt reviewed the old catchwords, epithets, and emo-

tion-laden arguments, and found no solace. Who cared?

Who had ever seen an Australian, or been hurt by one?

How could he hate someone he had never seen?

He drifted back to his tenth summer, the day his father

had sailed to the War. Years of slow, difficult work with

makeshift tools, and a hundred men, had been invested in

£7-793—and she had sailed out of history as finally as if

she had never been. Her story, for the people of the

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Littoral, had ended the moment she crossed the horizon.

Why?

Another year, another ship. Was Jager's story already

done? Was she a metal coffin staggering off in search of a

watery graveyard?

Gregor put a hand on Kurt's shoulder, startling him.

"Got a posit?"

"Just an estimated." He tapped the chart at Jager's approximate position.

Gregor nodded. "Come left to two seven zero," he

ordered.

After logging the course change, Kurt went to Hans

and whispered, "You ought to change helmsmen once in a while." He nodded toward Otto. "Must be a job trying to balance the screw."

Hans grunted agreement, directed a man to spell Kapp.

"Kurt?"

"Sir?" He returned to the chart table. Gregor was examining the northern coast of Denmark.

"Do you remember any shoals along here?"

Kurt shuffled through his notes. There was little to be

found or remembered. He shrugged. "None to bother us,

that I know of. You?" When Gregor shook his head, Kurt continued, "You could send a lookout to the masthead."

"Right. Boatswain!"

Kurt was at the psychrometer, working on a weather

report, when Wiedermann returned. He grew aware of

Hans's presence as he closed the little wooden box.

"What?"

"Kurt ... uh, would you forget last night? I mean ...

well, I guess I wasn't thinking right."

Kurt studied him closely. Hans shuffled nervously, eyes

fixed on the deck. This was out of character. Although

small, thin, and physically weak, Hans had always been

aggressive. For reasons Kurt did not understand, Hans

was forever trying to better him. They had come to blows

several times, especially courting Karen. But there had

always been an unspoken agreement. No outsiders in their

conflicts. Neither had run to parents when little, neither

carried tales to authority now—yet Hans appeared afraid

Kurt would denounce him to Beck.

"Hans, I never heard a thing." Kurt pretended to examine the seas while noting the nearness of lookouts. "We'll stop in Norway to cut firewood, you know. Up the Otra

River, they've decided. We'll be only a few days from the

Telemark colony."

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Wiedennann's eyes widened, then narrowed. He slowly

shook his head.

Kurt leaned on the rail and stared toward Norway,

said, "Know what bothers me, Hans? I don't think there's anybody, except Beck, who wants to go on. Even the

officers. But we're going anyway, and I wonder why. I

could ask Beck, maybe, but he'd give me the usual crap

about Australia."

"Wonder if he believes, it?"

"That's bothered me for a long time. How does High

Command know the Australians will sail against us next

summer?"

"We'll find out when we get to Gibraltar," Hans replied. "You know, Beck says every operable ship in the West will be there."

"They said the same thing when my father sailed."

"Well . . ."

"That was the Final Meeting, the Last Battle, the Vic-

tory, too. And then there was Grossdeutschland—isn't

that a joke? She went to a Last Battle too."

"Maybe this time . . ."

"Maybe Karen was right. Maybe there's not supposed

to be an end. Maybe, when we run out of steel ones,

they'll have us build wooden ships and cast brass cannons,

or something, . . ."

"That's a lot of 'maybes,' Kurt. What bothers me,

despite my father's yak, is that I see no reason for this.

Would the Australians notice the difference if we just

stayed home?"

The sun was sneaking up on the eastern horizon, speck-

ling the sky with small orange clouds. Kurt mumbled, "I try not to worry about it, but I have to. Karen's fault.

She's going to Telemark."

Hans shook his head, startled disbelief on his face.

"Hey!" he suddenly hissed. "Don't look, but snake-eye Beck's watching us. On the torpedo deck. Bet he's looking

for a traitor to hang. Probably thinks we need an object

lesson."

Kurt glanced that way quickly. Beck was indeed

watching, and with the mesmeric predacity which had led

men to call him "snake-eye." Kurt grumbled, "He'd better not make a habit of strolling the weather decks at night."

"Quartermaster!"

Kurt turned, saw Gregor at the door to the pilothouse.

"Sir?"

"I need a course for Kristiansand, with a turn in fifteen minutes." As Kurt stepped through the door, Lindemann

whispered, "Be careful, Kurt. Beck's traitor-hunting."

Kurt nodded as he bent over the chart table, pleased

that his cousin had expressed concern.

m

"SIR, lookout reports lights ahead," said a phone talker.

Kurt leaned out the pilothouse door, had a hard time

finding the lights. Although the sun had set, twilight still confused the eyes. He finally found them almost directly

over the bow, in a flat triangle which rose and fell slowly—

the horizon appeared in constant motion while Jager

seemed stable. Although he was certain he knew the

lights, Kurt turned to his notes.

"Those are the Lillesand ranges, Kurt," Gregor said.

"The legs of the triangle, extended seaward, mark safe channels into harbor."

"Thought so. What's there?"

"Salting station, trading post. Let's see, we're about fifty kilometers northeast of the Otra now. Give me a new

course to Kristiansand."

"Two one zero."

Lindemann ordered the course changed, and the vessel

slowed until she was just making steerage way. She dared

not hazard the river until she had morning's light. "You know anything about shoals or wrecks there?" Lindemann asked. "Can't recall anything myself."

Kurt shook his head. "Not about the Otra. It's strictly a Norwegian river. Never been there."

"When's sunrise?"

Kurt glanced at a note left by Paul Milch of the

previous watch. "Four forty-eight, sir. Milch thinks we'll have a flood tide."

"Thinks?" Gregor smashed fist into palm, grumbled,

"I'm repeating myself, I know, but how the hell're we

supposed to sail a ship without charts or tables?"

Kurt smiled. If nothing else, Gregor would share their

professional problems. But with that thought he grew

reminded of his alienation and the loneliness came crash-

ing in. Things had been better with the Danes, profession-

ally and personally. He had had tools and friends in

plenty. Tools. Here his complaints were always answered

with tales of famous navigators who had sailed on less

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than what Jager had available. Fine, he thought. So

Columbus steered by astrolabe and the wind behind his

ear. He had known no better.

Such thoughts depressed him. He left the watch feeling

low, and tossed for an hour before sleeping.

Two pasts haunted Kurt's dreams. Awake, he often

daydreamed; sometimes dwelling in medieval glories, not

at all aware the age had been as bitter as his own;

sometimes in the middle decades of the twentieth century,

just before the War, when all the machines and people

had been alive, not just mysterious, rusted, fallen djinn,

and bones found in ancient ruins. By night, his own past

plagued him, his sorrows, errors, and triumphs. While

Jager's bridge watch trolled the Norwegian night for land-

marks, Kurt's soul wandered to a day that had been a little of each. . . .

At the Ranke home, a month after the wedding, he,

Karen, and Frieda lingered over a late breakfast of salty

pork. Kurt grew aware of Karen hopefully staring—he

felt he should say something kind, yet he had arisen in a

restless, impatient mood, and the meat had been over-

done. . . .

"Well?"

"It's okay, I guess."

Hurt appeared on her face, quickly departed. Kurt

opened his mouth to soothe her, but there was a call from

another room.

"Kurt? Frieda? Karen?" A moment later, Heinrich Haber walked in. "Let myself in," he said. "Hope it's all right." Such liberties were common in Kiel.

Kurt's eyebrows rose. Haber wore strange clothing, yet

familiar. Then he recognized it. It was a uniform such as

his father had worn on going to sea in U-793.

"No!" Karen gasped. Kurt tamed, found her pale, on the verge of tears. He was dumbfounded.

"Can we talk privately, Kurt?" Haber asked. His lean body seemed somehow fuller, more manly in the uniform.

And his shakes, which were always with him, were much

less pronounced.

"Of course." Kurt always had time for Haber, a man he and Frieda wished had successfully gotten their mother to

remarry.

As they took seats in an upstairs room, by a window

looking out on the harbor, Kurt discovered the reason for

his morning's mood. He had a restless, urgent need to get

aboard a ship and reclaim the feel of the sea.

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"Briefly," said Haber, getting straight to the point, "I came to ask you to join Jager's crew."

"lager?"

"I keep forgetting you've been away, and too busy

lately to notice what's happening. Jager's the old destroy-

er. High Command has ordered us to outfit and man her,

and bring her to a Gathering next summer."

"Oh." He had heard something of it from Otto, had seen the High Command representative about the city, but

had not been much concerned. "I don't think so. Karen

wouldn't like it."

"None of our wives like it. But there's a job that has to be done. And I'm not asking you just to be a deckhand.

Your Danish experience counts for more than that. Lead-

ing Quartermaster, top enlisted billet in Operations, is still open. You're the only qualified man in Kiel. Your cousin

Gregor has agreed to be navigator. He's on his way home

from Norway now."

"Why not a fisherman?"

"Can't find one interested."

"And why a Gathering?"

"The War again. High Command's discovered that the

Australians are putting together a fleet to come against

Europe, summer after next. This time we'll end it for

good. We'll destroy all their ships, then go on and smash

their ports and harbors so they can't ever try again."

Kurt frowned. He had been quite young and disinter-

ested at the time of his father's departure, yet it seemed

he had heard all this before, then. Yet, to go, to see places about which he could only dream here, to have a major

ship beneath and about him ... His eyes sought the

distant warship, at the Hoch-und-Deutschmeister pier,

where she had been waiting all his life.

"Do you really believe that, Heinrich?" Kurt jerked around. Karen had come in quietly, unasked. "Or are you as cynical a liar as Beck? I hope, for your sake, that

you've been honestly taken in."

"Karen!" Kurt was shocked. This was no way to speak to a close and long-time friend.

"Karen," said Haber, gently, "I do hope you'll not talk that way in public. Even a lazy old man like Karl Wiedermann would have to do something—especially with a

ranking Political Officer here. Beck would probably gun

you down with that ugly pistol he always carries."

"I don't care!" Kurt's wonder grew. This was the first time he had seen her angry—and he still had no slightest

notion why. Surely, not because of his reaction to break-

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fast. "I want you to leave," she said. "We don't want your phony patriotism."

"Karen!"

"Oh, shut up, Kurt. You don't know what's going on.

You'll let yourself get talked into something you'll regret."

He was angered by her implying he was incapable of

rational decision. So, to prove something, he made an

irrational one. "I'll go." He meant to say he would think about going, but it did not come out so, and, afterward,

Karen forever turned deaf ears to his explanations.

"Kurt!" she wailed, "why? Haven't our families been hurt enough?"

Then the argument began, their first. As each angry

word took birth and flew, Kurt grew more determined he

would not let Karen think for him. He was by nature a

drifter, a follower, easily manipulated, yet, when accused

of it, became stubborn in proving to himself he was

not—sometimes in support of the stupidest things. ... He

committed himself to Jager so clumsily there was no way

he could withdraw without tremendous loss of face. He

won a sad victory over Karen, and slept that night alone.

"Ranke!" It seemed sleep had just come, but here was the messenger of the watch, shaking his rack, stirring him

forth from the muzzy depths of memory. "Time to relieve the watch."

"Goddammit," he muttered, "I just got off."

"It's three-thirty," the messenger said defensively.

"I'm coming, I'm coming." Then he chuckled. The

engineers were standing watch and watch, six hours on

and six off. He consoled himself by thinking of those with

a worse lot. "Go on. Get out of here," he told the messenger. "I'm up."

"Just making sure." The man hurried off to his next victim.

The Norwegian coast was a vague black line when Kurt

reached the bridge. He relieved Milch, made the log

entries necessary for a new watch, then stepped outside to

stare at the shadowed land. Hans joined him shortly.

"Think we could see the mountains from here?" he

asked.

"No. Maybe when we get upriver."

"When're we going in?"

"When there's enough light." Kurt looked eastward, astern. The false dawn had begun painting the foaming

wake. Then he saw Beck on the maindeck, amidships,

near an open porthole. "Look. Beck. Hope he doesn't

hang the cooks. They're bad, but they're all we've got."

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Hans considered Beck at the galley, chuckled. "Pray it's Kellerman if he does." Kellerman was the officers' cook, unpopular, considered a lickspittle.

They moved forward where Beck could not see them.

Musingly, Hans said, "It'd be a pity if something hap-

pened to him, wouldn't it? Suppose a tree fell on him?

Anything could happen while we're cutting firewood."

Kurt frowned. There was something wrong about Hans,

something different. He was altogether too friendly, and

the way he was talking, too, was unlike the Hans Kurt

thought he knew. ...

"Captain's on the bridge!"

Kurt's train of thought died as he hurried into the

pilothouse, to the chart table, where he waited until von

Lappus had a question.

"Ranke, what do you know about this river?"

"Not a damned thing," Kurt replied, surprising himself.

Now why had he said that? As an afterthought, "Sir."

Then, "But we should have a flood tide."

The Captain grunted and walked away. He spoke with

Gregor for a moment, assumed the conn, and turned the

ship toward the river.

lager reached Kristiansand an hour after sunrise. The

old town seemed a thriving village of perhaps a thousand

souls, many of whom came out to watch the warship pass.

The men of the Sea Detail, which had been set when

Kristiansand was sighted, waved and shouted. Petty

officers passed among the seamen, growling, toning them

down. There would be no fraternizing with the Kristian-

sander girls anyway. Their fathers and husbands and

brothers were already hustling them home. An ancient

custom, Kurt thought.

Jager crept up the Otra until, near noon, she dropped

anchor off a good stand of timber. Kristiansand, forty

kilometers downstream, was an attraction no more. Kurt

was wolfing a delayed breakfast, wondering about the

Norwegian way of life, when Hans approached his table

with his own morning meal. "You've got boat three," he said.

"What?"

"You're in charge of boat three, to get wood. You'll

need a dozen Operations men for your working party.

There'll be one from Engineering, two from Deck."

"What about Gunnery?"

"Somebody's worried about the natives. Why, I don't

know."

"I don't feel like chopping wood."

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"Who does? Want to trade boats?"

"Why?"

"Beck's going over in mine."

"No thanks. Why?"

"To watch for deserters, I guess. It's a golden opportunity, you have to admit. We're awful close to Telemark."

"Two days' walk," Kurt replied, revealing his recent thoughts.

Hans's eyes narrowed. "You taking off?"

"I thought about meeting Karen there. But I won't."

"Get your tools from the boatswain's locker. Deck-

inger'll have them ready."

"All right." Kurt hurriedly finished his coffee and soggy roll. After returning his tray to the scullery, he went to

Combat, where he collected a working party.

"Muster the working parties!" was soon piped. Kurt smiled, briefly wondered why Hans so enjoyed the public-address microphone—perhaps he achieved a surrogate

feeling of power, of godhead. He reached boat three as

Gregor arrived.

"Everyone here?" the lieutenant asked.

Kurt ticked off names in his mind. "Where's Weber?"

"Here." The sonarman hurried up.

"All present, sir," said Kurt, saluting sloppily. Jager's crew, often to Beck's dismay, demonstrated little interest

in ceremony.

"Very well. Weber, Hippke, get the tools. The rest of

you stand clear here." Men from the deck force lowered the boat, rigged a Jacob's ladder. "All right, get aboard,"

Lindemann directed when the tools arrived. "Ranke,

you're coxswain."

"We may need shovels, sir," Kurt observed later, when they finally managed to get the boat to shore. The bank

was a clifflet six feet tall.

"Mr. Czyzewski's ahead of you." Behind them, the

engineers were loading their own boat. Shovels were

among their tools. Kurt shrugged, made the boat's painter

fast to a sapling, scrambled up the bank.

A hundred meters of gently rising green meadow lay

between river and wood, richly strewn with petaled jewels.

The grass was deep and comfortable. Several men were

lying in it, talking. Kurt breathed deeply of the meadow's

lush perfume.

"A nice place," Gregor observed. Indeed. Here there was no sign of man or his foibles.

"Yes, pretty," Kurt replied. "Except for that." He pointed at Jager. The ship, beautiful as a panther is

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beautiful when moored at Kiel, was a canker here in the

wilderness.

"Uhm," Lindemann grunted. "All right, stand by!" He went to meet Czyzewski, just coming ashore. They spoke

for a moment, then Lindemann returned. "Kurt, start with a few of the bigger trees. He wants a raft to float the

wood over."

Kurt nodded, passed the word. Soon sounds of axes, of

spades at the bank, and, later, of sledges hitting wedges,

splitting logs, racketed along the riverside. Jager added

the sounds of chipping hammers and an occasional shout

as someone hailed a friend ashore. The work was hard,

but the sailors enjoyed themselves. Chatter, snatches of

song, high spirits filled the meadow.

But there was always an island of silence, always in

motion, following Beck. The Political Officer prowled con-

stantly, watching, listening. No one remained cheerful in

his presence—Kurt wondered if the power-feeling this

must give Beck, and the sense of alienation which would

attend the silence, might not reinforce the man's cold

aloofness and make him even more of what he was.

Something was bothering Beck, he saw as he surreptitious-

ly studied the man, though he felt it was not connected

with alienation—in his own alienation from friends he

thought should be closer, Kurt felt he could touch Beck's

being at congruent points (and here he also achieved

insight into Hans's growing friendliness, for he, Kurt, was the only person aboard with whom Hans had a standing

relationship, albeit based in lengthy enmity). The Political Officer had come ashore accompanied by two armed men,

whose weapons the crew were certain were for use against

deserters. The guns, Kurt decided, were bad tactics on

Beck's part. They undermined an already decaying mo-

rale. If flights to Telemark were what Beck feared, his

mere presence ashore should have been ample deterrent.

Otto was one of Beck's riflemen. Kurt collared him

while the Political Officer was at the nether end of the

work area. "What's Beck up to, Ott? Why the guns?"

Kapp checked Beck's location, then said, "I think he's hoping somebody'll run. He wants to kill somebody. He

doesn't say it right out, but you can feel it there, like a maggot in his soul. It's like he has to get somebody quick, before the thing in him turns and destroys him. Kurt, I've

never met anyone like that. He's like ... like a devil inside

... an eater of souls. But he's human, too. It keeps trying to get out, tries to make contact, like this morning when

we were getting ready to come over. Out of the blue he

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asked me about Frieda, and, before I knew it, he was

telling me all about his wife at Gibraltar. A slut and a

dragon, to hear him tell it. Cruel . . . oh-oh. Better move on. Pass the word to be careful."

Beck was looking their way, wearing a calculating ex-

pression. Otto departed, leaving Kurt with a hundred

questions about Beck. Had his wife beaten him into his

present distorted shape? Did he hate all humanity because

of her, especially women? Certainly he had had nothing to

do with them in Kiel, where liberties were a byword.

Might he be a man who thought he was complete unto

himself? Kurt pounced on the notion, remembering a

similar person met aboard a Danish boat, a man much

like Beck outwardly. And, as Otto had suggested about

Beck, that fisherman had proved an emotional time bomb.

A small incident—the tearing of a net, as Kurt remem-

bered—had triggered him one day; he had gone berserk,

and had distributed injuries liberally before being subdued.

He was jerked from his speculations by Jager's

screaming general alarm. Men ran for the boats. Kurt

looked around confusedly. A hundred meters downstream,

just watching, were a dozen shaggy men clad in the skins

of equally shaggy animals. Norwegians of the semi-nomad-

ic variety Kurt had often seen at the Danish trading posts, men who farmed the high valleys of the mountains and

hunted, and, someday, might fall into the savage raiding

habits of their ancestors a millennium gone. These men

were armed, as their sort invariably were, but their bows

were unstrung, slung over their shoulders. Why the panic?

he wondered.

The alarm ceased. Bells rang in the ensuing stillness as

Jager's after gunmounts swung around toward the hunt-

ers—who settled on their hams in the grass, laconically

observing the panic.

Mr. Czyzewski began shouting in mixed Polish and

German, driving sailors back to work. Sheepishly, they

returned to their tools. Beck and his riflemen hurried past Kurt, took up defensive positions between hunters and

sailors. Kurt found this pleasing. Beck would be out of the way, unable to snoop.

Uneventful days passed. Jager lost her trim, wolfish

look. Stem to stern, rail to rail, from her lowest void to

her highest deck, she was stacked with fuel to drive her

the long three thousand kilometers to Gibraltar. She rode

very low in the water and her center of gravity had

risen—dangerously so if she was forced to face a storm—

and still Mr. Czyzewski was uncertain the fuel was suffi-

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dent. He claimed the wood would bum too fast, loudly

mourned the lack of coal.

Jager had burned coal thus far—coal brought to Kiel

from Sweden, in driblets over the years, as ballast in the

sailing ships of Swedish traders—but the little store left

was to be saved for combat, when the ship would need its

greater efficiency.

Sailors were loading a last mountainous raft while Kurt

wondered where it was to be stored. A shout came from

downriver. He turned. The Norwegians were striking

camp—why had they spent so many days just sitting and

watching?—and all but one vanished into the wood. The

remaining man unhurriedly approached, smiling. Beck and

his riflemen rose, waited. The meeting took place fifteen

meters from Kurt. All activity ceased along the riverbank.

"What's happening?"

Kurt jerked nervously, then laughed. "Got me, Hans.

Maybe he's bringing the bill for the wood."

"Hey!" Hans stared at the approaching man. "Isn't that

. . . what's his name? Franck? Yes, Karl Franck."

Kurt squinted against the sunlight. "You're right. He

disappeared about the time I went to sea, after those

speeches. ..."

"My father still complains about him, usually when he

wants to make a moral point." Hans grinned. "Prime example of moral decay. Dad says that, with my attitude,

I'm sure to end up like him."

"Wait!" Kurt said. "Lookslike trouble."

Franck had stopped a few paces from Beck, surveyed

his uniform with exaggerated loathing, said something

softly. Kurt saw color creep up Beck's neck, heard him

mutter. His two riflemen retreated.

"What's happening, Ott?" Kurt asked.

"Don't know. Franck said something about the High

Command, then Beck told us to get the hell out." Kapp

fell silent, turned all his attention to Beck and Franck. An argument had begun. Beck appeared to be growing angry,

which surprised Kurt. He had never seen Beck get emo-

tional. He thought of his time-bomb notion. Someone

laughed. Beck jerked as if stung, turned, narrowed eyes

searching, promising reprisal, seeing nothing but sober

faces. Growing angrier, he turned back to Franck, growled

something.

Now Franck laughed. He made a megaphone of his

hands, shouted, "Hey, men, thought you might like to

know that High Command and the War are—"

He was unable to finish. Beck broke. He jerked his

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pistol out and fired. Jager's crew, ashore and at her rails, watched in dumb surprise as Franck jerked to the repeated impact of bullets. Beck emptied his weapon, con-

tinued insanely pulling the trigger.

Berserk, just like that sailor, Kurt thought. He forced

his rising breakfast back with difficulty. Hans muttered,

"Oh, Christ!" and lost his.

Otto, after a silent moment during which the shots

seemed to echo on, gasped, "He's finally done it. He's killed somebody."

Beck stood staring down at the corpse, shaking, yet

with a beatific glow about him—a look of almost orgas-

mic satisfaction.

Then arrows streaked from the forest. Beck screamed

as one hit his leg, was silenced as a second transfixed his throat. He took two more in leg and shoulder as he fell.

"Let's get out of here!" a sailor shouted. Everyone unfroze. Men caromed into one another as they raced for

the boats. Kurt, stunned, walked after them, unable to

hurry. Otto, retaining some presence of mind, snapped off

random rifle shots as he retreated at Kurt's side.

Jager bellowed like an indignant dragon defending

chicks. Three-inch shells racketed over low, with a sound

like nothing Kurt had ever heard. 40mms added their

smaller voices to the uproar. The little shells hummed like bumblebees in passing. There were rapid explosions in the

woods. Kurt saw a large tree suffer a direct hit. Five feet of ancient trunk disintegrated. The rest fell slowly, with

the stateliness of a wounded giant.

But there were no more arrows. The Norwegians (or,

perhaps. Littoral refugees) seemed satisfied with Beck's

death. This bothered Kurt as he waded through shallow

water and clambered into his boat. Why Beck alone? And

why had the Norwegians opened fire so quickly—as if

waiting? What had Franck been trying to say? Why had

Beck felt the need to silence him? So many questions.

He sat in the bow of the boat and stared toward the

dead men. They were the first he had seen fall to violence.

He was sickened. Franck lay in a grotesque position, some

bones bullet-broken. Beck lay on his back, staring at

cottony cumulus with cold, unseeing eyes. Kurt was cer-

tain Franck had intentionally baited Beck into his attack,

but without expecting such sudden reaction—and his mis-

calculation had been fatal. Why he thought this Kurt was

not certain, though. Perhaps because the arrows had come

so swiftly, imply the shooting was planned. But to what

purpose? He shook his head and stared around.

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In the next boat he saw Gregor, pale and stricken.

From behind him came the sound of warning bells as

Jager brought more guns to bear. Cordite smells, sour,

bitter, assailed his nostrils. He saw, on looking back, men at Jager's rails with rifles and machine-pistols. He looked back to the wood. A curl of smoke rose from a small fire

started by an exploding shell. Shattered trees leaned

drunkenly in one another's arms. Raw brown wounds,

shell holes, scarred the meadow. It was all so savage, so

quickly come and gone. The feast of blood, he thought,

the curse of Cain. He was grateful when Jager's stem

interrupted his view of the destruction.

Later, when his nerves had settled somewhat, Kurt

eased through a hatch into the after fireroom, which had

been secured since the damage to the port screw.

Czyzewski had decided to use the space to store the last

raftload of fuel, and Kurt's men were to help stow it

because the gunnery people were all on station.

After having made certain his men were at their jobs

and doing them, Kurt began prowling. The engineering

spaces, with their webs of piping, of electrical cables, and with their huge, looming machinery, oil smells, odd catwalks, and such, had always intrigued him. He did not

understand why a man would want to work down in the

heat, stench, and filth of the place, though.

He climbed a ladder to a high catwalk, to examine a

control board with a vast array of valves and meters.

Most were meaningless, as the ship no longer burned fuel

oil, but he enjoyed trying to puzzle out their ancient

functions. A short, half-open doorway caught his atten-

tion. He knew there was a small room behind it, inside

one of the blower shafts which brought outside air to the

fireroom. He thought the room might be a good place to

store wood, if not already filled. He went across and

opened the door. Empty.

No, not quite. There was a damp, muddy uniform on

the floor. He glanced at it, then examined the rest of the

room. Perhaps by stacking the wood crosswise ...

His eyes snapped back to the uniform. Pieces of river

weed clung to it. Something was wrong. He frowned. Why

was it hidden here, as if someone had changed in secret?

Then he grunted as if hit. None of the men who had

gotten wet this morning had as yet had time to change.

And there were no weeds in the river near the loading

place. The nearest were a few hundred meters downriver,

near the Norwegian camp.

A picture popped into his mind, of a faceless man

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swimming ashore in the night, downstream, where the

weeds grew, to see the Norwegians. Had someone recog-

nized Franck and gone to see him, perhaps to arrange this

morning's disaster? He squatted over the damp uniform,

looking for the name tag inside the waistband—and grew

even more puzzled.

LINDEMANN, G.A. it said. Gregor. And Gregor, if he

remembered right, had once known Karl Franck well.

Had they met last night? And then a new thought entered

his mind. Had they been in contact while Gregor was

stationed here in Norway? Indeed, just what had Gregor

been doing in this country? He had run a salting station,

he said, but would say little more. Kurt began to feel his

cousin was deeper than he had suspected, and that some-

thing unusual was in the wind.

But why wouldn't Gregor share it with his own cousin?

Once more he was on the outside.

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IV

"You look like a regular snipe, Ranke," said Erich Hippke, Quartermaster with the watch after Kurt's, as

Kurt climbed out of the fireroom. "You're wearing

enough grease."

Kurt chuckled. "Watch your language, sailor. Nobody

calls me engineer and lives. ..."

A boatswain's pipe, shrill, cut across their conversation.

"Now holiday routine for all personnel not otherwise

directed," Hans's voice boomed over the public-address system.

"Ha!" said Hippke. 'The rack for me."

"Why? You've been aboard, loafing, the past three

days."

"Carried too much firewood." Hippke leaned on the lifelines, looking aft at a Damage Control party. "What's Czyzewski up to?"

"Bringing the bad screw aboard—"

"Kurt!"

He looked up, at Hans on the level above. "What?"

"Meeting in the wardroom, after dinner. Mr. Linde-

mann wants you there."

"All right. Erich, let's wash up. I'm hungry."

"I'll pass. Smelt, ugh!"

"You'll love it someday."

All leading petty officers were at the meeting when it

convened. Von Lappus expressed its purpose. "I want to know how we get out of here, now we've got our firewood." Once he had uttered those cryptic words, the

beefy man slid down in his chair, folded his hands across

his chest, and appeared to fall asleep. Kurt wondered, for

the thousandth time, why this particular man was in

command. He never seemed to do anything.

Haber expanded the explanation. "We're now eight feet

lower in the water and no longer able to turn the ship.

And we can't back out on one screw. Suggestions?"

Time passed silently. No one asked why they had origi-

nally gotten in that position—the ship could not have

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backed upstream, either. No one, though, had thought of

the problem until von Lappus had had men sound the

river around the ship. Hurry had its price—in this case,

time lost and labor expended.

Jager had to be backed downstream until she reached

a place where she might turn. But how? Finally, after a

long silence, Hans nervously offered an idea. "Sirs, I read somewhere that, on sailing ships, when there was no wind,

they sometimes moved a vessel by 'kedging' her."

"And what might that be?" Haber asked. He looked

hungry—for knowledge.

"Well, a boat was put over to carry the anchor to the

end of its chain and drop it. Then the ship was winched up

to short stay."

"I don't see . . ." Haber broke off in mid-sentence. He did see.

But Hans explained anyway, for the others. "We could

do it backward, alternating anchors, walking ourselves

down."

"Damned slow," someone muttered.

"How much chain do we have?" Haber asked.

"Five shot on the port anchor, six on the starboard,"

Hans replied.

"What's that in meters?" someone asked.

Haber penciled figures on the tabletop. "Roughly—and

this is real rough—a hundred forty-five on the port, a

hundred seventy-five on the starboard."

"We'll be a long time getting out, then," Lindemann noted, frowning. With his features tight he no longer

looked much like Kurt. Older. Much older.

Haber nodded. "Depends. Ranke, is there a place we

can turn?"

"There's a wide place about three kilometers down.

We'd have to sound first, though."

"What interests me," said von Lappus, coming to life and folding his hands before his mouth as if praying, "is how Wiedermann plans to lift his anchors off the bottom.

Our boats would be swamped by their weight. May I

suggest rafts? We've got one already. Wiedermann, build

another. Well, gentlemen, I've declared holiday routine.

We'd better take advantage of it. I'll want the crew at

quarters before sunrise, fed and ready to work. Wieder-

mann, you and Ranke will forego your holiday. Gunnery

Officer, issue the shore party sidearms."

Hans looked frightened. Kurt felt pique. He did not

want to go to that place again.

"Oh, Ranke," said von Lappus as they rose, "take a 45

shovel. Bury Beck and that other fellow." Even in his

dismay, Kurt noticed that Beck was no longer Mr. Beck.

"And see you recover his weapon."

"Yes sir." Greatly depressed, Kurt walked with Hans to the mess decks, for coffee. Afterward, he drew a shovel

from the boatswain's locker, joined Hans and his men in a

boat, dully accepted the pistol the Boatswain offered him.

He thrust it in his waistband, tried to forget it.

The meadow he found peaceful again, yet Kurt could

not keep his hand from straying to the gun. He was

frightened by this haunted place. A pair of ghosts seemed

somewhere near, mocking. The shell holes in the turf and

the shattered trees beckoned him, like the War itself, to

his own private little unremembered Armageddon. He

threw the shovel across his shoulder, bit his lower Up, and determinedly walked toward the bodies.

Flies buzzed in that part of the meadow. Franck had

already begun to bloat in the hot Norwegian sun. As he

paused by Beck, a small animal, lean and ratlike, scurried

off through the morning's trampled grass. A lonely bird

mourned in the woods. Tears welled in Kurt's eyes, his

throat became tight and sore. Such peace and beauty this

place had, and horror—like the world. He wanted to hurl

his shovel and pistol from him and run shrieking into the

wood, off to Telemark to wait for Karen....

Sounds stopped him: Hans shouting at his men, axes

striking trees, a groan.

"Hans," he called softly, "Hans. Hans!" This last was a scream. The shovel fell to his feet. His mouth hung open,

no articulate sounds coming forth. Hans came running,

accompanied by two men with weapons drawn.

"What?"

The words came, though forcing them was next to

impossible. "He's alive. God, he's still alive!" He pointed, and, as he did so, another weak groan fled Beck's scabby

lips. "He's been here all morning, and we never came to help. . . ."

"Fritz, Jupp, get Commander Haber." Hans's busi-

nesslike tone sent the seamen hurrying off. "Don't seem possible. Four arrows in him, one through the throat. He

can't be alive." He was silent a moment. Oarlocks

squealed on the river behind them. Then, thoughtfully,

Hans said, "He can't last much longer. Suppose he died before Haber got here?" He reached forward to cover

Beck's mouth and nose with his hand.

Kurt slapped his arm aside. "No! I don't like what he is 46

either, but ... well, he's a human being." Was this the Hans who had thrown up this morning?

"He'd probably thank me, if he was conscious." Hans's eyes narrowed, his face grew ugly. "If he lives, he'll be a burden for months, delirious, unreasonable. . . ." He

reached again.

Again Kurt forced the hand away, the while wondering

what was wrong with Hans. Why murder a dying man?

"If he has to die, let him go by himself."

"It'd be so easy, Kurt. Nobody'd ever know...."

"Too late, Hans." Kurt nodded. Hans's men were coming to see what had happened. They could not be ordered

off without questions being asked.

"Well, you want him to live, he's yours."

Kurt tore his eyes from Beck's contorted face, looked

at Hans. The man was pale and shaking. Afraid? Of what?

Commander Haber, carrying the ship's medical kit, ar-

rived shortly, accompanied by Lindemann. Kurt thought

he saw momentary disappointment flash across Gregor's

face. He frowned, turned to watch Haber.

Haber was Jager's approximation of a doctor, though

his skills were limited to knowledge crammed while the

vessel was outfitting. His tools were limited, his anesthetics and antibiotics almost nil. He examined Beck quickly,

said, "Looks hopeless. The arrows missed the major ar-

teries, but he's still lost a lot of blood. It's a miracle he's alive."

"Do something!" Kurt pleaded, unable to comprehend the calmness about him. But, outwardly, he was as calm

as the others. Only his words betrayed his emotions.

"Right. I'll need help. First I'll have to open his throat so it's certain he can breathe. Kurt, open my bag and . . ."

"Me, sir?"

"You. All right, just hand it to me."

Despite his other emotions, Kurt was sheepish because

of his queasiness, grew guilty because of a momentary

regret at not having let Hans have his way, thereby

sparing himself this.

Haber's cautious, uncertain work went on for an hour.

First he removed the arrows from Beck's legs and shoul-

der—he admitted fear of trying the shaft in the man's

throat. But it came to that eventually, once the other

wounds were cleaned, packed, and bandaged. The last

arrow he carefully cut to either side of Beck's neck, then, with several men holding Beck firmly immobile, he drew

the shaft with forceps. Luck attended him. It came free

easily.

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But, for a moment, Beck's weak, rasping, open-throated

breathing ceased. With a frightful grimace, Haber bent to

Beck's throat and forced his own breath into the man's

lungs. The Political Officer soon resumed breathing. Haber

finished his bandaging, wearily said, "That's that, and probably a waste of tune. A thousand-to-one he's dead by

morning. But I had to try. He'll need a nurse...."

"I think that's a job for Kurt," said Lindemann. Kurt glanced at his cousin, was startled by the anger in Gregor's face. Lindemann seemed to be thinking, "You want him saved? Then you do it." Had he not been distracted, Kurt could have become very angry.

"Get that stretcher over here," Haber ordered men who had been standing by. "Wiedermann, will you please keep your men working? This isn't a show. That raft has to be

finished before dark. Ranke, go back to the ship with

Beck. I'll have someone take care of Franck."

Much later, having been relieved of his nursing duties—

there were out-of-work sonarmen with nothing better to

do, and Lindemann's pique had apparently faded—Kurt

stood leaning on the port bridge rail, watching Hans's men

as they put the finishing touches on their raft. Aft, the

engineers were just swinging the ruined screw aboard. It

hit the deck with a clatter. Two of the three blades were

mangled almost beyond recognition. Briefly, he hoped the

drive shaft had not been bent. Then he wondered why.

Silly, worrying about it. It did not matter. There was no

way to replace the screw.

A mound of earth headed by a cross now marked the

place where Franck had fallen. Kurt looked away, not

wanting to be reminded, went down to the maindeck.

After collecting a sandwich from the galley, he wandered

aft, watched the Damage Control party cleaning up, then

went to bed. Soon his mind wandered into a trap of

thoughts of Karen.

Although, from the day he agreed to join Jager's crew,

their marriage had grown increasingly stormy—and the

final week had been a bickering hell as she strove to

overcome his stubborn determination—Kurt wished he

were home and in her arms. He wished there were a little

less of the mule in him, a little more of the horse. Why

did he, these few times he actually took a stand, always

pick a place in the wrong?

It was a moment of lucid, honest self-criticism' stimu-

lated by the morning's disaster and the hard realization

that in days to come others would join Karl Franck in

dole and foreign graves. Until today Death had always

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r

been a remote acquaintance, more often a visitor to oth-

ers' lives than his own. But now, with fresh earth mound-

ed in a meadow nearby, he knew that pale rider had

promised him closer attention. And he was afraid, afraid

of a thousand things, things not of the world beyond, but

of this, all the grim milestones along the road to his own

dread appointment, all the things he would lose if he went

too young.

The greatest loss would be Karen and a child as yet

unborn. Karen, who had a harpy's beak and talons one

minute, who was his warm Juliet the next, who was his

Ruth and his Delilah, his Lysistrata and Helen. He was an

Odysseus bound for the arms of a Penelope through a

thousand Homeric terrors, by an equally circuituous route

(his mind wandered in a maze of ancient images, the

Peloponnesian War, the thousand ships and Illium, the

horse, those who fell, the small reasons why, and he

wondered at the lack of change in Man over the millen-

nia)—but Odysseus was a hero and inveterate cutthroat.

Kurt could not picture himself the same, a bloodthirsty

swashbuckler eager for perils and plights....

As Karen had said one day, three months past, when

Dancer had again put in at Kiel and Kurt had dragged her

down to meet his Danish friends, he was not the type. She

had had a tongue of bitterness that day, was still plaguing him for having talked Otto into going to the War. After a

quick tour of the boat, she had said, "I can see why you felt at home. It's a lot like you, small, antiquated, with no real goals or purpose, and a rotten stench inside. Real

heroic."

And he had thought, This's the woman I love? Natural-

ly, he had grown angry, there had been a scene, and he

had accused her of being a bigger bitch than her mother,

which had led to one of those arguments about mothers-

in-law.

Yet he missed her. The harsh times quickly lost their

hurting edges and he yearned for good times better

remembered, the hand-in-hand days, the arm-in-arm days.

He wished he could have yielded, could have stayed.

At last, sleep came.

Kurt rose muttering when reveille sounded. He rushed

through his shower, shave, and dressing, and was on his

way to the mess decks in minutes, determined to get one

good meal that day. It would be a long one, with dinner

and supper served on station.

Dawn was but a hint of light in the east, over the

shadowy bones of low mountains. The Captain had kept

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his promise of an early start. Already the rafts were being maneuvered into position. Tripods mounting blocks and

tackle had been rigged aboard them. The starboard an-

chor chain began paying out as the sun first broke over

the spine of the mountains. Jager swung slightly when

she neared its end, the current pushing her inshore just

enough to make her officers nervous. Commander Haber,

who had the conn, ordered the port anchor dropped. Once

it was holding, he had the starboard winched in.

Slowly, slowly, alternating anchors, Jager kedged

downriver. A few hundred meters, a kilometer, two, and,

toward sundown, three, into the wide place Kurt remem-

bered. Before she ceased operations for the day, men put

out in boats to take soundings. There was room to turn.

Kurt and Hans, with Haber and Lindemann, watched

from the port wing as the deck force rigged the damaged

propeller for use as a stern anchor, to hold the vessel

while the current turned her end for end. On the forecas-

tle, another party waited to up anchor. The sun had not

yet risen. Wan light, filtered through clouds over the

eastern mountains, barely illuminated the vessel, gray light on gray, with gray ashore—the perfect world for the

warship. The propeller, attached to a heavy mooring line,

splashed over the stern.

"Take in the bow anchor," Haber directed.

A boatswain shouted, his words ripping the fabric of the

quiet Norwegian morning. Men scurried around and disor-

ganization resolved itself into disciplined cooperation. The hook was up in minutes, was seated and secured.

Haber called into the bridge, "Tell the engine room to stand by." Then, "Wiedermann, get your leadsmen in the chains." Hans hurried off.

Slowly, slowly, Jager swung with the current. Tense

minutes passed. Soon she was beam on to the flow, then

past with sighs of relief.

The ship shuddered, heeled over a few degrees, moved

a little, shuddered again. "Mudbank," Kurt said softly, hoping the bow would find nothing more solid.

The swing continued. Another shudder and heel, longer-

lasting and accompanied by scraping, made men stagger.

It seemed certain the ship would be caught. But the

current worked, forced the bow on over the mudbank.

Jager's centerline was parallel to the flow a few minutes

later.

"Whew!" Kurt whistled, mopping his forehead and leaning heavily on the rail. "Close, that."

"Cast off aft!" Haber ordered, shouting. Softer, "I 50

sweated blood, there. The men who took soundings

should've found that bank. ..." A man chopped through

the mooring line. It whipped over the stern. Jager jerked,

drifted forward on the current. "Make four four turns for five knots!" Haber ordered.

Kurt hurried inside to log it. "Hans," he said as he wrote, "can you put men on the peloruses? I'll need

bearings soon. And I'll need a recorder." He took his

makeshift bearing book from the drawer beneath the

chart table, surveyed bearings taken coming upriver.

Steering by their reciprocals should take Jager safely

back to sea.

Hans shouted graphically at several men who were

doing nothing, apparently unaware that nothing was what

they were supposed to do until needed. He took the

recorder's job himself. "We've got the weirdest ship in history," he said.

"What makes you think that?"

"Our officers. Can you imagine a more uncaptainly

Captain?"

"He gets the job done."

"Can't argue that. Uh, bearing to ruined silo, one two zero. What about Haber? He looks like a rat. If he'd get

rid of that mustache ..."

"He's as loud as you are, anyway."

"Course, Quartermaster?" Haber demanded from the

wing.

"You see?" He calculated quickly. "One eight three, sir.

Come left to one seven six about five hundred meters

down."

"Very well." Haber gave Lindemann the conn, left the bridge.

Hans leaned closer to Kurt, whispered, "Mr. Linde-

mann's the only normal officer aboard. Take Mr. Ober-

meyer ..." Just a hint of bitterness could be heard in his tone.

"You take him," Kurt chuckled. "I'll grant you, the Council made a mistake with him. Where is he? He should

be on the forecastle with the Sea Detail."

"The ship's moving. That's all it takes. Maybe we

should feel sorry for him, though. He really does get

deathly sick. But, if I have to do his job, why don't I have his brass?" This was the first time Kurt had actually heard him express displeasure at not having won the First Lieutenant's appointment.

"Time to make that turn, sir," he reminded Gregor.

"One seven six. You'd think he'd get used to it."

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"No. What about Ensign Heiden?" Hans asked. "I heard he's queer. ..."

"Hans, every man on this ship is queer as a cow with a pegleg. Up here." He tapped his forehead. "Otherwise, we'd still be home. You've read as much history as me.

Think of the officers they had in the olden days, especially the English."

Hans's eyes narrowed thoughtfully. "Nelson. Maybe it

does take madmen."

Jdger reached the sea without difficulty. The Kristian-

sand girls were cheered again. Kurt sighed with relief as

the town fell behind, as Jager entered deep, reliable

waters. He removed his cap and tossed it into an out-of-

the-way corner of the chart table. "How come we always get the watch after Sea Detail?"

Hans chuckled and took the hint. Of Lindemann he

asked, "Permission to secure Sea Detail, sir?" Then, "Hold it!" directed at several seamen about to leave the bridge.

"Come here, Ernst." Pointing down, he said, "See those rust spots on the forecastle? I want them chipped and

painted before dinner."

Kurt cluck-clucked as Ernst went away grumbling.

"You're a slavedriver."

Hans laughed. "Take the paint away and there wouldn't

be any ship." There was a grain of truth in his words.

Only the most intense, loving maintenance kept Jager

from expiring.

"Quartermaster?"

"Sir?"

"Do you have a track for the Channel?"

"Yes sir. We should come right to two zero zero in a

half hour."

"Inform me when it's time."

"Yes sir." Kurt gathered his weather logs and stepped outside to see which direction the swells were running.

Hans followed.

"I was surprised," the boatswain whispered. "Nobody jumped ship."

"Surprised me too," Kurt replied. He winced, still not wanting to remember Beck and Franck.

"I sort of figured you'd go, what with Karen on her

way. You know, I've been wondering. Why was Beck the

only one they shot?"

"I never seriously considered jumping ship," Kurt said truthfully, and asked himself why he had not. Karen was

precious to him. "As for Beck, I think someone wanted to get rid of him." He was about to tell Hans of his discovery 52

in the after fireroom, but thought better of it. "I wouldn't much miss the man."

"Who would? But he refuses to die." For a moment

Kurt was afraid he would bring up their brief conflict over Beck's life, but Hans let it drop. He and Kurt looked

forward, silently watched Jager's bow rise and fall as she

met the swells of the North Sea.

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v

JAGER wallowed through moderate seas at an unchanging

eight knots, all she could comfortably manage on one

screw, though she was capable of twelve in a panic. There

was ample time to reach Gibraltar. The Gathering would

not sail eastward until mid-July.

The ruins of a city lay three kilometers off the port

beam. Kurt studied an old map, guessed it to be Cher-

bourg. He felt a sadness. This was even more depressing

than Kiel, because it was dead. He suspected the ruins

would glow by night. Calais and Dover had been horrify-

ing, like the impossible, wicked cities of the evil beings of old folk tales.

The crossing of the North Sea had been unmarked by

significant event. High points had been a fog, a squall, and a few fishing boats seen in the Dogger Banks, all of which

had run when they spotted Jager's gray wolf silhouette

on their horizons. Kurt did not blame them for their

reactions. The warship was a ghost from a bloody past, a

death-specter, a haunt.

The passage through the English Channel, thus far, had

been equally uneventful. There were dangers, but these

they evaded by careful sailing. The old mudbanks, which

had once plagued Romans, Norse raiders, and the Spanish

Armada in its time, had returned. But someone, probably

fishermen, had kindly marked the banks with lighted

buoys. All in all, Kurt decided, Norway to Cherbourg was

a dull four days' voyage.

He glanced at the map again, frowned. Like most

Jager carried, it was English-language. For the thousandth

time, he wished he could leam the tongue. His work

would be so much easier.

He wondered what had become of the Americans, who

had built Jager so long ago. Word-of-mouth history,

rapidly becoming legend, had that whole nation burned in

the nuclear exchange following the Battle of the Volga.

Kurt tried to picture millions of square kilometers of

radioactive wasteland, and could not. He had been to the

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border of the vast dead plain south of Hamburg, but that

could not be believed either. It was too big. The entire

concept of the War was too big to comprehend. He took

binoculars from a locker, leaned on the rail. His eyes

watered when he examined the magnified ruins.

He wondered why. Was it because of his father's sto-

ries? Old Kurt had been fond of things French and

fairy-tale adventures based on the deeds of real people:

Napoleon, Richelieu, Jeanne d'Arc, the Black Prince, Ro-

land, and a hundred others, some not French at all. Old

Kurt had not been concerned with accuracy. In his sto-

ries, pre-War times became a Hyperborean paradise where

temporal realities meant nothing. Kurt chuckled, remem-

bering a tale in which Wellington defeated Charlemagne

at Avignon during the War of the Spanish Succession.

Twelve years had passed since U-793's departure.

Young Kurt had stopped missing his father long ago. He

remembered the stories best, his father's tears the day the submarine sailed, and how, afterward, his mother had

been seized by an endless grief. Life had become her

personal Hell. He felt little sorrow at her passing, for

death had been a blessing finally freeing her from sorrow.

"See anything?"

"What?" Startled, Kurt hastily glanced over has shoulder. Hans.

"See anything out there?"

"The hoofprints of Death."

"Poetry I get. Pale Rider home? Let me see."

Kurt gave him the glasses. Wiedermann stared at the

ruin briefly, then swept the entire coast. "You're right.

Nothing. Hard to believe so many people used to live

there."

"Efficient killers, the old-timers. Imagine Jager new, and she almost a toy to them."

"She's still an iron cobra," Hans replied.

"Now who's poetic?"

"It's true. If nothing else, her fangs are functional.

She'll be a tiger when we find the enemy—if we keep her

afloat."

"The enemy. We've heard that all our lives. What

enemy? I wonder if there'd be an enemy if we just stayed

home."

Hans gave him a strange look, shrugged, said, "You've

got me, Kurt," and returned the glasses. "Did you hear?

Beck came out of coma this morning." He stepped inside the bridge. Kurt heard him growl at Otto for wandering

off course.

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Then he shuddered. He had spoken dangerous words.

Sure as death, if Beck were healthy he would have heard.

Such talk could have a man hanging from a yardarm,

though Kurt could not understand why, logically. Emo-

tionally, he knew, anything could have strong meaning.

His mind went howling off after the mystery of the

Political Office. What Was its purpose? Why were its

people so strange? He believed men served and defended

things, ideals, and rules, in which they had a vested interest. Given that assumption. Political Officers seemed still more mysterious—they appeared to react only when the

War was questioned or damned. Why should they want it

continued? How did they profit? There were just six Politi-

cal Officers on lifetime assignment to the Littoral, and not a one got anything out of his job except a small local

power. The pay was minimal. Hans's father, for instance,

earned more making furniture.

Once he had asked Hans why his father was a Political

Officer. Wiedermann had simply twirled a forefinger at his

temple. He did not know either.

Crazy? Might be, although, officially, the Political

Office was that arm of the High Command charged with

ensuring that member states made maximum contributions

to the War.

Which again led him to question the purpose of the

War. Was it a vast plot to destroy? That seemed where

everything was bound. Kurt found he liked the theory.

Deliciously insane. Everything was.

Or was there really some foundation to the shadow-

threat of Australia? Was it true that, ten thousand miles

away, madmen were gathering hordes to enslave the

world? He glanced aft, at the ruins of Cherbourg. Destroy

the world? Someone had done a first-rate job already.

Then he considered his thoughts. He was thinking in

terms of conspiracies, a High Command conspiracy. He

grew nervous. His thinking was as crazy as that of the

old-timers, who had seen threats and enemies everywhere.

The first step to madness ... He laughed at himself. His

tenseness eased.

"What?" Hans was back.

"Nothing. Just wondering what strange things might be

hiding under cabbage leaves."

"Babies. But I like the home-brewing method better."

Kurt thought this was too near bringing up Karen's

pregnancy. He and Hans were getting on remarkably well.

No point in chafing old wounds.

Guilt knifed across his thoughts. Karen had been out of

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mind for several days. Bad. A husband should think of his

wife often. Briefly, he wondered if she had begun her trip

to Norway yet. Probably. It was easy enough. She could

walk north through Jutland, take a fishing boat across the

Skagerrak. It was done all the time. ... He hurt.

Homesickness was worse than seasickness, took longer to

heal.

"Almost time for our reliefs," he said. "Think I'll work on my track for the Bay of Biscay."

"What's the hurry? You've got till tomorrow night."

"Maybe. But I want to be ready." The charts were the only excuse he could think of for going away.

Kurt's timing played him false. As he approached the

chart table, Gregor whispered, "Beck wants to see you

after watch." Intense bitterness momentarily marred his features.

Heart in throat when the watch was done, Kurt went

down to officers' country. His hands were clammy and

shook as if he suffered Haber's disorder. Why would Beck

call for him? He had nothing to do with anything. . . .

Beck's "Come" when Kurt knocked was a ghost of the ghost his voice had always been. "Sir, you shouldn't be sitting up. . . ." Nor should he have been talking—though his speech was confined to a whisper—through such a

savaged throat.

"You found me." It was an almost inaudible statement.

"You kept me alive. I thank you. But why? I'd've thought you partial to those who prefer me dead."

"Sir?" As pretended disbelief Kurt's gasp rang entirely false. Certainly, Beck sensed it.

"I know more than you think. I knew Franck, or

someone like him, would appear wherever we refueled.

There were just three stopping places under consideration

when we left Kiel, and they were sure to know them all."

He coughed lightly. "I have my own sources, who predict-ed the attack. But Franck had done his homework too."

Beck's face turned sour. "He knew just the way to goad me. . . . There's a man in Personnel at Gibraltar who'll be sorry."

Silently, Kurt wondered where Beck was leading.

"Why did you save me, Ranke?"

"Sir?" He was still uncertain himself. "I don't know.

You were hurt. It didn't matter who you were. . . ." He shut up.

Beck coughed again, said, "No need for fear. I want

frank talk. Anyway, I've grown accustomed to dislike. So,

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you would've done it for anyone? It wasn't a matter of

loyalty?" He seemed disappointed by Kurt's nod.

"Ranke, I've been watching you. Nothing personal, un-

derstand, but Leading Quartermaster's an important posi-

tion. Your knowledge makes you essential to ship's oper-

ations. I've come to think you're a very well-educated,

ignorant young man."

Kurt frowned.

"No insult intended. What I mean is, you've plenty of

book learning, but aren't very world-wise. Will you keep

confidential what's said here?"

Kurt nodded, though he could conceive of no secrets

Beck would willingly impart.

"Good. Have you heard of an organization fighting

High Command?"

Kurt honestly had not. He said as much.

"That's why I say you're not world-wise. There've been a lot of rumors about it lately. And the organization

exists. It's very small, very secret, with an excellent es-

pionage system in Gibraltar, the Littoral, and elsewhere.

Rumor and subtle sabotage are its weapons. It's based in

Norway, somewhere in Telemark . . ." Kurt's startlement must have shown. Beck asked, "Ring a bell?"

"Just surprised me, sir. I know people who went to

Telemark."

"Yes, don't you?" Beck's gaze was piercing. He coughed again, grimaced. "This organization's too small to hamper High Command, yet its very existence has created a policy

crisis at Gibraltar. The Political Office in particular has split over what action to take. One party demands swift

suppression. The other, for political reasons, wants to let it grow. The factions were near blows, last I heard. A power

struggle was shaping up. ..."

Kurt felt lost. He had never thought of the High Com-

mand in these lights, nor had he ever dreamed of an

anti-War underground. Some odd events clicked into

place, made sense.

"Well," said Beck, "your loyalty to your friends is stronger than to High Command, so it'd be futile for me

to ask you to poke around after underground activity. Oh,

yes, there's a small cell aboard. I'm even fairly certain of several identities. ..."

Cold fear washed Kurt's soul like the sudden shock of

thrown icewater. He, too, was sure of one man. Gregor.

There could be no other explanation for the curiosity he

had found in that blower room. Gregor, Gregor, he

thought, what are you doing? He was hurt, hurt deeply

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because a man as close as his cousin, and a woman as

close as Karen, had never had the trust to confide in him.

Sea waves washed the hull, which formed one wall of

Beck's stateroom, with mesmeric regularity. How like this

ship I am, Kurt thought. The waves of the world splash

against me repeatedly, and all the waters of awareness

that enter do so accidentally.

Beck! The Political Officer was suffering a coughing fit.

Blood spume colored his lips. Kurt ran out, found Com-

mander Haber. Before the night was done. Beck once

again owed Kurt his life.

lager rounded Brittany next evening, following a track

from De d'Ouessant to Cabo Ortegal. A bit over fifty

hours' steaming if there was no trouble.

But trouble there was, a small storm which cost an

hour, and a man overboard—perhaps with help.

It may have begun at supper, when Jdger was halfway

across the bay. Kurt, Hans, Otto, and several others were

sitting at a table in the mess decks, grumbling about the

food, and about the rolling of the ship in the last breaths of the storm. Somehow, Beck's name arose.

"Me," Kapp growled, "I wish he'd bought it. Got no use for Political Officers." His eyes were angry as he glanced at Hans. "Nor the War, nor High Command. Maybe

Jdger ought to blast High Command. Makes more sense

than sailing around the world for nothing. At least there'd be no more War."

Kurt was startled. He had suspected Otto's feelings, but

not that they were this strong. The others seemed equally

surprised, and uncertain if Kapp were joking.

Kurt worried. Frieda would never forgive him if any-

thing happened to Otto. Frowning, he leaned closer, and, as he had thought several times during the meal, caught a

whiff of alcohol. There had been a rumor about

homemade vodka brewing in an unused fresh-water evap-

orator.

"Ott, take it easy," he whispered.

Kapp was drunker than Kurt thought. 'Take it easy?"

He staggered up, spilled his tray in the process. "Take it easy? How can I take it easy when you're hauling me off

to get killed like a slaughter lamb? And for nothing. If

there's an almighty War to fight, why doesn't High Com-

mand do the dying?"

Otto shouted, "How many of you want to go on?

What's in this War for us? Where're we going? Why? Just

because Beck told us to? Let's go home. If we have to, we

should—"

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"Ott!" Kurt snapped, cutting him off before he could damn himself with a proposal of mutiny. "Shut up!"

"You shut up, Kurt! Don't you want to see Karen

again? Maybe you don't. Beck says there's a War, and you

always let people run you. ... What's the matter with all

of you? You don't want this stupid trip. We'll all get killed if we go. Why don't we do something about it?"

He was hitting them hard, Kurt saw. They were think-

ing. Trouble would come soon, bad trouble. "Hans, Erich, Fritz, give me a hand," he whispered. They rose and a

moment later were wrestling Otto forward, down to his

compartment, with Kurt praying he had acted in time to

keep Kapp's head out of a noose. Von Lappus and Haber

seemed to have low opinions of Beck, but they would not

refuse his orders in a mutiny case.

Otto passed out before they heaved him into his rack.

They tied him in, returned to the mess decks, Kurt

thought he had better warn his men off the Polish liquor,

lest they wind up as Otto had, spouting nonsense which

made all too much sense.

Silence reigned on the mess decks. Men stared into their

food, thinking much what Otto had said aloud. The same

thoughts were in Kurt's mind, which made him frightened

and sad; frightened he would eventually follow Otto's

lead, sad because he had not the courage.

After his watch—which was miserable because he spent

it dwelling on Otto's words and the possibility of never

seeing Karen again—Kurt went to his compartment deter-

mined to sleep. But his thoughts would not cease haunting

him. He was hag-ridden. Never again to see Karen, to

hold her. ... After an hour's tossing, he gave up, decided

to take a walk topside.

He found the last of the storm gone, so strolled along

the starboard weather deck, watched the phosphorescent

water rush past and the occasional flying fish flutter away from Jager's side. These small miracles he never tired of

studying.

He climbed to the torpedo deck and took a seat astrad-

dle the starboard tube, still watching the passing sea and

the rolling stars above. The soft sigh of the water swirling past, the gentle crump of waves being broken under the

bow, was restful, eased his tension. He gradually regained

peace.

He had been sitting there nearly an hour, thinking,

when he heard angry voices on the maindeck portside.

The sounds of the wind in the rigging, and of the passing

sea, muted those voices, making them unidentifiable, yet

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left the anger easily detectable. He rose and started over, curious.

A scream.

Kurt ran, stopped at the port lifelines, looked down.

Aft, a watertight door squeaked shut. Directly below, a

hand clung to the lifelines while another tried for a grip.

The man called for help, weakly. Kurt scrambled down

the nearest ladder, shouting, "Man overboard! Man overboard! Port side!"

As his feet hit the maindeck, Jager nosed into a heavy

swell. He staggered, grabbed handholds welded to the

bulkhead. The swell hastened along the sides of the ship,

seized the man clinging to the lifelines. His hold broke. He shouted something as his hands fell out of sight. Kurt

reached the lifelines just in time to see the terrified face of Otto Kapp disappearing in phosphorescent foam.

A shouted question came from the bridge. Kurt shouted

back, without words. Jager ceased shuddering as her

engines were taken off the line, to keep the man over-

board from being dismembered by the screw. She slowly

swung to port, throwing her stem away from him. Von

Lappus, like a roly-poly teddy bear, appeared in nightshirt and sleeping cap. No one had suspected—neither did anyone laugh. No one noticed.

The Captain rumbled, grumbled, asked pointed ques-

tions. Kurt was too distraught to answer coherently, cer-

tain this was all his fault. If only he hadn't talked Otto

into coming. ... Would Frieda ever forgive him?

But he never mentioned his suspicion that Otto had had

help going over. Why? He did not know, though he asked

himself repeatedly.

Von Lappus quickly stopped trying to get anything out

of him. He took command of the vessel, and, after a

Williamson turn failed to bring her back to Kapp, ordered

a search pattern. Searchlights probed the night, pale

fingers caressing silver wavecrests. The few starshells in

the magazines were squandered, floated down the darkness

like tiny, sputtering suns. But there was little hope of

finding a man overboard at night when he had gone

without a lifejacket and flares.

Yet they eventually found him, floating face down, arms

widespread. Kurt had recovered enough to ask himself if

drowned men float, and he seemed to be the only one who

noticed the small bloodstain on Otto's jumper, in the back, about kidney-high.

There was nothing to be done for Kapp. Von Lappus

said to leave him there, with a prayer. And, among his

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shipmates, there were thoughts of what he had had to say

in the mess decks earlier.

Jdger resumed steaming. Kurt, knowing he would get

no sleep, went to the charthouse where he and Gregor

both did much of their work. He took a copy of the ship's

muster from his files, studied it a moment, used a pencil to black out four names: his own, Beck's, von Lappus's, and

Otto's. He told himself there would be a day when just

one name remained. Then there would be a reckoning,

both for Otto and for Frieda, widowed before marriage.

For a few minutes there he was a grim young man his

Karen would never have recognized.

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VI

JAGER reached Cabo Ortegal on track, two hours late.

K.urt had by that time recovered somewhat from Otto's

loss, although he was still withdrawn from ship's affairs.

She turned and followed the Spanish coast, passing

Conma near midnight, Cabo Tourinan early the follow-

ing morning, and, after turning south, reached Cape Finis-

terre at midmorning. There she hove to.

A ship was on the rocks there, another destroyer. She

had not been aground long—her paint was fresh and her

flags flew untatfered by the wind—but she showed no

signs of life.

Kurt, called to the bridge for consultation, studied her

unfamiliar colors and frowned. He did not know her flag.

She was of pre-War American construction, but otherwise

a mystery.

Von Lappus said, "We'll send a boarding party. She

may have gear we can use."

Commander Haber, speaking to a gaggle of officers,

said, "Each of you pick two men from your department to look for salvage. First Lieutenant, put a boat in the

water."

Gregor turned to Kurt. "Find Hippke. You two go

over."

Kurt wanted to protest. He had no desire for a boat

ride across choppy seas. He killed it unborn. He could cry

for a week and still have to go—thus things worked in the

Navy.

Soon the boarding party gathered. They climbed down

to the whaleboat, took seats at the oars, rowed. Once

started, Kurt found he was eager to go aboard and ex-

plore this strange vessel—until he actually set foot on her maindeck.

Bloated corpses were scattered there, bodies perhaps a

week old, bodies invisible from Jager because of the

wreck's cant. Weapons covered with a patina of new rust

lay among them. The dead aft were enlisted men. For-

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ward they found two mutilated Political Officers, as well

as officers and ratings.

Almost from the moment he stepped aboard, Kurt was

certain of the cause of the mutiny. These men—one

side—had wanted nothing to do with the War. Perhaps

they had had their own Otto Kapp, one who had been

successful in getting men to follow him. And, during the

fighting, the ship had run aground. Or, perhaps, someone

had run her on the rocks intentionally. He thought of

Beck's astounding disclosures.

Gradually, during a cursory examination of the vessel,

Kurt recovered from his initial shock. "Erich," he muttered, "let's get done and get out of here."

Hippke was as shocked, though, in his time, he had seen

some grim sights. He appeared not to have heard. Kurt

took him by the arm.

They found more corpses inside the ship. Each com-

partment and passageway had its bloated tenant. "Let's find the charthouse," said Kurt, gagging in the interior fetor.

To reach their goal, they had to climb over a corpse

with its legs tangled in a ladder. The man had been shot in the head repeatedly. In the closed, narrow space, the

stench was overwhelming.

"It should be on this level," Kurt said. "It was on most American ships."

"Here, I think this's it. Wrong side, though."

Kurt studied the little plaque above the door. The few

words on it made no sense, but they were the same as

those over Jagefs charthouse door. "Open it."

"It's locked from inside."

Despite a sinking feeling, Kurt braced himself against

the ladder and kicked. The door gave a little. Two more

kicks broke the lock.

"Oh, Christ!" Hippke muttered, gagging.

A man lay on the deck inside. He had, apparently, been

wounded in the fighting, had fled to a safe place, and had

died there. The deck was covered with brown scales of

dried blood.

"All right," Kurt growled, trying to control his stomach, "let's get him out." They grabbed the corpse's clothing, heaved it into the passageway, held their breaths

against the sudden increase in stench.

The vessel shivered. A small shriek of protesting metal

ran through her as she shifted on the rocks. Hippke

looked ready to panic, which surprised Kurt, considering

the man's past. He fought his own fear.

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"Let's go through their stuff!" he snapped. "There'll be plenty of time to get off if she starts breaking up." He opened a drawer, wishing he were more confident of that.

"Hey! Look here! Notebooks."

He had found a dozen of them. Paper! Invaluable

paper. Jager's records were kept on scraps likely to

crumble at any moment.

"Yeah?" Hippke replied, excited. He opened another drawer. "Look at this! Ball-point pens. And they work."

He tested one after another with the wonder of a child.

Like children in an attic they pawed through the endless

treasures the charthouse offered: publications lager

lacked, charts, instruments, more ball-points, pencils, pa-

per—a wealth of usable paper.

"Kurt," Erich said after a while, "it's like digging for treasure and finding it."

Kurt remembered other duties. "We'd better go send

the word."

"Good idea. The sooner they start, the more they'll get off before she breaks up."

As if on cue, the ship shifted and groaned.

They scrambled up ladders to the signal bridge, too

excited to be bothered by corpses. "See if the lights

work," said Kurt. "I'll look for a set of flags."

A moment later, Hippke called, "No power."

"Didn't think there would be," Kurt replied, coming out of the signal shack with semaphore flags. "These'll do. See if Brecht's ready."

Erich looked through the ship's telescope. "He's waiting.

Captain's with him."

"Von Lappus? On the signal bridge? How'd he haul

himself up?"

"Got me. Brecht's seen us. He says he's ready."

Kurt sent for several minutes, finished, read the Cap-

tain's reply, said, "Erich, tell the others it's time to go. Ill be down in a minute."

He scrounged up a pillowcase and quickly filled it with

plunder, hauled it to the quarterdeck. The others were

waiting. He laughed. The whaleboat rode low in the

water, piled with loot. Kurt tossed his atop the rest. A

moment later they pushed off. There were soft curses as

water washed over the gunwales.

"You men report to the mess decks," von Lappus ordered once the boat was hoisted aboard Jager. "Wieder-

mann, post a man at each door. We're not to be both-

ered."

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Kurt did as he was told, found the ship's officers al-

ready gathered on the mess decks.

"I imagine," said the Captain on arriving, "from all the excitement, that salvage will be worthwhile. What's she

got? You, Ziotopolski."

One of Czyzewski's engineers replied, "There were

stores of coal, grease, lubricating oil, and gasoline. The

screws were both intact, and of the same type as our

own."

Von Lappus caught the inference, said, "Chief Engi-

neer, thatll be your most important task. Deckinger?"

Deckinger spoke briefly of paint, tools, line, and such,

which were of interest to Deck. Kurt stopped listening,

thought about von Lappus and Haber. They were chang-

ing. The Captain grew steadily sloppier. Rumor said he

was eating poorly. Haber was growing increasingly ner-

vous, and in dress was following the lead of von Lappus.

Gunnery's man spoke mostly of ammunition and small

arms.

"Ranke?"

Kurt was jolted back to the discussion. "Sir, our gear is primitive compared to theirs. Their bridge, charthouse,

and Combat were all well equipped. There're supplies and

charts we need desperately."

"Mr. Obermeyer, you're to salvage her," von Lappus told the continually seasick First Lieutenant. "I want all available boats in the water. We'll work around the clock

till she's stripped."

Kurt went to the bridge that evening to distribute his

loot. Hippke came up, still shaken. Could this be, Kurt

wondered, the same Erich who claimed to have adven-

tured all through the Littoral? Who, supposedly, had

served in Freikorps Flieder, a vicious private army

officially ignored because it performed a valuable service; to wit, it confined its predations to Russians, who, given a chance, did the same to the Littoral. Hippke claimed to

have been present at some noteworthy massacres, yet

the mess aboard the wreck had shattered him. He was not

what he claimed, despite his excellent credentials.

Before Kurt could question Hippke, Erich said, "Beck

wants you."

"Now?"

"In his stateroom."

Again with heart pounding, Kurt went down to that

place of fear. As he entered, the Political Officer whis-

pered, "I'm indebted to you again. You must be my

guardian angel. What happened over there?"

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Kurt lifted his eyebrows questioningly.

"The wreck. Nobody's seen fit to tell me anything. All I know is what I overhear of conversations in the passageway." Beck looked much better now, past his worst days.

He would heal, though it would take a long time.

"Nothing. We just poked around."

"Don't be coy. What happened to her crew?" If anything, Beck's gaze was more cold and penetrating than when

he had been well. His face was more skull-like.

Kurt shifted uneasily. "Mutiny, I think, sir. They were too busy fighting to work ship."

"Mutiny? I'd heard it, but not believed. ... Why?"

"Sir, it looked like the crew didn't want to go to the War." Kurt's words were almost inaudible, so frightened was he. "They shot the officers and ratings, then tortured their Political Officers to death."

Beck looked both startled and afraid—the first time Kurt

had seen him express the latter. Perhaps he knew of Otto

and how near Jager had come. "They killed each other

off?"

"The boats were gone. Some got away."

Beck grunted. "Damn! Wish I could go look. I'll have

to file a report. . . . This'll cause a stir, give the extermination faction a powerful argument in the dispute about the

underground. Tortured, you say?" He was quiet for a

minute. Talking obviously pained him. Kurt waited ner-

vously, hands cold and clammy, heart beating faster than

ever. He wondered if he should have marked Beck's name

off his suspect list—but no. Beck would have taken care of

Otto legally, with a trial and execution.

"Does this give you any ideas about the situation here?"

Beck finally asked. "A mutiny could go hard on you, you being a senior rating. Have you discovered anything I

should know?" His pale face seemed eager, predatory.

More frightened than ever, Kurt shook his head while

remembering a blower room. Otto's death, and Hippke's

strange behavior. He wanted away from the Political

Officer badly, yet could not walk out unbidden. And he

did feel sorry for the man, alone there day after day now

continual nursing was no longer a must. He stayed another

hour, talking of mundane things—including the harridan

wife Otto had once mentioned—always staying clear of

troublesome topics. Kurt thought he might have liked the

man, had his appearance been more pleasant and his

power lessened.

Kurt had to return to the wreck three days later. He

was in the charthouse filing salvaged charts, when Gregor

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leaned in the door, said, "Kurt, you'll have to go over again. I know you don't want to, but Beck insisted. He's

making a report for High Command. He wants the ship's

nationality. Captain's name, home port, things like that."

"But ..."

"You'll have to go."

Knowing further protest was futile, Kurt got a jacket

and cap, then caught the next boat.

He found the wreck's decks clean. "Deckinger," he asked as the junior boatswain happened by, "where're the bodies?"

"Deep six. Couldn't work with them around. Gag a

maggot"

"Yeah." Kurt walked forward, looking around. The

progress amazed him. The ship had assumed a gaunt,

skeletal look. Then he groaned as two cooks came from

the galley with a stainless-steel sink, the bowl filled with a paint locker. Hans's voice, commanding, came from the

firerooms. Above him and aft, there was a clatter and

curse as a man dismantling a 40mm gun dropped a

wrench. Forward, boatswains grumbling like trolls raided

a paint locker. Hans's voice, commanding, came from the

torpedo deck. Kurt wound his way past piles of salvage to

a ladder.

He made a cursory search of the bridge, found nothing.

And the charthouse was clean. He saw nothing to indicate

whence the ship had come, nor why, though that was

obvious. She had been on her way to'Gibraltar and the

Gathering.

He sat in the charthouse and tried to think where the

information might be hidden, stared at himself reflected

badly in the dusty glass door of a bookshelf stripped days

earlier. Where? Where?

He straightened suddenly, smashing fist into palm. It

would be out in the open, simply overlooked. He rushed

to the bridge and went to the chart table, stared at the

chart pinned there. He pulled two tacks with his thumb-

nails, lifted the chart of the Spanish coast.

"Oh, you beautiful!" Beneath the chart was another, of a smaller scale, showing the coasts of Spain, France, and

parts of England and the Low Countries, which told him

very little except that the ship had come from the north,

following a penciled track almost matching Jager's.

He flipped that chart up, studied the pilot chart beneath

it. The entire track was there, beginning in Iceland.

Iceland! Incredible. He popped the remaining two tacks,

folded the charts, collected the quartermaster's notebook

from nearby, tucked everything inside his jumper, and

caught the next boat returning to Jager.

As he was leaving he watched Hans and his men lower

a torpedo onto a float of rubber liferafts. He found their

excitement difficult to believe.

"I found their charts and notebook," he told Gregor on arriving. "They'll tell Beck what he wants to know." He handed the material over, disappeared before he could be

told to do something else.

Three days passed. Relentlessly, around the clock, the

cannibalization continued. Jager became as piled and

ragged-looking as when she departed Norway. In a heroic

battle with the sea, Czyzewski's engineers liberated a

screw and floated it over on Hans's rafts. Commander

Haber kept busy patching battered divers.

All the ammunition, all the fuel, all the stores were

scavenged from the iron corpse. Everything portable was

taken, whether Jager had use for it or not. Work shifted

to heavy machinery. Gun barrels were dismounted and

floated over. Air-conditioning and refrigeration systems

were stripped. An automatic dishwasher and electric pota-

to peeler were rescued by happy cooks. Fire hoses, pipes

and fittings, even a few watertight doors and hatches were

taken. . . .

Then a black little storm blew up. Not a nasty storm,

but one that looked threatening enough as it came

whooping in out of the middle Atlantic. Von Lappus

ordered Jager out, away from the rocks.

And, when she returned, the wreck had broken up, so

she turned south, resumed steaming for Gibraltar.

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THE harsh clangor of the general alarm woke Kurt earlier

than customary. He froze for an instant, not believing.

Not a drill! It couldn't be a drill. They were always

announced beforehand. He heard the confused voices of

others. The lights came on. He piled out of his rack,

narrowly missed the man below. Trousers he jerked on

hurriedly, feet he thrust into shoes, then he grabbed

jumper and cap and ran for the bridge.

Training paid. Although this was Jager's first true

general quarters, her men were on station in minutes.

Kurt felt relief as he ran, thankful others knew what they

were doing. How many times had he cursed the endless

drills? Bless von Lappus, the ship might be able to defend

herself.

He hurtled through the pilothouse door, grabbed its

frame to avoid a collision with the Captain. After donning

his jumper, he asked, "What's happening?"

Paul Milch said, "Lifejacket and helmet on the chart

table." Pale, he then pointed out the starboard door.

"Look!"

As he tucked the bottoms of his trousers into the tops

of his socks, Kurt looked, gasped, "What the hell?"

Ships, on the horizon, seven or eight kilometers distant

and closing. Black ribbons of smoke trailed from their

stacks. Kurt seized a pair of binoculars.

"Christ! A carrier! And five ... no, four destroyers. The other one might be a tanker."

"They show their colors yet?" someone asked.

"Don't see any," Kurt replied.

A telephone talker, repeating a request from Gun Con-

trol, asked, "Permission to free guns, sir?"

"Permission denied," von Lappus replied. "Those fellows are nervous too. Let's not start something."

_ "Ranke," Gregor shouted across the bridge, "get the signal books from the charthouse. Then get up to the

signal bridge."

Kurt collected the books, donned his helmet and

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lifejacket, and went up. He found Brecht, the signalman,

studying the approaching ships through the telescope.

"They sending?"

"Yeah. Light. But it's nonsense." He handed Kurt a copy of the incoming message.

"Certainly not German, but it looks like language." He glanced aft and up. "Break a new ensign. That one's too ragged. I'll run up the interrogative pennant. Maybe

they'll get the idea." As the new ensign rose to the gaff, he bent on the interrogative pennant and hoisted it, then

hurried to the telescope.

The six vessels had closed to four kilometers. Kurt had

no trouble distinguishing their ensigns as they went up.

"What flag?" Hans shouted from the bridge.

Kurt found it in one of his books. "Argentina."

"What?"

"Argentina. Argentina. In South America."

Hans's head appeared over the edge of the signal

bridge. "I know that. But I thought America got blasted."

"South America. The continent. Not the United States."

"If you say so." He went back down.

Kurt picked up Jane's Fighting Ships—1986, salvaged

from the wreck at Finisterre. It was two centuries out of

date and written in English, but he thumbed through

anyway. He found Argentina and, 'as he had expected,

learned nothing. The carrier was not the one listed. The

destroyers were of the American Fletcher class, active in

many smaller navies.

He*again studied the ships through the telescope. They

were a ragged lot, worse than Jager. All wore unrepaired

scars from old battles, scars no one had bothered trying to heal. Perhaps the Argentines did not care about the appearance of their future coffins. Perhaps the vessels need

float only long enough to carry them to the dying place.

Kurt was dismayed by his own pessimism. Probably, as

was the case with many of Jager's ills, the Argentines just had no way to make repairs. Still, the ships could have

been kept neat and painted.

"They're making signals," said Brecht.

Kurt glanced up. "So read. I'll record." He took out pencil, paper, and a copy of ATP-l(a), tactical signals

current for NATO at the beginning of the War. He wrote,

searched the book, broke signals, shouted down to the

bridge, encoded signals, and relayed them to Brecht. There

were thousands in the book. Communication was slow and

difficult.

Hours later, stories had been exchanged. The Argentine

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ships, On their ways to the Gathering, had wandered slightly north of their course during the recent storm. Kurt wondered how High Command had sent its summons to the

Americas, but remained too busy to speculate long. Jager

was invited to join the screen around the carrier, Victoria.

He listened as the officers muttered among themselves,

discussing it.

Von Lappus's voice rose above the others. "We need

practice steaming in formation. We'll do it. What station,

Ranke?"

"Station six, sir, at eighteen hundred meters."

"Circular screen?"

"Yes sir." Signal traffic having fallen off, Kurt climbed down to the open bridge. General quarters was secured.

"Just in time to change the watch," Hans grumbled.

Kurt laughed. "I told you we always get the shaft."

The formation lumbered south at a slow five knots, the

best the stores ship could manage. The journey down the

Portuguese coast to Spain again was uneventful until, four

and a half days later, they reached Trafalgar.

During that time, with little else to do, Kurt concentrat-

ed on scratching names off his list of murder suspects. One way or another, he learned where men had been at the

time of Kapp's death. By Trafalgar he had eliminated a

hundred possibilities. But it was slow work. He had to be

careful not to attract attention. And the task went slower

and slower as evidence grew harder to find.

Then Trafalgar, site of Nelson's victory, that grim head-

land so important to Napoleon's fall. Kurt was one of two

men aboard who knew the battle had been fought. To

everyone else, this was just another milestone along the

sea road to Gibraltar, and whatever lay beyond.

Idly, he wondered if Jager and this Gathering would

be remembered by even one man four centuries in the

future, if anyone would then care. Trafalgar had shaped

all subsequent European history—though Jager's sailing

could hardly be as significant—yet no one today remem-

bered or was much interested. Only he and Hans, lonely

men out of their times, put any value on that ancient

battle. ... A wave of sadness swept him. He did not want

to go for nothing, to be quickly forgotten.

Trafalgar, the unremembered headland. Sad, Kurt

thought, that so many should have died and had such little

effect beyond their own time. A tear or two in Dover, a

French woman weeping in Nice, and forgotten. Just an-

other landmark on the seapath to an ocean of skulls....

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Until the carrier launched her aircraft. Then Trafalgar

became memorable as the place where Germans first saw

men take to the sky. The launch was almost laughable,

certainly pitiful. There were just six planes, all sputtering, prop-driven monsters cobbled together from cannibalized

parts, all as old and weary as the ship carrying them, and

not a designed warplane in the lot.

The fourth plane dropped like a stone off the end of the

flight deck. It hit water in a fine splash, disintegrated, and was plowed under by the carrier. Wreckage appeared in

her boiling wake.

The other planes circled and climbed, coughing with a

sort of half-life, got into a ragged formation, and stag-

gered off toward Gibraltar. Drunkenly, Kurt thought, or

like tired old men.

Jager's crew watched from launch to departure, daz-

zled. They had heard stories, had seen wreckage, but

flying men remained unreal as kobolds till seen.

The planes returned after dark. Kurt was off watch, but

he had stayed up to see their recovery. Sitting alone on

the signal bridge, he stared at the carrier's brilliantly

lighted flight deck. One by one, the ancient aircraft

dropped from the night and squealed to a halt.

The third down missed the arresting cables with her tail

hook. Kurt expected another fall into the sea, but the pilot hit full throttle, roared off the angle deck, and came

around again, successfully.

"Really something, isn't it?" someone asked. Kurt turned, nodding. Behind him was Erich Hippke, who had

the watch.

"Right. Tremendous. Think what it was like in the old

days, with the American supercarriers and jets. Instead of

five grumbly old prop jobs, a hundred jets. What an

uproar they must've made."

Hippke had an imagination as vivid as Kurt's. He ex-

panded the picture. "Think what the Battle of the Kattegat must've been like. Hundreds of ships and thousands of

planes." He shook his head slowly, impressed by such

magnitude.

"Big. I was nine when my father first told me about the Battle of the Volga. I thought he was a liar when he said

it lasted a year and eight million men were killed—there

just couldn't've been that many people in the world."

"It's still hard to believe, Kurt. But I guess the bombs could do it. How many people in Germany then? A

hundred million?"

"Uhm. About. And now there's a hundred thousand.

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Eight million men in one battle. That's more than there

are in all Europe now, I guess. Maybe more'n the whole

world."

"Efficient killers, eh?" Turning, suddenly intent, Hippke asked, "Kurt, why's it still going on? What're we fighting for?"

Kurt shrugged invisibly in the sudden darkness left

when the carrier shut down her lights. "I could give you the Political Office line. It's the only one I know. Hell, I don't know why. Maybe nobody ever thought to stop. I

don't think anybody knows any more, unless it's High

Command. Maybe it goes along on its own inertia, and

won't stop-until there's nobody left."

Kurt suddenly shuddered. His talk was approaching

treason. He glanced around quickly, but no one was near.

"Maybe Otto was right. Maybe staying home's the only

way to stop it," said Hippke, speaking cautiously. "Lot of men been talking about what Otto said, Kurt. Lot of men

think he was right. Lot of men beginning to think of doing

something about it."

Kurt got the impression he was being felt out. He

remembered his earlier suspicions about Hippke. He did

not want to be maneuvered by any underground, no

matter his sympathy for its aim. "Erich, if you hear a man talking, remind him of that wreck. Men got to thinking on

that ship. None of them'll ever go home. And you be

careful who you try to enlist. Remember Otto. He went

overboard the same night he spoke out."

"What's the connection?"

"Otto was stabbed and pushed, maybe by someone who

believes in the War. I don't know that for sure. Maybe

someone had a grudge. You might find out which the hard

way."

"You don't know who?"

"No. And don't spread that around. I don't want a

witch-hunt. I'm telling you so I don't have to fish you out of the pond some night."

"All right, I'll shut up. About everything."

"Good." But he was sure he detected insincerity in Erich's voice. If the man was the undergrounder Kurt

suspected, he would simply be more cautious. "Think I'll go crap out."

Kurt went down ladders and walked aft slowly, second-

guessing himself about telling Hippke of Otto's murder.

He might not keep quiet. If the murderer discovered he

was being sought ...

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That night Jager passed through the straits and turned

north. Gibraltar itself became visible at sunrise, rearing

above the horizon like some tremendous, crouched prehis-

oric monster. Slowly, creepingly slow, it drew nearer.

Gibraltar, Kurt thought, the place of Gathering, head-

quarters of the High Command. Inside that mass of rock

was the War Room, fabled, whence all orders came.

Within that stone were the men and women who directed

the War Effort—and the operations of the Political Office.

Kurt, in his mind's eye, saw it as the heart of a vast,

invisible web. There the black-and-silver spiders dwelt,

weaving their complex, mysterious plots, catching "traitors" with their complex, savage snares.

"Good lord!" Hans muttered a while later. "Look at all the ships! Kurt, will you look at the ships?"

Kurt looked. Hans had a right to be excited. Even from

several kilometers, a forest of masts could be seen to one

side of the Rock, Dozens of ships.

Later, when they were closer, Kurt saw that the nearest

were destroyers. Behind them, better protected, were

larger vessels. Cruisers, he realized. And another carrier—

no, two—behind the cruisers. And beyond those, aux-

iliaries: ammunition ships, stores ships, colliers, ancient merchantmen converted for War use. And still farther on,

more destroyers.

"Oh, Kurt, come over here," Hans shouted across the bridge. "See what's coming. Look! Coming around the

Rock to meet us. Isn't she beautiful?"

A ship was steaming to meet them, a titan of a vessel.

"Battlewagon," Kurt murmured. "I thought they were all gone. What a monster!"

A monster indeed. A killer. If Jager was an iron wolf,

this, then, was Tyrannosaurus rex in case-hardened steel.

Surely the Australians could have nothing like her. Surely

her huge guns would rule the ocean.

"Look it up! Look it up!" Hans demanded.

Kurt got the copy of Jane's. He turned to United States,

where he remembered having seen a similar ship. "Here

it is, Hans." He handed the book over, tapping a picture.

"What does it say?"

"How would I know?"

Hans carried the book to the chart table and bent over

it, as if trying to puzzle out the statistics beneath the

photograph. His -eyes grew big with wonder. "The Australians can't beat this! Wonder where they found her?" He bent over the book again, studying the text below the

statistics. "What flag?"

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Kurt took a look through binoculars. "High Com-

mand."

"Boatswain," said Lindemann, "Set the Sea Detail.

Kurt, get Beck's anchor chart."

As he was fixing the chart to the table, Kurt watched

Victoria start into a channel between the anchored ships.

Like a hen and chicks, he thought, or like duck and

ducklings, with Jager the ugly one coming along last.

There was thunder from the battleship—and distress on

Jager's bridge, confused questions. Kurt leaned out the

door. The huge warship had hoisted an Argentine flag and

was busily blasting the sky with a secondary mount. "Gun salute," he said, ashamed of his moment of fear.

"I'm glad they've got ammunition to waste," Hans

growled. Kurt saw that he too had been frightened, and

was irritated about it.

There was a pause in the firing after the twenty-first

boom. The Argentine flag came down.

Kurt felt a surge of pride as the red, black, and yellow

of the Littoral replaced the gold, blue, and white. The

thunder resumed.

"This one's for us." He stepped out on the wing. Glancing down, he saw the Sea Detail waving their caps at the

battleship. They were idiots, he thought. The jaws of a

trap were closing, and they cheered. Green sea slipped

past lager's flanks. Every meter forward made turning

back that much more impossible.

"Hey, Kurt, come over on this side and look." Hans tugged at his sleeve. He followed the smaller man through

the bridge.

"Look," said Hans, pointing to the anchored ships.

"Portugal." Several ships flew a red-and-green ensign.

"And Spain." Three vessels bore the red-and-gold with the black eagle. He pointed to other ships. "Nigeria, I think, and France . . . "He indicated flag after flag, babbling.

Kurt marveled too, for here were men of nations as

fabulous as those of the Arabian Nights. Jager eased into

the channel between ships, her men exchanging shouted

greetings with sailors of other lands. Hans grew more

excited. "Look! Look, Kurt. Britain! ..."

"Quartermaster!"

"Sir?"

"We'll tie up at buoy thirty-four. Find it on your

chart."

"Yes sir." He went inside and did so, the while thinking 76

that Gregor need not be so glum. He returned to the

wing, told Hans, "We've a good position. Close in."

"You going over?"

Nothing could keep him from exploring this hub of

history. "On the first boat."

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Vffl

"IT'S not really fair," Kurt told Hans while descending the accommodation ladder to the liberty boat.

" 'Rank hath its privileges,'" Hans quoted. "One's liberty every day. Why feel guilty?"

"I don't. But it's not fair, not when the others only get to go every other day. ..."

"It could be arranged. ..."

"Never mind. Hello, Deckinger."

"I'll trade you, Ranke," said the coxswain.

"Forget it. I'm not that fair." He and Hans took seats and waited for the boat to fill. The sailors who followed

them were all neatly trimmed and polished, their uniforms

clean and starched. They would return appearing to have

wrestled tigers.

"What'd you do yesterday?" Hans asked.

"Just wandered around. There's not much to do."

"There's a cathouse near the landing. . . ."

"Hippke told me about it. Eight women. He said he was

in and out before he knew he'd unbuttoned his pants. I'd

rather do it myself."

Hans chuckled. "Cheaper, anyway. Cost me three kilos

of potatoes yesterday. And the price'll go up."

Kurt glanced down at the bag in Hans's lap. "So that's where they're going. Kellerman said they were disappearing fast."

"The women won't take Littoral money."

"What about the taverns?"

"Same thing. They trade liquor for stores, and probably sell the stores back to the ships, where they're stolen

again. Somebody's getting rich."

The boat pushed off and quickly crossed the five hun-

dred meters to the landing.

"I'll see you later, Kurt," said Hans as he hurried up the pier.

"Yeah." Kurt slowly walked into a waterfront street crowded with sailors' from a dozen countries, speaking as

many tongues. He felt lost and alone, more than ever

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before. It was a great black loneliness like he imagined

that of space. There was no feeling of belonging, as

aboard Jager.

And there were so many Political Officers. Everywhere

he looked, on every street corner, was a man in black and

silver, watching, cold and deadly.

Jager had suffered a plague of them after Beck had

filed his report. In bands a dozen strong, they came to ask about events in Norway. Kurt feared shipboard resent-ment might flare into violence if the inquisitions did not

stop.

Gibraltar seemed unchanged from the previous day.

Kurt suspected it never changed. He stopped a few meters

from the head of the pier and considered courses, of

action. The line at the brothel was a block long, so that

was out—even had he been interested. He shuddered

deliciously, wondering what Karen would say if she heard

he had visited such a place.

Stretching away to the right, up a steep street, was a

line of small shops and taverns. The taverns, too, had lines before their doors.

Well, what else was there? He .looked upward, at the

mass of rock where High Command was hidden. It might

be interesting to walk up and see the center of the spider-

web. He started up the road.

He met a Political Officer on the way, near the en-

trance to the underground fortress. A very old man, and

much more pleasant than any Political Officer he had ever

encountered.

"Can't come in here, son," the old man told him as he approached a gate in the fence before the entrance.

"What? Why not?" Kurt eyed a negligently held submachinegun.

"Security. Can't have just anybody walking in and out."

The old man seemed accustomed to dealing with would-be

visitors.

"Why not? I just want to look around. We're on the

same side, aren't we?"

The old man smiled a warm, friendly smile, a sort rare

in Political Officers. "Now I don't know that, do I? Far as I know, you could be the Grand Marshal of the Australian

Empire."

"Oh. Guess you're right." But Kurt felt that was not the true reason for his being stopped. "Hey! How come you

speak German?"

"Well, son, a man has this job, he's got to know about every language there is." He pointed toward the fleet with 79

his gun barrel. "I seen you comin' up, and I said to

myself, 'Walter, that boy looks like one of them Littoral

fellows.' Remembered the uniform, see? They don't

change much."

"Oh."

"Pretty bad down there, uh? Crowded till you can't

hardly breathe, and lonely as sin, eh?" He had struck right to the heart of it. "Same thing, every Gatherin'. Boys come ashore thinkin' the Rock's goin' to be like home.

And they're disappointed when they find out she isn't."

"Always the same?"

"Yep. Boy, I seen four—no, five, if you count one when I was four—Gatherin's. They're always the same, except

they've gotten smaller. Reckon there can't be many

more."

Kurt remembered Karen on their last morning togeth-

er, speaking of future Meetings. And he had echoed the

official line, fool that he was. Now he wisely asked no

questions.

"Tell you what, boy. There's a friendly little place I go myself, when I'm looking for a little excitement—when

my woman's not watching." He gave the location of a

house not yet discovered by the fleet. "But you keep that under your hat, hear? Else there'll be a line second time

you go."

"That doesn't really interest me. I've got a wife...."

"Well, will you look here now? Just tryin' to help, son."

"Sure. Thanks anyway. You know, what I'd really like

is to find someone who'd teach me English."

"Now what would you want to do that for?"

"I'm Leading Quartermaster on my ship. All my charts,

and most of my publications, are American, Australian, or

English. I can't do my job well because I don't know what

they say."

"Well, let me see," said the old man, cradling his weapon in the crook of one arm, scratching his chin. A

minute passed. "Don't know where you'd find anyone,

offhand. Wait! There's an old coot that's got an antique

shop down on the waterfront. Crippled fellow. Likes to

play mental games. Might teach you, if you'll teach him.

He's a strange one, though. Lives in the past. Been down

there a few times myself, pickin' up odds and ends to

decorate the apartment. He's got more old junk . . . well,

you'll see."

"How do I get there?"

' "Just go back the way you came. You can't miss the

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place if you're lookin'. Windows full of junk, right next to the Ship's Lantern."

"Thanks."

"Sure, boy, sure. Sorry I can't show you around. Been

nice chattin'. Gets lonesome here, sometimes." They parted with smiles.

As he descended toward the waterfront, Kurt worried

questions the old man had stimulated. What did the High

Command have to hide? That talk of spies seemed some-

how false. And the man had seemed certain there would

be more Gatherings. How did he know?

Kurt paused, looked back up the slope. His eyes were

caught by the forest of radio masts at the top of the Rock.

Was that how they had summoned the ships from the

Americas? It presupposed there were long-range radios in

operation around the world. Could they communicate with

the Australians?

There was a booming to seaward. Kurt looked out and

saw the battleship saluting two incoming corvettes of

Liberian flag. He surveyed the neat ranks of ships in the

anchorage. Almost fifty warships were there, and as many

auxiliaries. Where did they all come from, in this battered, dying world? And where did High Command get the food

and ammunition they were being loaded with?

Well, no point bothering himself about High Command.

No one would tell him anything. To the antique shop.

As the old man had said, the place was easy to find. It

was sandwiched between a roaring tavern and a cafe

exuding abominable odors. Pausing outside, Kurt studied

the dusty window. Just .within was a treasure trove .of the garbage of history: old books, a Roman helmet green with

age, a few bronze spearheads, a lantern off a sailing ship

which should have gone to the tavern next door, relics of

Moorish Spain, a trio of tattered flags, Royal, Falangist,

and Republican, and faded photographs of the last king,

Carios, of Franco, of Charles de Gaulle, and of Adolf

Hitler, though Kurt recognized only the last. And a hun-

dred other things. European history exuded from the

shop, like a barely perceptible odor. It drew Kurt. The

past had always been his favorite escape. He slipped

through the door, his entry jingling a bell overhead.

At first he thought he had entered an untenanted shop.

Dust lay over everything, as if the place had not been

cleaned in a decade. There was silence, gloom, and count-

less piles of ancient treasure.

Something moved with slow, shuffling steps in the shad-

ows gathered at the back of the place. A little man, not

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quite a dwarf but bent to the size by a hunchback, came

forward. He moved as if each tiny, shuffling step were an

individual agony. He cocked his head to one side, looked

Kurt up and down.

Kurt shivered, wondering if the man were a mutant.

They were rare at home now, but there had been a time

when . . . But so what?

The cripple's mind seemed agile enough. After asking a

question in English and getting no answer, he shuffled

across the shop to a wall covered with bookshelves. With

a whithered, clawlike left hand, he waved at them.

Carefully keeping his eyes off the bent figure and de-

formed hand, Kurt surveyed titles, shelf after shelf. Noth-

ing. Then a word caught his eye. He blew dust off the

book's spine.

Deutsches-Englisches Englisches-Deutsches Wwterbuch

"This . . ."

The old man rose on tiptoes and peered at the title

closely, claw hand slightly lifting his bifocals. "Ah .. ." He shifted his cane to his bad hand and used the good to take

the book down. Painfully, he crossed the shop again,

dropped the book on a small, dusty table, sat in a rickety

chair, and motioned Kurt to draw up another. Kurt sat

down opposite him.

The cripple drew the book to him, riffled through,

occasionally paused to stare closely at something. When

finished, he looked up and said, "Mein Name . .. Martin Fitzhugh."

"Kurt Ranke," Kurt replied.

"Sie ... wilnschenT'

Kurt puzzled that for nearly a minute. Then he took the

book from the old man's hands and thumbed through,

trying to find English words for what he wanted to say. "I

... would ... speak ... English."

The old man shrugged, obviously uncertain what Kurt

meant. He tried again. "I ... desire ... to learn . . .

English."

"Ah." The old man nodded vigorously. Kurt saw he was delighted. Perhaps he needed company, this old one. The

shop seemed incredibly lonely—yet homey. Kurt felt he

could be happy in a place this rimed with history.

Languages are living organisms, in constant change.

Rate of change is a function of the speed and universality

of the communications system. The faster and more wide-

spread the system, the slower is change. The German and

English of 2193 were the results of two centuries of the

word-of-mouth and hand-carried-letter systems. Learning

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the languages through the dictionary rapidly proved im-

possible. Kurt could read his language as it had been

written before the War, but could not speak it so.

Fitzhugh tried a new tack, the ancient way. He pointed

to the table. "Name, table."

Kurt frowned his lack of understanding. The old man

pointed out English and German words in the dictionary,

then smashed his good hand against the tabletop. "Diese 1st . . . table!"

Kurt got it. Laughing, he slapped his chair and said,

"Stuhll"

"Chair," the old man countered.

Kurt tried to pronounce it. The old man chuckled at his

mangled "ch" sound. Then, like a gleeful gnome, he slipped off his seat and hurried round the room, pointing,

naming. "Book . .. sword . . . helmet. . . nail. . . floor . ..

window . . . door . . ." And on and on and on.

Kurt followed, naming a list of his own. "Pfeil... Buck

... Schaufel. . . Mantel. . . Kanone . . ." Cannon? It was a toy, but a real one poking its snout from a mound of

junk would have been no surprise. The old man had

everything.

The wonder of naming wore off quickly. Kurt and

Fitzhugh returned to the table and laboriously worked out

a systematic way of learning.

He left at sunset, leaving a promise to return the

following day. Although he was mentally exhausted, he

carried the dictionary under his arm and was determined

to study it that night.

Kurt decided he liked Fitzhugh—perhaps because of

their common interest in the past. He certainly looked

forward to seeing the man again.

"What's that?" Hans asked as he climbed into the boat.

"Dictionary. German-English."

"Why?"

"I want to read my charts."

"So what's to read? You've got conversion tables for

feet and yards and fathoms and miles, don't you?"

"Come to the charthouse with me, after we eat. I'll

show you what I mean." Then they chatted of other things while the boat approached the ship, chiefly of the bizarre

entertainments Gibraltar offered. Kurt whispered the loca-

tion of the house he had learned from the old Political

Officer.

After supper they went to the charthouse. Kurt selected

a chart at random. "All right, tell me what this means."

His finger rested beside a purple circle containing a black 83

dot and depending a purple diamond, beside which was:

R"6" Occ R 3 sec. "Or this." He indicated a purple circle over a tiny trapezoid which sprouted a vertical, asterisk-topped line. Beside it was: BRIGHTON REEF Occ 4sec

13M DIA.

"And this would make sense in English?" Hans asked, chuckling. "Doesn't look like sense in any language."

"If I could read English, I could look these things up in the books. I can barely tell what ocean we're in now."

"But there's no need to worry. Well let the flag do the navigating."

"Maybe. But that's assuming we don't get separated."

Hans shook his head slowly, said, "All right. You want to waste time learning English, go ahead. Me, I'll keep the black market in business. Think I'll go to the bridge."

"I'm going down to the mess decks to study."

But he did not get much studying done. Someone had

traded parts from the wreck for an ancient movie projec-

tor and a dozen reels of film, from cartoons to stags.

Despite the exigencies of breaking film, a trick sprocket,

and a hand-powered take-up reel, the crew watched mov-

ies—for the first time in their lives.

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K

"HEY, Kurt," said Erich Hippke as he took a seat across from Kurt at the breakfast table, "you hear what Damage Control's doing this morning?"

Kurt swallowed a mouthful of ersatz coffee. "What?"

"They've got a floating drydock coming to lift us out of the water so they can mount that screw they took off the

wreck. It's behind us now. What a brute!"

The ship shivered slightly.

"Sounds like they're getting started," said Hippke.

"They were bringing the dock up when I came in."

"I saw it this morning, but I didn't know what it was.

Finish eating. We'll go watch."

Hippke ate quietly for a few minutes, then, after glanc-

ing around, whispered, "Beck bothering you any?"

"No, why?"

"Well, he's been calling you down a lot. Almost every

day." This was true. Again and again, Beck summoned

Kurt to his stateroom, where they often talked at length.

"What do you talk about?"

In this Kurt sensed a more than casual question. "Most anything," he replied. "A lot about his wife. He's a lonely man. Did you know she hasn't come to visit him, all the

time we've been here? Just because she doesn't like ships?

I'd call that flat cruelty. And he refuses to go to her in a wheelchair." Beck was able to leave his bed now, but was still without the use of his legs.

"He's a funny man," said Erich. "There was a machine-gunner in Freikorps Flieder a lot like him. He killed a

hundred people during the Memel raid—just marched

them into a trench and started shooting—and the next day

didn't remember. . . .".

Kurt's eyes narrowed just the slightest. What was

Hippke after now? This beginning story was another of his

lies, of which he had told many lately. Details of the

Memel thing were common knowledge throughout the

Littoral, and the freecorps had not become involved until

afterward. The killers had been White Russian bandits,

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and the people massacred Lithuanian citizens of the Litto-

ral. Memel had been the last big raid of the Russian

bandit brotherhoods, for the freecorps had overtaken

them as they retreated burdened with plunder. ... But no

matter. Hippke was the problem, Hippke was the man

who knew so little recent history that he confused the

sides of a noteworthy disaster. Hippke was a liar obviously from somewhere afar ... from where, and why? Kurt

resolved to catch him offguard sometime with questions

about Telemark.

Kurt shrugged, said, "Let's think about something a

little more pleasant." The ship shivered again. "Finish your coffee. I want to see this drydock."

The floating dock was already moving in along the

length of the destroyer, sides towering above Jager's

deck. Seamen ran about checking the fenders, shouting at

one another and the men on the dock, confusing every-

thing.

"It's not long enough," Kurt noted. "What're they going to do?"

"Just lift the stem out. The bow doesn't matter."

"I guess not."

"Kurt?" Hans had appeared. "Beck wants you again."

Kurt could almost believe, from the stress on the final

word that Hans was jealous.

His spirits sank. Though Beck no longer frightened him,

he was in no mood for a visit. Beck would spend the

morning chatting his loneliness away, and Kurt wanted to

get ashore to show Fitzhugh how he had managed three

full chapters in the dull, complex nineteenth-century novel he had borrowed for the night. But there were no excuses.

Beck was in a rare high good humor when Kurt ar-

rived. "She's finally given in. Coming out this afternoon."

With a smile on and happiness in his face, Beck was not at

all the grim "snake-eye" Kurt remembered from Kiel. He was quite human, even warm. And this, though Kurt

should have grown accustomed to it, was a surprise—

emotionally, he had long ago decided all Political Officers were reptiles within, and, each time his preconceptions

were betrayed, he was startled.

More seriously, with the smile fading. Beck said, "Kurt, there'll be trouble soon."

Kurt's eyebrows rose questioningly.

"No, not here. At least, I see no signs. On another

ship—because political handcuffs keep us from dealing

with rebels. ..."

While Beck paused, Kurt examined his growing convic-

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tion that the man was of the extermination faction, and

the fact that Beck saw only the logic in a political po-

grom, not the inhumanity.

"Kurt, how would you like to join High Command?

You've got the brains. I could even get you assigned to the Political Office."

Kurt was taken completely aback. Emotions ran riot

behind his blank face. First, he was both dismayed and

mildly pleased—dismayed because there was nothing he

wanted less than this, pleased because, in his own way,

Beck was telling him he was well liked, was offering Kurt's friendship what he felt was a great reward. Then Kurt felt

sadness, sadness because this man was so lonely he imag-

ined between them a greater friendship than could ever

possibly exist. For all these reasons, Kurt could not refuse outright. He could not hurt the man, though he hated all

that man represented.

"I thought you had to be born into it."

"Not always."

"I'll have to think. ..."

"Of course. You've plenty of time. Just let me know

before the Meeting."

Kurt felt relief. Plenty of time. From what he had

heard, it might be a year before the fleet reached Aus-

tralia.

The interview quickly ended. In his excitement over his

wife's visit. Beck was eager to have him gone. And, of

course, Kurt was eager to get to Fitzhugh's shop.

But Gregor, of whom he had seen so little these past

three weeks, intercepted him in the passageway as he was

departing. "Come to my room a minute," he said. Kurt recognized an order.

Gregor closed the door. "What're you and Beck up to?"

"Sir?"

"Don't 'sir' me here, Kurt. I'm Gregor, remember?"

Gregor, Kurt thought, a cousin I loved as a child, a

mystery of a man, a friend who had become a stranger.

"What're you and Beck doing? Are you going over to

the Political Office?"

"Gregor! No! We just talk, like anybody talks. Women,

history, ships, weather, women. Sometimes we play chess.

He's very good."

"Maybe it's all innocent, then. But you should stand

clear of him more. You're picking up the smell. Some

people think you're spying. ..."

Kurt put a finger on something that had been making

him uncomfortable for weeks. Men he thought were

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friends had been avoiding him. Not openly, of course, but

just not appearing in parts of the ship he frequented—he'd

been too immersed in his studies to notice earlier. It hurt.

"Paranoia!" he growled. "You, Hippke, and whoever else's in on your plot are as crazy as Beck."

Shadows surrounded Gregor, who stood near his bunk

at the far wall. He jerked around and away with a startled

exclamation—and Kurt gaped momentarily. For just yes-

terday there had been a furtive man in the shadows at the

rear of Fitzhugh's shop, getting out of sight with sud-

den movement. "Get out, Kurt! And whatever you've

seen or heard, or think you've seen or heard or know,

keep it to yourself." Gregor lifted a hand, hit himself in the forehead. "Ask Commander Haber to bring me some

aspirin."

How sudden that was, Kurt thought, remembering that

Gregor always suffered severe headaches in time of stress

or fear. Or had he been frightened already? Did he really

think I'd betray him?

Kurt's anger would not fade. He could not resist a

parting shot. "For God's sake, tell Hippke to stop making an ass of himself with those stories about the freecorps.

He doesn't know a thing about them."

After speaking to Commander Haber, he went topside,

looked aft. Damage Control was still working with the

screw, but he had no time to watch. He had to get off the

ship. The gray walls were closing in. ...

Soon, dictionary under one arm, he entered Martin

Fitzhugh's antique shop. "Hello, Kurt, hello," the old man said, almost dancing. It seemed he had not expected Kurt

to return. It had been this way every morning, all through

the weeks. Perhaps, Kurt thought, Martin had been aban-

doned before.

"Good morning, Martin," he replied, concentrating on his pronunciation. "To study?" Kurt's English was still very rough—it came to him much harder than had Danish—though he could manage ordinary conversations.

"Not today!" Toward the end of the first week,

Pitzhugh had given up trying to make anything of Ger-

man. Too hard to leam, he had said, with a comment

about old dogs and new tricks. Kurt had laughed and told

him he should try English. "How was the book?" Fitzhugh asked.

"Not good, what I read. Why do we study not?"

"I want to go outside."

"Ah?"

They had become good friends over the weeks. Kurt

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had discovered, to his delight, that Fitzhugh was not at all self-conscious about his deformities—which relieved his

own self-consciousness and made dealing with the man

much easier. And they had common interests.

"Why not? Business is terrible, and I want to see the

fleet before it leaves. That'll be soon now, I think."

"Why think you that?"

"Oh, I hear things here and there. I get around. And I know people from up there." He jerked his head toward

the heights. His face expressed loathing. Kurt had been

surprised when first he heard the old man express dislike

for High Command, but no more. Gregor might have

been here. Beck said there were spies on the Rock. Who

less likely to be suspected than a crippled old shopkeeper?

"Among other things, boy, High Command's bothered

by the restlessness aboard the ships. They've been squab-

bling over what to do about all the young men who can't

see any reason to get killed in this thing, the ones talking about going home. Always been those at any Gathering,

but not near so many as this time. Times are changing—

even in the Political Office."

"I had not noticed," said Kurt.

"No, you wouldn't. Not on your ship. And High Com-

mand's covering it up. The real trouble's among the Span-

iards and Portuguese—they're so close to home. If the

fleet doesn't sail soon, there'll be a blowup—they know

that up there. They don't know they're running late."

Kurt frowned, remembered Beck's words to the same

subject. He did not like it—too unpleasant.

"Be a good lad and fetch my wheelchair from the back,

will you? We'll go up and take a look at the fleet—if you

don't mind pushing me, that is."

"I do not mind. But we cannot go up. Once I was

warned already."

"You went to the wrong place. We'll go where they

don't mind."

Kurt returned a moment later, pushing the wheelchair.

Fitzhugh had donned a long, heavy coat in the meantime.

"Get me that blanket there," he said, pointing while seating himself. Kurt tucked it in around the warped

body, then wheeled Fitzhugh out the door, locked the

shop, and asked, "Which way?"

"Left, and straight up the street to the end."

They wove through crowds of sailors from many na-

tions. The crush had become oppressing. The Gathering

had doubled in size.

An hour later, as they followed a path high up on the

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Rock, Fitzhugh pulled out an ancient pocket watch and

said, "Hurry! We've got to go faster." Mystified, Kurt went faster and hoped for an explanation. They reached a

wide, flat place. "Stop here!" Fitzhugh ordered. "Turn me so I can see."

The fleet lay in panorama below them, rank on rank of

battered ships. Kurt thought it a marvel that some had

survived the trip to Gibraltar. As if reading his mind,

Fitzhugh growled. "They're a sorry lot." He stole a peek at his watch. "They get worse each Gathering. I expect this'll be the last made up of steam-powered ships. They

may go back to wooden vessels, sails, and muzzle-loading

cannon soon—unless something's done to stop it."

"What?"

"Watch the Spanish and Portuguese ships!" the old man snapped, pointing with his claw hand. Kurt stared down at

the little covey of destroyers and corvettes. "Here," said Fitzhugh. He pulled binoculars from beneath his blanket.

"Look close. And give them back quick if anyone comes

along."

Kurt stared through the glasses. Several minutes passed

before he saw anything of note. "It appears that they are going to hang someone on one ship."

"Ah?"

"NeM. On each ship! Three men on one. Liebe Gott\

They are Political Officers. . . ."

"Anything else?" As he asked, a faint pop-pop-popping of small-arms fire reached them. Smoke curled up from

the stacks of the six vessels, grew rapidly heavier. Men

appeared on forecastles, cast off mooring lines. Gun bat-

teries tracked right and left. It looked well-planned and

timed.

"They're going home," Fitzhugh said in early response to a question Kurt was about to ask.

"Will not the High Command object?"

"Undoubtedly. Look around the point. See what the

battleship's doing."

Kurt turned. High Command sailors were running

aboard the huge warship. "To action stations they are

going."

"Looks like they'll have to shoot their way out."

"They will not escape," Kurt growled. He wished his English would give his emotions more freedom.

"Maybe, maybe not. You might be surprised. But, win

or lose, they'll've set an example by trying—which is more

than anyone's ever done. Gives an old man hopes of

seeing the War die before he does. Word of this gets out,

maybe nobodyll answer the call to the next Gathering."

"What is your part in this, Martin?" Kurt stared at the old man, wondering, remembering the dark sailors who

had come and gone from the antique shop during the past

three weeks, the Gregor-man furtive in shadows. He had

thought little of them until today. With pretended inno-

cence, he asked, "Are you an Australian agent?"

Fitzhugh's eyes widened in surprise. Then he burst into

laughter, almost toppled from his seat.

"What is funny?" Kurt demanded. He was growing

annoyed.

"Boy, you wouldn't believe a word if I told you. You

just watch what happens down there."

Kurt lifted the glasses. "You may tell me."

"No, I may not. Not just yet. Maybe later, after you've seen this. There's your friend, Beck—a problem. Tell you

what. Ill explain if you still haven't figured it out by the time you get back from the Meeting."

So. Fitzhugh knew of Beck. Kurt had never mentioned

the man. Now he was certain he had seen Gregor in the

shop yesterday. "Tell me, Martin."

Fitzhugh shook his head slowly. "You just watch those

ships. You'll see something I've prayed for all my life—the first loosening of High Command's grip."

"Why will not you tell me?"

'Time, and Beck. But I'll see that you know what's

behind it all. Eventually. What's happening?"

"The ships are getting underway."

"Any others look like they might join in?"

"I do not see any. Gott verdammteV

A tremendous roar passed overhead. A moment later,

there were almost simultaneous booms from the anchor-

age and the Rock above.

"Holy Christ!" the old man bellowed, excitedly standing in his wheelchair. "They're doing it. They're really doing it! Again! Again! Get the antennas!" He shouted something more, but his words were lost as another salvo

roared overhead.

Through the glasses, Kurt watched as all six vessels

opened up with main and secondary batteries. Gibraltar

shuddered as a ragged salvo exploded around the peak. A

swarm of three-inchers racketed over and hit, too close

for Kurt. "Martin! Out of here we must get."

"Why? They re not shooting at us. You look down there

and let me know what's happening. Let me do the worry-

ing."

The top of Gibraltar now received a steady pounding.

Glancing upward, Kurt saw a salvo fall amidst the forest

of radio masts.

"That'll clog the gears for a while!" Fitzhugh shouted.

Kurt turned back to the ships. They were leaving the

anchorage in line astern, gathering speed rapidly. Around

the point, the battleship was getting her anchor up. Her

guns turned toward the rebels. Nine waterspouts rose a

few hundred meters beyond the destroyer leading the line.

A moment later, Kurt heard a rumble like that of distant

thunder.

"Battleship opening up," said Fitzhugh. "She'll have a hard time using her main battery, this close in. Wish my

eyes were better."

Kurt watched the lead ship shift her guns from Gibral-

tar to the battleship. Her automatic five-inchers, each

capable of forty-five rounds per minute, snarled defiantly—

like a house cat cornered by a tiger. Destroyer against

battleship at half a kilometer was hardly a match, yet, as

she began running an evasion course, the smaller ship shot

everything she had. There was no missing.

Flashes of light, puffs of smoke, flying metal, engulfed

the giant warship. Most of the shells did little real damage because they hit massive armor plating, but the superstructure suffered considerable ruin.

Then the battleship, like a sluggish giant, spoke again,

with the mouths of dragons. The leading rebel stopped

being. The other five ships hurried on, trailing the smoke

of their muzzle blasts.

"Hit her fire control!" Pitzhugh shrieked. "Knock out her fire control!"

The destroyers and corvettes slipped past. The battleship

tried to get up steam to chase them. Her guns continued

thundering, but with less effect. Perhaps, as Fitzhugh de-

manded, her fire control had been destroyed and they

were now being aimed by optical systems.

Kurt looked back at the rest of the fleet. There was

fighting on one small ship near where the rebels had been

moored, but, otherwise, nothing happening, except that

decks were crowded with curious men, men who could see

next to nothing. The firing was taking place around a

corner of the Rock, out of sight of all but a very few

ships—and the rebels were now making smoke to confuse

the battleship's gunners.

"You'd better take me back down now," said Fitzhugh.

"High Command'11 order all liberties canceled soon. And I've got something to give you, something to explain

everything."

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Shaking, Kurt returned the man's binoculars, glanced at

the three surviving ships fleeing to the southeast, then

started down with the wheelchair.

They were halfway down when the guns fell silent.

"Faster now," Fitzhugh commanded. "They'll soon start thinking, up in the War Room." Under his breath, he added, "I wonder if they'll make it?"

Crowds of mystified sailors milled in the waterfront

streets. They asked one another wild questions, and gave

the wildest answers: Australians had attacked, but been

beaten off; an ammunition ship had blown up; the Rock's

defensive guns were holding target practice.

"Some ships rebelled against High Command," said a sailor who seemed better informed than his fellows, in

English, the most common tongue there. "They shot then-way out, and now they're going home."

This rumormonger was different. Kurt saw it in his

face—a face faintly familiar. Was he one who had come

to visit Fitzhugh recently? Surely he was spreading the

word intentionally. Kurt was certain he winked at

Fitzhugh as he passed.

"Quick! Inside the shop!" the cripple ordered. Kurt saw he was staring down the street at a party of Political

Officers working through the crowds, apparently searching

for someone. Kurt hustled the old man into his shop.

"Lock the door again."

He did. "Can you not explain what is happening?" he pleaded.

"No time now, Kurt. But you can figure it out for

yourself." He wheeled his chair over to the table where they had spent so many hours studying. A stack of books

rested on it. "Take these. They're mostly novels, there to cover the important one, the one that'll help you understand."

Kurt surveyed the titles.

"Wrap them up." Fitzhugh offered him a large rag.

"Good. Now get back to your ship while there's still

enough confusion."

"Why? What is wrong?"

"Nothing—unless you're caught carrying that copy of

Ritual War. That's a death penalty, son. Go along now,

and beware of Marquis."

"Marquis?"

"Code name for a Political Officer, true name un-

known, on your ship. Not Beck. His code's Charon."

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old man's urgency, Kurt said a hasty farewell, shook

Fitzhugh's good hand, and hurried out.

He reached the pier as one of Jdger's boats was about

to leave. A shout held it long enough for him to pile into a seat next to a pale, frightened Hans Wiedermann.

"What's the matter, Hans?"

"I don't know. Political Officers came down from High

Command and told everyone to go back to their ships.

What've you got?"

"Huh?"

"What's in the package?"

"Oh. Some books I bought to study. English."

"Can I see?"

Kurt pulled several from the bundle and prayed his

memory had not played him a trick. He remembered the

dangerous one as being at the bottom. He handed three to

Hans. The little Boatswain studied the dull covers, opened

each, glanced at such illustrations as there were, and

asked, "What are they?"

Kurt leaned over and looked. "The red one's a novel.

For Whom the Bell Tolls. The green one's a geography

book. The other one's another novel, A Tale of Two

Cities."

"What else have you got? Anything with pictures?"

Kurt took the three books back and returned them to his

package. "No pictures. Just novels: The Anger Men, The Guns of August, Andiron Blue."

Hans shrugged, leaned against the gunwale, closed his

eyes, said, "I hope we leave soon. Just sitting here's driving me crazy."

"Ran out of potatoes, huh?"

"Didn't run out. If you'd wake up, you'd know von

Lappus cut us off. Put an armed guard on the spud

locker."

One of the few extant motorboats roared past, rocking

the whaleboat with her wake. It sped toward the cluster of

aircraft carriers. There were now six of the battered old

queens anchored out, with perhaps a hundred makeshift

planes between them. Not much of a strike force. Kurt

wondered what the Australians had.

A bit later, as the whaleboat eased in to the foot of

Jiiger's accommodation ladder, planes began leaving one

of the carriers. Kurt at first found the launch surprising.

Fuel was too precious to waste on training.

The planes circled up and headed in the direction the

rebel ships had fled. So, Kurt thought, they had outrun the limping battleship.

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"What's so interesting, Hans?"

"I've never seen planes like those. Where do you think they're going?"

Kurt shrugged, said, "Who knows? Why don't you ask

High Command?"

Hans gave him a sharp look, then chuckled. "They

never tell me anything. The other day I went up to look

around. An old man with a machinegun ran me off with-

out even telling me why."

Hans stepped onto the platform at the base of the

accommodation ladder. Kurt was a step behind. He quick-

ly evaded Hans, once aboard, and hurried to the chart-

house. There he mixed his novels in with the navigational

publications. The dangerous book with the title The Begin-

nings of the Ritual War he locked in the safe. There

would be time to look at it later.

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x

IT was a terrible dream. He was in Norway, with Karen,

running through the mountains of Telemark, fleeing, their

limbs moving with dream-slowness, hand in hand, terror

close behind them. Karen's hair floated behind her like

wind-blown pennons of thread-of-gold, like hair teased out

in underwater currents.

Wolf-howls, close. Behind them were black wolves with

silver collars, with silver death's-head eyes, dark wolves, hungry wolves, drawing closer as their prey ran with

floating steps. One gray wolf with little form and no head

ran before the pack.

He did not understand. He asked Karen, "Why? Why?"

He looked at her, and her young, fresh face changed,

became that of his own mother buried these many years,

corrupt. ... He shrank away moaning.

She cackled madly and said, "Because."

There never was a better reason.

They fled the hungry wolves, knowing there was no

escape. A malignant god would not permit it. He

screamed as rank wolf-breath seared the back of his neck

... and woke up shouting incoherently.

Then a hand covered his mouth and another seized his

shoulder, held him down. 'Take it easy, Kurt!" someone growled in his ear.

Kurt jerked free of the controlling grasp, eyes wide

with terror. The ^man who had awakened him was a

shadowy figure beside his rack. He shrank against the

metal partition at the rear of his bunk, his mind painting

the shadow-figure with the pale face, cold eyes, and dark

uniform of a Political Officer.

"Kurt! Come on! Snap out of it!"

Recognition at last, and a vast feeling of relief. "Oh.

Hans. I'm sorry. Nightmare."

Somewhere nearby, someone muttered sleepily, "For

chrissakes-shaddup-willya?"

"My fault, maybe", Hans whispered. "Come on. Get up."

Still shaking, Kurt asked, "What's up?"

"I'm not sure. They woke me and told me to get you.

Deckinger on the quarterdeck said a group came over

from High Command."

Kurt sat up on the edge of his rack, rubbed his temples.

"Feels like a hangover, I'm so fuzzy. But I didn't drink anything." What time is it?"

"About three."

"In the morning?"

"Come on. Will you hurry?"

Kurt dropped to the cold steel deck, slipped into the

rumpled uniform he had worn the day before, and pulled

his cap on over uncombed hair. "All right, let's go." They climbed the ladder to the lighted passageway above.

"You look like hell!" said Hans.

"Tough. That's what they get for hauling me out at this time of night."

"Hostile this morning, aren't you? Where're you going

now?"

"Mess decks. I need some coffee." He was still a little fuzzy, and the adrenalin in his system did not help. Exasperated, Hans started to growl something. Kurt growled

first. "You could use a cup too. They'll live without us for a couple minutes. Hell. Why don't we take a pot and cups

down with us?"

"Good enough."

They went to the mess decks. Kurt drew the coffee

while Hans found cups. Then they walked forward, to the

wardroom.

"Ah!" said the Captain as they entered. Kurt immediately sensed the tension in the room. Von Lappus was

putting on his jolly old Father Christmas act, but it was

doing little to conceal the tired, put-upon bureaucrat he

was. "You see the resourcefulness of our ratings?"

Kurt glanced at the man for whom the words were

intended, a Political Officer at least eighty years old. The old man stared back, his gaze a sword of ice.

"Over here," said Commander Haber, indicating chairs at the end of the table. Kurt now counted five Political

Officers, an unusually large gathering. He also noted, as he set the coffee pot on the table and took his seat, that they seemed ordered according to importance. The ancient on

the right was obviously senior. Beck sat at his left, then

the other three, all still in their teens, without the iciness of their elders (they seemed a little awed and frightened,

as if in an unexpected situation), but trying to match it. A pity youth should be so warped. ...

"Kurt Ranke," the Captain said, making the introduc-tions, "Leading Quartermaster. Hans Wiedennann, Lead-

ing Boatswain." He did not add that Hans was by now

virtual master of Deck Department, that Mr. Obermeyer

had been relieved of the First Lieutenant's duties because

of his incompetence. Hans, Kurt felt, was now secretly

bitter because no formal commission had come with the

informal investiture of those duties. "Fill them in. Commander."

Haber coughed behind a shaky thin hand, said, "High

Command has sent out an emergency directive. The fleet

will get underway at dawn."

Hans's eyebrows rose. Kurt found he was not at all

surprised. High Command would want the fleet too busy

to think about yesterday. But Haber ... The man's shak-

iness had increased to the point where he had difficulty

holding a pen, and his uniform looked as though it had

gone unchanged for days. The stresses must be overwhelm-

ing, Kurt thought.

"The three younger gentlemen," Haber continued, "will be working in Operations. They're to handle signal traffic

between ships. . . ."

Cunning, Kurt thought. Rebellions would remain local-

ized if the Political Office controlled communications. He

wondered what else they were to do. A little spying?

Haber spoke on. "We've been given charts for the

Mediterranean with our track laid out. Ranke, you're to

get with Mr. Czyzewski and determine anticipated fuel

consumption. We're lower than we should be. We may

have to refuel underway. Make it during the stop at

Malta, if you can. ..."

Kurt stopped listening. He knew he could catch up

later. Beck and the old Political Officer were more inter-

esting. They were speaking English, softly, unaware they

were being overheard.

"What's that dunderhead spouting off about?" the old one asked.

"Just explaining about pulling out," Beck replied.

"Light a fire under them, will you? Sooner we're done, the sooner I can get home and get some sleep. We

wouldn't be here if someone had passed on fleet reports

off those Spaniards."

"Or if the Milhouse faction hadn't gotten the upper

hand," Beck whispered back. His throat still bothered him some.

"We need more people with common sense, and fewer

idealists. If only that woman had seen what blocking the

report would cost. She didn't want anyone hurt, she told

the interrogators. And now we've got five hundred casual-

ties aboard Purpose. Someone'll get hurt. Her. Milhouse's

throwing her to the wolves."

"Trying to save his own hide, eh?"

"Indeed. But too late. Purpose's half a wreck and the

General Staff's asking how the Political Office let it hap-

pen. Heads will roll. Milhouse's whole lot, if we play it

right."

Kurt fought to keep expressions from racing across his

face. He was hearing the internal problems of the Political Office, at which Beck had hinted. The old man, he assumed, was a leader of that faction favoring extermination

of the underground. He certainly seemed pleased that a

less savage viewpoint had failed.

Kurt's ears almost pricked up. The subject had

changed. He listened intently.

"Did Milhouse decide what to do about those pilots?"

Beck asked.

"All the way to the opposite extreme. He's having them shot. Another mistake that'll help topple him. He lost six

planes and sank only one ship, then talked too much—got

angry—when the others came back. We'll soon have a

new chief. Our own man."

"Yourself, sir?"

"Myself, Garfield, any of several others. Anybody, as

long as there's a change in policy. The Office's falling

apart under these idealists."

Beck shrugged. "If he won't die, and he won't step

down?"

"I think, after yesterday, the General Staff will insist.

They're interested in results, not methods, and the Mil-

house system's a disaster. We'll be out of contact with

Bermuda and Corregidor for at least six months, until

they cobble together new radio masts. Oh, for God's sake

man, will you shut that fellow up? I can't listen to these

idiots all night." He rose.

Kurt kept his eyes carefully glued to Commander Ha-

ber, wondered who or what Bermuda and Corregidor

were. People or places? Corregidor sounded vaguely

familiar, though he could not place it. Had he read it

somewhere?

He also wondered about the pilots. What had this Mil-

house person let slip? Certainly something important, if he was willing to shoot trained flyers to keep it quiet. Kurt

grew more and more curious—and suddenly wished he

had avoided all this by going to Telemark with Karen.

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"Ranke?"

He looked up hurriedly. "Sorry, sir. Sleepy."

Haber ignored the excuse. "You and Mr. Lindemann

get started. You'll have to be ready by sunrise." He

glanced at the departing Political Officers, then at the

clock on the bulkhead near the door. "That's not much

time."

Kurt nodded and rose. He was glad to leave. More than

enough questions were bothering him already. Gregor

followed him from the wardroom.

"Now, Wiedermann, Deck has to . . ." Haber's voice faded behind them.

The door to the charthouse slammed shut. Gregor visi-

bly relaxed. "I never thought there'd be a man creepier than Beck. But that old one..." He shook his head.

"Yes," Kurt replied. "So what're we supposed to do? I didn't understand all that about getting ready." More, he did not want to open the safe to get his gear. He was

painfully aware of that dangerous book. ...

"It was nothing." Gregor rubbed his temples, then rolled his head in a circle. "Just talk-talk so the Political Officers think we're doing something. We might as well

crap out. I'll match you for the table."

"All right." Kurt took coins from a drawer, gave one to Gregor, nipped the other, held it against his wrist. Lindemann did the same, said, "Heads."

"Tails. You lose." Kurt crawled onto the table and stretched out on his back. He stared at the ceiling awhile, finally forced himself to ask, "Gregor, what'd you do in Norway?"

"Ran a salting station. You know the type." He sounded displeased.

"What else? How'd you get involved with Kari Franck

and the Telemark people?"

"What're you talking about?"

"Gregor, Gregor, this's me, Kurt Ranke. Family. Do

you have to lie to me?"

Lindemann seemed momentarily distressed. "Why do

you spend so much time with Beck? Why're you with-

drawn and uncommitted? You take no stands."

This was Gregor's reasoning? Kurt thought a painful

moment. He did not like exposing his soul, putting his

beliefs out as targets for any sharp-tongued marksman.

"Beck's a man, whatever else. My conscience wouldn't let me shun him, or love him, to satisfy his or your politics."

He paused for more than a minute then, carefully, formally

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I am the cautious man who weighs rights and wrongs be-

fore jumping into causes. Here I see no causes with rights."

High-sounding stuff, he suspected, but when were moral

issues depictably mundane? "There're more wrongs than

rights in High Command, it's true, yet there's a right

outweighing the others. High Command is a force binding

the West, preventing the fall to bickering feudalism. .. ."

"An evil force!" Gregor's exclamation sounded fanatical.

"A force aimed in the wrong direction, but the one real power with a real means of dealing with real problems.

From what I've learned of your party, it's bound down the

bloody-damnation road of most fanatic revolutions."

"What?" Now he was growing irritated.

"The use of any means to an end is what I mean. You

want High Command broken—even if the rest of the

world has to tumble down with it. If you'd really known

anything about High Command, you'd've realized you

were better off as a force-in-being, ready to move in if

they failed. You'd've known liberal forces were moving

there, powers that may've favored your own objectives.

Yesterday you killed them. You cunningly planned—your

real enemies let you—and, as you thought you were win-

ning physical and moral victories, you bought defeat. The

liberals were discredited. The hard-liners take over to-

morrow, or soon, with the avowed intention of exterminat-

ing you. And they'll probably manage. They know the

places and names, and have their agents in havens like

Telemark."

(Here Kurt experienced a moment of fear. What if

High Command mounted an operation against Telemark?

What would become of Karen?)

When Gregor gasped, Kurt rolled onto his side and

looked down. His cousin, seated on the floor, was deathly

pale, was beating his temples with his fists. Kurt had never seen him so bad.

"Was it a game, Gregor? If you thought so, open your

eyes. You've lost a pawn already. How'U I tell Frieda

about Otto?"

"I know!" It was almost a moan. "How do you know all this, Kurt? How do you knowT'

"A mutual acquaintance, a crippled old weaver of

webs, taught me English, which is the language of High

Command. I eavesdropped on Beck and his superior,

reasoned from what I already knew. They play no games,

Gregor. It's a deadly-serious business for them, and

they're watching you. You and Hippke. And your nemesis

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won't be Beck himself, but the one called Marquis, who

might have killed Otto."

"Marquis, yes," Lindemann said softly. "Well, we have our unknown men, then, he his Marquis, me my Brindled

Saxon."

"Brindled Saxon?"

Lindemann shrugged, forced a weak smile against the

pain of his headache. "Do you talk this frankly with

Beck?"

Kurt shook his head. "I talk to you now only because

you're my cousin. I don't favor you. You've shut me out

of your life, and I think it's just as well. All I really want is to be left in peace." He rolled onto his back again, closed his eyes and swore he would hear nothing more.

But Gregor remained silent. Kurt fell asleep with his brain re-echoing all the high wonderful phrases he had meant as

much for himself as for Gregor.

A knock at the door, not much later, woke them. Both

bounced up and tried to put on wakefulness. Kurt scat-

tered papers on the chart table to give it a workaday

appearance. "Who's there?" he asked.

"Executive Officer. You ready?"

"Yes sir."

"Get some breakfast. We'll be starting soon." Haber's feet clunked on the ladder outside as he climbed to the

bridge.

"Get squared away while you're at it," Gregor said.

Kurt's uniform was rumpled and his cheeks were covered

with blond stubble. Lindemann avoided his eyes.

Kurt left when he heard the bridge door clang shut. He

breakfasted, showered, shaved, got into a fresh uniform,

and returned in time for Sea Detail, which was piped late.

It need never have been. Beck, working on the signal

bridge with his three young underlings, despite his in-

capacity, passed down the word that Jager had to wait

until all the vessels to seaward had gotten underway.

Von Lappus secured Sea Detail and ordered holiday

routine. Kurt took the opportunity to go for a cup of

coffee.

He had been sitting in the mess decks fifteen minutes,

brooding about Karen, High Command, pilots to be shot,

and what was the need of it all, when Erich arrived.

"Got a minute, Kurt?"

"Got all the time in the world, Erich. All the time in the world. Got a year till my dying."

"Hey! Why so glum?"

"Nothing, really. Just thinking about Karen."

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"Oh. I didn't know her well. Pretty, though." He looked around. "What do you think of Beck now?"

Kurt shrugged.

"He's alive and looking for trouble," said Erich. "He might have more luck than before."

"Only good one's a dead one, eh?"

"You might say. I wanted to ask you what happened

yesterday. You were over. What was the fuss?"

Kurt wondered how much he dared tell. Why not the

truth? He would get it from Gregor anyway. "Some ships tried to go home."

"Sounds like a good idea." Hippke was elaborately unconcerned.

"High Command sank them."

Hippke's eyebrows rose, his face paled the slightest.

"How'd it happen?"

Kurt described what he had seen from high on the

Rock.

"Kurt, you ever feel High Command's evil? Like the

Devil runs it, or something?" Hippke's voice was lower, cautious.

"I doubt it. Evil's a matter of viewpoint, of what side you're on. We're probably black-hearted villains to Australians."

"No. I mean ... I guess so. High Command probably

believes in what it's doing. But the world would be better

off without it."

"Maybe, Erich. But the job's to stay alive. Dead men

make no changes."

"You think there're changes needed?"

"Some. Maybe a new direction for High Command."

"A new direction? Sounds like a good slogan. Kurt, did you ever think about what you could do?"

In a rare flash of insight, Kurt saw what Erich was

after, read his future words, and retorted, "There's no point trying to recruit me. I can't see anything your group has to offer." This was true enough, yet Kurt was unable to analyze the emotions founding his statement. Fear for

Karen was there, fear for himself, belief that High Com-

mand was the only stabilizing power in the West, knowl-

edge of the corruptness of historical revolutions, a love for his country and peace which wanted no rebellious devas-tion there. Yes, the War needed ending, but not at the

cost Gregor and Erich thought needed paying.

"Can it! Beck!"

Kurt looked up. Beck had come in, was surveying the

mess hall. This was his first day afoot. He leaned on a

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table for support. The place grew silent. Only Beck could

have had that effect.

The Political Officer walked the length of the mess

decks, nodded to Kurt, and drew himself a cup of coffee.

He took a seat to one side, alone.

The mess decks soon emptied themselves. Kurt depart-

ed, wondering what it was like to have people leave when

one entered a room. Did it bother Beck? Did it give him a

feeling of power? He had never probed the matter in his

meetings with the man.

Outside, as they moved to a lazing place on the fantail,

Erich asked, "How much longer do you think he'll last?"

"What?"

"Beck. How long before someone gets him?"

Kurt stopped. "Erich! Be careful what you say—and

who you say it to. Beck's looking for an excuse to hang

you. Be careful around those kids, too. They're not sup-

posed to speak German, but don't bet on it. Not your

life."

"I wasn't planning anything, Kurt. Just curious, that's all."

Hippke departed. Kurt- strolled aft, leaned against the

empty depth-charge rack. His head swirled with confused

thoughts about Martin Fitzhugh, Beck and his old master,

Gregor and Erich, and Karen. Karen. She often lurked on

the borders of his mind. Had she reached Telemark? How

was her pregnancy coming?

Sea Detail was piped again after dinner. In a better

mental state than earlier, Kurt went to his station. The

last ships to seaward were getting under way. Jager soon

cast off her mooring buoy, slowly turned toward the sea.

Kurt's heart beat rapidly. This time a Meeting, not a

Gathering, was her goal.

"She feels like a new ship," said Gregor, leaning on the chart table beside Kurt. He now seemed under no strain.

"Uhm. The new screw. The helmsmen'll be happy. I

tried steering on the way down. That was work."

"Where's that station guide? Captain'11 want it soon."

From the drawer beneath the table Kurt took a fleet-

formation diagram High Command had sent days earlier.

He and Gregor examined it for perhaps the twentieth

time, making certain of Jager's station. "This should be Combat's problem," Kurt grumbled.

"So fix the radars, you don't want to do it," Gregor growled back. "Where's the stadimeter?"

"You figure it out yet?"

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"I think so," Lindemann replied. "I've practiced enough. You try. Get me the distance to that collier. ..."

The hours passed, the sun set, and ships still milled

about, trying to find their stations. Jager had assumed

her own with little difficulty, but others . .. well, some

crews knew nothing about formations. All was confusion.

Jager had several near misses.

The fleet began moving eastward the following day, and

spent the next ten sailing to Malta, where Italian ships

were waiting.

On the fourth morning the barometer plummeted. By

the end of the watch, Jager was taking white water over

her bow. Great spumes of foam heaved into the air as the

shuddering vessel dug her nose into the seas. The howling

wind grew steadily stronger. Rain fell in angry sheets.

The evening watch was worse. The wind blew a whole

gale, force ten, and promised more. The waves ran as tall

as Jager's bridge. She took green water over the bow. Her

stern lifted clear as she crossed each wave, staggering

while her propellers cut nothing but air. Little could be

seen through the haze and driven spray. A small carrier

on the starboard quarter took water on her flight deck. A

corvette on the port beam disappeared at times, as if

spending part of her life underwater. And the wind

screamed.

Watertight doors-and windows soon proved they were

not. Smashing waves, driven by force-eleven winds, pushed

fingers through the seals, gradually soaked interior decks

and passageways. Salt encrusted the feet of equipment,

though sailors labored to keep the water away.

The rolls were murderous, as much as sixty degrees, so

far over the yards almost diddled the crests of waves. Men

had to tie themselves into bed. There were injuries,

bruises, a broken arm, and a fatality when a man fell

from a catwalk in the forward fireroom.

Desperately clinging to a handhold on the overhead,

during the storm's third night, Hans asked, "Wonder how Obermeyer's taking this?"

Kurt felt compassion for the man. He was sick himself.

"Go put him out of his misery."

"Aw. Tummy troubles? Don't worry about Obermeyer.

He'll probably commit suicide."

Distressed though he was, Kurt still caught the seething

jealousy beneath Hans's words—he probably hoped Ober-

meyer would suicide. Then von Lappus could no longer

deny him a commission—Hans seemed to want that brass

terribly bad.

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"Would you for crissakes shut up!" someone moaned.

"Mind your helm. You don't have time to worry about

your stomach," Hans growled.

There was in Hans's recent words a veiled gloating, a

secret cry of victory. Kurt had heard it before, each time

Weidermann got the better of him. This for Hans: it was

never open or taunting, just a puffing of the chest and a

heavier charge to his words.

Hans, Hans, Hans. Hans was a lifelong mystery to

Kurt, more unfathomable than Karen, seldom more than

half-real. Like all children, he had at times been exuberant or sulky, ambitious or lethargic, any of a hundred pairs of opposites. But in Hans there had also been an unchildlike

reserve, an almost adult lack of imagination, a fondness

for conformity and the established order. His father's

presence, power, and person had hung over him like a

cloud, molding him strangely.

Karl Wiedermann, of an authoritarian, almost monastic

profession, was a stricter disciplinarian in his home than in his work. After Hans's mother died (he and Kurt had

been four at the time), Karl rapidly became a tyrant of

narrow limits, thunderous at home, almost too lenient with

Kiel's leaders. While the High Command grip gradually

eased on the Littoral, Karl's tightened on Hans (Kurt

suspected the man of secretly blaming his son for his

wife's death), subjecting him to growing terror.

At the age of eight, during one of their periodic spells

of friendship (Otto had the measles and Kurt could find

no other playmate), Kurt went with Hans to his father's

shop. Karl was all smiles for a time, attentive, ready with snacks, instructive when the boys asked any of their hundred questions concerning the furnituremaker's art.

Then the Wiedermann cat came dashing through. Kurt

seized its upright tail (he had been crueler then), eliciting a yowl. Hans shoved him to stop the torture. Kurt shoved

back, boy words of anger were exchanged, Hans swung.

Kurt countered and gave him a bloody nose. Hans re-

treated.

Then Karl stepped in, belt in hand. Kurt fled, pursued

by Hans's howls and Karl's bellows about cowardice.

Perhaps Hans does have good reason to dislike me,

Kurt thought. Every time we grew friendly, I eventually

cost him a whipping. Maybe it's in his blood now: if we're

friendly long, he'll suffer.

A groan jerked his attention from his thoughts One of

the Political Office signalmen squatted in a corner, clung

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desperately to the bulkhead. Eyes closed, he muttered

over and over in English, "Oh, God, make it stop!"

It seemed the storm would never end. The four days of

its duration were individual eternities. But the fifth day

was like entering Paradise. The height of the waves

dropped to six meters, the wind to thirty knots, and the

rolls to reasonable angles.

The "man overboard!" cry reached the bridge that

evening, carried by Gregor, who had gone below for

coffee. Beck was the victim. Kurt looked at Hans, Hans at

another man, and so forth. No one believed it an acci-

dent.

Von Lappus arrived moments later, assumed the conn.

"Which side?" he asked.

"Port side, sir," Lindemann replied.

The Captain ordered a turn to port. The destroyer

rolled terribly as she ran parallel to the seas. They

searched till dark, till even Beck's underlings were satisfied he was forever lost. As Kurt had suspected, the three now

proved capable of speaking German.

The search was a grand performance. Kurt thought it a

cynical sham (yet every time Beck's name crossed his

mind, he felt relief because he would not now have to give

the man an answer about joining High Command). He

saw, in the faces of his officers during unguarded mo-

ments, that no one cared about Beck, that they hoped he

would not be found.

He was not, so some were happy. Kurt was not. He

knew Beck a little, knew he was real, and could not

rejoice in his destruction. Nor were the three young Political Officers, who were suddenly very much on their own.

There was a three-day halt at Malta while the warships

refueled. During the stay, Jager suffered examinations

and investigations. Political Officers from Purpose asked

apparently endless questions, yet Jager finally earned a

clean bill—but, Kurt suspected, only because several ships

had lost men overboard, and Beck had been none too

strong.

No new Political Officer was assigned. That Kurt found

curious. There must be a devious reason. Would the Politi-

cal Office play Jager like a fish, making certain the hook

was well set before she was reeled in?

He cornered Hippke during the pause at Malta, after

trying to catch him for days. Erich had been avoiding him

since Beck's disappearance, speaking only when he re-

lieved the watch, when no weighty matters could be dis-

cussed.

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"Erich, did you have anything to do with Beck?" Kurt snapped, surprising himself with his own intensity. Hippke

would not meet his eyes. Nervously, he looked to see if

they were watched. "I was afraid you'd think that after the way I talked. No, I didn't do it. Really. I swear.

Funny thing is, though, nobody knows who did. Far as I

know, it really was an accident."

Kurt had to be satisfied with that. Hippke refused to

discuss it further. His apparent sincerity in denying re-

sponsibility might have been faked, but Kurt came to a

similar conclusion once he had snooped around. Everyone

thought Beck had been pushed, but no one knew by

whom. This death was a mystery deep as Otto's.

The possibilities frightened Kurt. Was it really coinci-

dence? Accident fulfilling threat? But it did not have the

feeling of accident, no more than the attack in Norway.

Someone had to be responsible.

Kurt suffered attacks of nervousness, compounded by

inactivity. He felt compassion for Haber, whose state was

now pathetic. To fight it, he began reading the forbidden

book from his safe.

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XI

MALTA to Port Said was uneventful. Kurt spent his time

puzzling out the meaning of the first chapter of Ritual

War. After a day wrestling with words not in his vocabu-

lary, he decided to translate the book on paper. Good for

killing time, if nothing else, and time he would have, for

the Suez Canal was closed, silted up since the last Meeting.

Ten days out of Malta, lager dropped anchor in Lake

Manzala. Von Lappus announced that most of the crew

would go ashore to help clear the canal. With some fast

verbal footwork, Kurt convinced Gregor that Jager could

not manage without him—their being related may have

helped. And there was the translation, which had become

important to him. With his dictionary to explain unfamil-

iar and technical terms, the book soon shook the roots of

his world. As the title implied, it told of the beginnings of the War.

He had not gotten far yet, but black hints had appeared

like bloodstains on a neolithic altar, hints that, unless the book was one monstrous lie, everything he knew of the

past two and a half centuries was purest invented history.

He had to continue.

Ritual War claimed to have been written during the

first two decades of the War, and had reached the public

in 2008. It had become, according to the preface, an

immediate international bestseller, popular throughout a

savaged world. And possession soon became a crime.

Production went underground. Kurt's edition was of the

twenty-fourth printing of the second revision, undated,

with a later supplementary pamphlet tucked in behind the

last page.

Briefly, the first chapter explored the ecological-

economic crisis which had set the stage for the War. The

pollution problems of the seventh and eighth decades of

the twentieth century had snowballed and roared into the

mid-ninth decade with the fury of an avalanche as wastes,

and the new microbiology evolved within them, poisoned

and destroyed vast food resources. Worldwide panic and

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depression, ignoring ideologies, economic controls, and the efforts of man in general, followed a year of almost

universal cereal-crops failures. The capitalist house of paper had fallen with a muted crump\ The interpreters of

Marx had fled Moscow a step ahead of angry workers and

peasants, their carpetbags filled with yards of worthless

rubles.

The book scarce mentioned human suffering, assuming

the reader had endured the experiences of the time. Kurt

obtained none of the misery of 1986 and 1987. He did not

see the starving billions, the riots, the burning cities, the dead mounded in Western streets, the cannibalism that

swept the non-Hindu east. He knew not the desperation

that made men murder for a loaf or dried fish. He felt

none of the frantic dismay of a man who, early on, found

his entire life's savings would not buy a tin of cat food. He could not comprehend the unbalanced ecological equation

initiating the collapse. The numbers, the statistics were

meaningless. He could not encompass their vastness.

There is a way to channel the frustrations of a people, a

way of creating work and concerted effort for a common

end—though then it was certain to worsen the already

disastrous ecological situation—

War.

(Like a drumbeat, its sound, like a trumpet call, like the

tramp of marching men—War! War! Krieg\ Guerre\ A

harsh, short word in any tongue.)

Kurt could not imagine the desperation behind the

Geneva Accord of 1987. He was appalled by the author's

calm, passionless picture of government heads agreeing to

a vast but limited war of recovery, by economists casually

establishing kill-quotas and consumption rates of mega-

deaths per year.

Something had happened to upset the delicate balance

of the engineering war. Something would make the war the

War. The author would explain in a chapter entitled "The Nuclear Exchange."

This much Kurt learned by Lake Manzala, and, al-

though horrified, he had to leam more. The macabre,

unemotional, committee-report style of the book, dreadful

in itself, drew him on—he knew the author must explode

sometime. He felt like a vulture, perched and waiting for

that explosion.

Kurt stood on the port wing two days after reaching

Egypt, with the feelings of a condemned man as the

gibbet-trap falls away beneath him. Now he knew why

Fitzhugh had given him the book. The old man meant him

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to plunge into Gregor's movement in reaction to that

disaster of the past—a disaster still in progress. And he

was tempted. He had a decision to make. What to do.

Drift with the tide, as he had all his life? Or join some-

thing probably as wicked as what was?

And, as he told himself he would do the latter, he knew

he lied. He would always be a follower, a drifter with the

flood. He did riot like it. It meant he was a nothing. What had Gregor said? "You take no stands." But—what was wrong with the middle-of-the-road stand?

"Hey, Kurt. What's the matter? You really look down."

"I don't know, Hans. Just wondering why I'm here—

God, the heat!—and how Karen's getting on. Thinking

about the baby. ..."

"Suppose we change the subject?"

Kurt nodded slowly. So. Hans still had not gotten over

his loss. Best humor him. Their enmity was fading. No

sense tempting it.

His mind slipped off on a tangent, forgetting the present

Hans in a question about Hans of the past. Why had

Karen become engaged to him? It was a question he had

never dared probe deeply, for fear of the answer. Karen

had not had much use for Wiedermann before Kurt had

gone to sea with the Danes—had, indeed, been quite cruel

to him as a child. Why had she changed her mind?

These questions, long suppressed, burst upon him in full

bloom, and from his subconscious—which worried such

things whether he willed it or no—welled glimmerings of

answers. Karen. Telemark. Brindled Saxon. Beck saying

the underground had unusually good information on

Jager's plans. Various other clues too subtle to label.

Given the assumption that Karen was associated with the

underground, Kurt could understand her engagement. She

had wanted to recruit a Political Office family member for

the resistance. And Hans, even without Karen for incen-

tive, had motives for joining that movement. What better

way to avenge himself on a cruel father?

Yes, that would answer several disquieting questions—

but raised more, equally unsettling. Why had Karen mar-

ried himi If for political reasons once, why not twice? All his relatives were associated with the underground—now

he was lonely, solitary between tribes. Opposite Karen

stood shadowed Marquis, another new question. For Kurt

had gradually come to suspect Hans, because of his family

background, of being that masked unknown. But, by label-

ing Hans Brindled Saxon, his emotions left him with a less

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likely suspect (assuming Marquis had killed Otto, for

which he had none but emotional evidence): Haber.

It was all so confusing!

Hans was staring at him strangely. He must get back to

the world, say something, anything. "Ho.w long will we be here?"

"A long time. The ships that were already here—the

Greeks, Turks, and Ukrainians—have been working for

months, and they haven't gotten much done. I heard

about four months to reach Great Bitter Lake, and six

more to Port Suez."

Kurt groaned. "Damn, Hans, I wish I'd jumped ship in

Norway. Or not shown up the morning we left."

"Careful, Kurt. These Political Officers are kids, but they can still get you hung. There's too much loose talk

now."

"I know. I've had to warn some of my men."

'There's one of yours I've warned myself, but he won't

listen. Hippke."

"Erich? Again? 111 kick his head in. . . ." He suddenly had a strong impression that Hans was probing for something. His attitude toward what Erich had been saying?

"You people made a wrong choice in picking up Hippke."

He watched for a reaction, saw none.

"Oh, he hasn't done anything open. Yet. It's his atti-

tude. He's, insolent. Nothing that'll get him hung, but

enough to keep them watching, hoping he will do some-

thing. And he will, if he thinks he can get away with it. I can't get through to him. Will you try?"

Kurt looked at Hans from the comer of his eye. He

could picture the Boatswain being this concerned for

someone else only if a threat to himself were involved—

which supported his earlier notion about Hans being the

Brindled Saxon. "Ill talk to him. Ah! There he is now, heading aft. Erich!"

Kurt walked to the rear of the wing, to the ladder

leading down to the torpedo deck. Hippke was about to

start up. "Stay there, Erich." He went down. "Come over here." They went to the port torpedo tube and sat. "Erich, you've got to be more careful."

"What? Why?" He seemed honestly mystified.

"I hear our Political Officers are watching you pretty close. So be more careful, eh?"

"What'd I do?" Defensive.

"It's the way you act toward them. You keep antago-

nizing them, they'll keep watching. And, sooner or later,

they'll catch you making one of your organization's

maneuvers. Then goodbye Erich."

Hippke popped up, shouted, "Goddammit, Kurt, am I

supposed to kowtow to those zombies?" A half-dozen

sailors turned to see what was happening. Hippke forgot

himself completely. "Let's stop this idiocy here, now!

We'll cut their throats and go home! You ... Fritz! Want

to see your wife again? Karl? Adolf?"

Fritz averted his eyes, afraid to show agreement. Kurt

groaned, remembering Otto Kapp. "Erich, shut up!" He tried to pull Hippke back to his seat on the torpedo tube.

Erich shook him off. "Stop it, Kurt! You blind fool.

Don't you give a damn about Karen? Ever wonder who

she's seeing now? I care about my wife." His questions struck a tender spot. Kurt jumped.

He remembered only impressions of leaping, swinging,

feeling his fists connect, then arms grasping him, pinning

him as he struggled. Four men pulled him to the far side

of the torpedo deck while another bent over Erich, to

help.

Calmness quickly returned, and with it, shame. He

glanced at the bridge, thinking he had seen Hans there as

he began swinging. But no, it must have been someone

else, seen in a flash.

Kurt suddenly realized he might be in a great deal of

trouble. "Let me go. I'll be all right."

The hand on his arms relaxed, but the sailors stayed

close as he walked over to Hippke. "I'm sorry, Erich. I just went wild."

Erich, with a bloody nose and an eye he caressed

gently, stared for a long moment, then smiled thinly. "I should learn to keep my mouth shut. Maybe you did me a

favor. I was going after those Political Officers...."

"Stop!" Kurt snapped. He waved everyone back. "Erich, be doubly careful now. A lot of people saw this."

Hippke nodded. "Will do. Only time I'll open my mouth

is to shove food in."

Kurt offered a hand. They shook. "Go clean up. I'm

sorry."

Kurt watched him go down a ladder and aft, to their

compartment, then he turned, went forward and down, to

officers' country. He knocked at the door of Gregor's

Stateroom. A sleepy-eyed Lindemann answered the knock.

Kurt's taut expression roused him. "Trouble?"

"The biggest." He had seldom felt more alone, though his cousin was here to help him.

"Come in."

Kurt slipped inside. Gregor checked the passage behind

him, then closed and locked the door. "What's happened?"

"I just had a fight with Erich Hippke."

"Oh? Why?"

Kurt explained, then, "It isn't the fight that bothers me.

Just before I jumped him, he was spouting the same stuff

that got Otto killed." He repeated much of what Erich

had said.

"Who heard?"

"No Political Officers. But there weren't any around

when Otto made his speech. And he was killed that same

night—I think by Marquis."

"Killed?"

"I was on the torpedo deck when it happened. You

know that. I never told anybody I saw someone go in a

door aft."

"Who?"

"I don't know. Could've been anybody. And there was

blood on Otto's jumper when we found him, like he'd been

stabbed."

"You noticed, eh?"

"You did too?"

"Yes. And I've been snooping, checking on people. Otto was one of mine. . . . I've even gone through a few

lockers, looking for the knife—I mean to even this."

"So do I. But I haven't found anything. I've been

checking names off the muster, but I've still got over

forty. Oh, you're clear."

Lindemann chuckled. "Thank you, Kurt. I've cleared

you, too. Just now."

The full import did not sink in then. Later, it would,

and Kurt would understand why Gregor had so long been

cold. "You have a list? Could we compare?" They did so, eliminating a dozen names each.

"That's better," said Gregor. "But there're still a lot of people to watch."

"But most of them will go ashore tomorrow," Kurt

replied. "If there were an attempt on Hippke, we'd narrow it considerably."

"Speaking of which, you'd better keep an eye on him. If there's anyone aboard who'd murder him for criticizing

High Command—other than our three apprentice heads-

men—he'll be in danger. And I need him desperately. I'll

tell my Brindled Saxon."'

"I'll go see him now. He's popular. Long as he sticks

with a group, he'll be safe."

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take chances. If you just warn him, hell laugh it off. Got

no sense. Keep me posted. I'll be in the wardroom."

Kurt left and went aft, hoping Erich would still be in

his compartment. He wiped sweat from his forehead as he

entered Operations' living spaces. It was ovenlike there.

The Egyptian sun in June....

Everyone was abovedecks. The compartment would be

a good place to talk. "Erich?"

Hippke was not there. Kurt wandered through the com-

partment, climbed the ladder to the fantail. "Anyone seen Hippke?"

One of the loungers there rolled over, said, "He was in the head, last I saw. He was going to play chess with

Bodelschwing when he was done showering."

"Thanks." Kurt went back down, walked forward

through the dark, sweltering compartment, and scrambled

up the ladder to the midships passage and head. A shower

was running.

"Erich?" No answer. Must be someone else. "Hey! You seen Hippke?" Still no answer. He shrugged and turned

away. His eyes passed over the foot of the canvas shower

curtain. He froze. Redness. Blood. He crossed the head in

three quick steps and jerked the shower curtain aside.

Hippke, curled in a fetal position on the floor of the

stall, dead, wrists slashed, face empty, pale, unsouled. The shower ran on, washed the last of the blood down the

drain.

There was a small, almost unnoticeable bruise on the

back of Hippke's neck, at the base of his skull. He had

been struck before being cut. Kurt saw it only by acci-

dent, as he insanely tried to shake Erich back to life. He

knew. No suicide.

He rose, stared for a long moment, taking in details

with sudden calm. But the detachment was brief, the eye

of an emotional storm. It passed. He kicked open the door

to the weather deck, grabbed the nearest man, ordered,

"Horst, get the Captain. Get Commander Haber. Tell

them to come to the after crews' head." His words were spoken softly, but with an intensity which startled.

"What?"

"Just do it! Now!"

Eyes wide, the seaman ran forward. Von Lappus, Ha-

ber, and Gregor arrived as a group hardly a minute later.

"Secure this head!" von Lappus snapped, suddenly and startingly coming to life. Even horrified, Kurt marked

again the disparity between the Captain's buffoon appear-

ance and his hard, practical actuality.

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"You men get back," Haber ordered a gathering crowd.

"Everyone lay to the forecastle. Not you, Ranke." The man's nervousness was temporarily gone. Perhaps all he

needed was a problem.

The three young Political Officers arrived like an

officious squad of vultures. "Get forward!" von Lappus thundered. Seamen scrambled. The Political Officers appeared uncertain. "That means you too, gentlemen!" The three joined the retreat. "All right, Ranke, what happened?"

Quick as he could, with a stumbling tongue and the

shakes, Kurt explained how he had gone looking for

Hippke after telling Gregor of their fight, and had found

him in the shower.

"Here, what's this?" Haber had found something

beneath Hippke's toilet kit.

"Well?"

"Suicide note. 'I cannot bear the thought of my wife's infidelity any longer. . . .'" Haber read a number of

thoughts which might well have been in Hippke's mind—

thoughts he had certainly been discussing with the men,

desperate thoughts which might cause an unstable person

to take his own life.

"Well, Kurt? You said he was upset," said Lindemann.

"Was he this upset?" Gregor seemed shaken to the roots of his being, was certainly battling one of his headaches.

"He was worried about his wife, sir. He might've done

it, except.. .."

"Except what?"

'This, sir." He showed them the bruise. "May I see the note. Commander?"

Haber handed it over. Kurt read it all, though the first

few words told him what he wanted to know. "Erich

didn't kill himself." He was certain. Then he was dismayed by the look which had entered von Lappus's eyes. He

knew he was the prime suspect. "This isn't his handwriting. His was ornate, and he was a much better speller." In fact, the handwriting looked like a poor imitation of his

own. "Compare this with the log entries."

"Lindemann, check it," von Lappus ordered. "Heinrich, search the ship's records and compare hand writing." He turned to Kurt. "Ranke, we'll pretend this's suicide for now. We know it's not, but we don't want the murderer to

know we know, and I don't want the crew spooked—and

I want to keep you from getting the same."

"Sir?" The unexpected words were like a physical blow.

"You had a fight with him, right? So who'll be the

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logical suspect to the common mind? What might they

do?"

Kurt looked from one officer to another, trying to read

their expressions. He was certain von Lappus suspected

him. Did the others? But the suspicion should lessen—

unless they really thought that note was in his handwrit-

ing. He was in a bad spot, circumstantially. Twice now he

had been the first man to a murder victim. He had a

feeling of walls closing in, of slowly being bound in an

invisible straitjacket. Was someone after him? Why this

complicated method? So much easier to stab him in the

back....

"Kurt!"

"Sir?" He had been on the verge of something, but it now fled before other concerns.

"Come to my stateroom when you're done here," said Gregor. "Commander?"

"We'll put him over the side. Full muster. A show. A

little spe'echmaking, or something, to divert the crew so

they don't start brooding. Ranke, take a couple of men

and get him ready."

The shower still ran, washing the body. The blood,

except the stain on the shower curtain, was gone.

Kurt gathered several of Erich's friends for the burial

detail. Two sweating, fear-filled hours passed before the

ceremony—fear-filled because no one accepted the suicide

story. Anger surged through the vessel, rumbled just short

of volcanic explosion.

But, to his amazement, Kurt found no one questioned

his innocence. All the anger was directed at the Political

Officers. Something had been happening of which he was

unaware—Erich's propaganda! He had seen only a little of

what Hippke had been doing, cautiously developing a

general antipathy toward the Political Office and lager's

mission, recruiting, organizing. Those who had become his

followers automatically assumed he had been silenced be-

cause of his actions.

Kurt worked hard to prevent the outbreak of violence

he expected—so near, so near," he could almost hear a

fuse sputtering toward a powderkeg—reminding everyone

of the nearness of the High Command battleship. Perhaps

because of his efforts, perhaps for some other reason, the

anger crested short of combustion and gradually subsided.

By funeral time the danger was past, though a lesser anger

would still be there, hidden, ready to explode at any new

provocation.

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The ceremonies were brief, with a short prayer by the

Captain and a eulogy by one of Erich's friends.

Kurt reached Gregor's stateroom five minutes after the

funeral ended. "It could get ugly," he said. "The men won't buy the suicide story. They think the Captain's

covering up for the Political Officers."

"Not their doing—not directly. They were in the

wardroom all afternoon. Haber and I went through the

records. The note doesn't match anyone's handwriting."

Kurt sighed with relief as Gregor took the note from his

pocket. "Here. Read it again. Don't bother with the sense, just the spelling."

Kurt read. "A lot of misspelled words. But most people just put down whatever sounds right."

"Correct. I've studied that almost since we found it. I think there's a pattern to the errors. Look. Every sch is

spelled ch. And k where ch should be. Study it. You'll see

others."

Kurt examined it carefully. For some reason he could

not at first comprehend, Martin Pitzhugh came to mind.

Then it dawned on him. "Gregor, it looks like this was written by someone who speaks, but has a hard time

writing, German. Someone who thinks in another lan-

guage. English, I'd guess."

"I thought so too. The errors were too regular. And I

think I know the errors the Poles would make. That left

the Political Officers as the other bilinguals."

"But you just said they were in the wardroom. . . .

Marquis."

"Yes. One of them could've written it for him earlier.

The meeting with the Captain was at their request. They

needed an alibi. Kurt, they've beaten me. I couldn't win

against even their most inexperienced players. It was

tonight ... tonight we'd seize the ship, at midnight when

the watches change and men moving around wouldn't be

suspicious. Too late. I can't do it without Hippke's help

... and tomorrow everybody goes ashore. They knew, and

they played cat with me until the last minute...."

Kurt was afraid Gregor would grow hysterical—was

amazed by the depth of the plot his cousin had put afoot,

and how well he had been fooled. He had had no idea it

had ripened, not to within hours of action. The failure, for Gregor, was shattering. "Do you want some aspirin?" he asked.

"In my desk drawer. Haber gave me a packet."

Kurt opened the desk, found the aspirin—for a mo-

ment his eyes were caught by a black leather notebook

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embossed with the Political Office seal, and he frowned

deeply, wondering—took two to Gregor.

"I'm alone now, Kurt, and I'm frightened. You told me

it wasn't a game. I couldn't believe it, deep inside. But

those kids've proved there're no games being played.

Kurt, you've got to help. The whole program'll collapse if

they get me."

Frightened himself, Kurt shook his head, said, "No,

Gregor. I'm out. No matter what, I'm out. You've got to

work inside the system. That's always been true. Even the

best systems strike back hard when you don't play by the

rules. And here you're not only defying High Command,

you're fighting your own people. You're more likely to

succeed if you have Haber's and von Lappus's cooper-

ation. .. ." Yes, his only interest in this whole mess was ia finding Otto's killer.

Lindemann visibly pulled himself together. "I still have Brindled Saxon. I'm not as alone as I thought." His

expression was proud, and damned Kurt for not coming to

his aid. "I'll have him start a rumor that there's an

ununiformed Political Officer aboard. You find out where

our suspects were when Erich died."

"There's one benefit we'll get from this," Kurt said, frowning. "The men will learn to keep their mouths shut."

He opened the stateroom door and stepped into the pas-

sageway. "Suppose the killer thought we had some evi-

dence? He might try to recover it. .. ."

"I hope that happens, Kurt. That's why I want a rumor, why I want to push. If it's the last thing I do, I'm going to flush Marquis."

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MARQUIS seemed unshakable. He remained undiscovered

despite the frantic witch-hunt following Hippke's death.

Jager's mood gradually deteriorated from angry hunt to

sedentary apathy. Two months later the mark of remem-

brance existed only in the careful way men thought before

speaking.

Kurt's vigilance, too, relaxed as the long, boring, intense-ly uncomfortable Egyptian weeks passed. He spent much

of his time working on his translation. Though the book

was inordinately dull—the government-report style

clogged and bogged the flow of a truly exciting content—

each surprising bit of information drew him on.

The chapter entitled "The Nuclear Exchange" needed two translations—he could not believe it first time through.

It was nothing like the history he had been taught.

The War had been started by the shadowed Australian

Empire, to the satanic purpose of enslaving the world; this was the gospel he knew.

Ritual War, speaking from a different past, claimed

Australia had been allied with the West. Many current

allies—most of the Littoral, Bulgaria, Romania, the

Ukraine—had belonged to the enemy entente. It seemed

someone, sometime, had decided the alliances should be

reorganized along geographical lines. So the War was a

lie. Top to bottom, misty beginnings to unforeseeable end,

all a carefully fabricated lie.

The book gave no indication—Kurt spent days search-

ing for clues—of how or when the false history had

been introduced. It had been written too early. High

Command was undoubtedly responsible. Again Kurt

resolved to stop drifting, to take a part in ending this

endless insanity. And again he lied to himself. He knew he

lied, was angry with himself because he lied—and would

do nothing to change.

The chapter entitled "The Nuclear Exchange" outlined the first years of war, before it had become the War, told

of the Western military, gradually waxing enthusiastic,

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breaking the planned stalemate and plunging deep into

Soviet territory. Spread along a two-thousand-kilometer

front, southern end anchored on, and the fighting keyed

on, Volgograd (Stalingrad, where Luftpanzer Armee 11

requited the destruction of the Sixth Army forty-seven

years earlier), the Battle of the Volga raged for months.

Counterattacking Eastern armies were slaughtered by

massed Western firepower in a tactic called "the killing pocket." An Eastern collapse appeared imminent. As

fighting peaked along the Volgograd-Moscow line, Anglo-

American, German, and Turkish forces descended on "im-

pregnable" Rostov from land, sea, and air, destroyed a crack Guards Army in days. Unopposed American and

German armored columns crossed the Volga and raced

for Astrakhan. ...

The Soviets, in desperation, unleashed the hounds of

atomic destruction. Within a day, all nuclear arsenals

were empty, cities were gone, millions were dead. But

then Kurt discovered that the bombs had been less mur-

derous then he had supposed. Very few had been deliv-

ered—wise men, foreseeing the possibility of their use, had begun dismantling those brutal weapons on agreeing to

found the War. The real murderer of humanity had an-

other and more terrible name. A chapter, "The Bio-War,"

calmly related details.

To ravage Asia, Western invaders used an aerially

sprayed, laboratory-evolved disease of amazing proper-

ties: in its first generation, this bacteria was harmless; in its second, almost universally fatal; in its third, unable to reproduce. It did not spread, killed fast, and left human

works undamaged, and troops could with impunity occupy

the area of application within days.

The Chinese had had their own weapon, a virus which

attacked chromosomal material—only in Caucasians—and

caused widespread sterility. A weapon of longer term, but

effective. Only its limited use and natural immunities had

prevented the disappearance of one human race.

While dredging crews doggedly pushed toward Great

Bitter Lake, Kurt slogged through a catalog of gruesome

biological weapons. He was revolted by the excesses of his

ancestors—yet was drawn on because the book made

sense of some contemporary insanities. He finished the

first half of the book, which concerned itself primarily

with military events, the day the word came that the canal

had been opened to Great Bitter Lake. Christmas Day,

2193, a day dedicated to peace on Earth. Jager celebrat-

ed the holiday, and ignored the meaning.

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That day Kurt stood on the. signal bridge, watching a

sandstorm over Sinai. Several men on camels, specks in

the distance, were outlined against the dark rising cloud.

Bedouins. They came and went, watched the ships, never

interfered, never tried to communicate. Perhaps they were

sane men making certain madness would not penetrate

their deserts.

Kurt ignored most of this. His thoughts were north-

bound-winged, toward Karen and the baby. There was a

good chance the child had been born. Seven lonely, terri-

fying months had passed.

Was she now in Telemark? Was there someone to care

for her when her time came? He suffered an oppressive

guilt. What would she say when he returned? Because he

had a man's faith in his own immortality, he could not

deep down believe that lager would be destroyed. Other

ships, yes, but not his own. He feared his homecoming

more.

He paced the port-side wing, staring at but not seeing

those Arab riders, smashing fist into palm, smashing fist

into palm, muttering.

"Kurt?"

He missed it the first time because it was softly spoken.

"Kurt!"

He spun. "Oh. Hans. Sorry. I was thinking."

"You'd daydream your way through the end of the

world. You all right?"

"I guess. I was worrying about Karen and the baby."

He ignored Hans's frown. "It's due about now. I should be there."

"Mr. Lindemann's about to become a mother, too—I

think. He's in a panic. Wants to see you."

"Why"'

"He'll explain. Commander Haber told me to send you

down. That's all I know. Guess because we're supposed to

move to Great Bitter Lake."

"We don't have any fuel."

"Maybe that's his problem. Why don't you go see?"

Kurt went below, knocked at Gregor's door.

"Kurt?"

"Yes sir."

"Inside! Hurry!"

He stepped through and turned as Gregor hastily re-

locked the door. "What's the matter?"

"Did you hear my rumor? That I know who Hippke's

killer is?"

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"Yes. I didn't believe it. It's been four months. I assumed you let it out as a trap."

"I did, and somebody was touched."

"What?"

Lindemann peeled his shirt off and turned his back.

Kurt gaped at bruises and abrasions. "That was one brilliant idea I wish I hadn't had." Gregor knelt and fished something from beneath his bunk. "This's what he hit me with."

"A sextant box?" A stainless-steel box taken from the wreck at Finisterre, it weighed nearly eight kilos, made a

nasty weapon.

"Someone threw it off the bridge. If it'd hit me on the head, it would've brained me." Lindemann forced a banter-ing tone, but Kurt saw hints of the raw fear he was hiding.

"Did you see who did it?"

Gregor shook his head wearily. "No, of course not. The man's damnably cunning.. . ."

Just then Kurt realized that he must have been on the

bridge when it had happened—and he had seen not a

thing! What had Hans said? "You would daydream through the end of the world." A black Christmas present for

Gregor. Who, he realized, was still talking.

"All three Political Officers were conveniently on display on the fantail. Only good to come out of it is that we can scratch Kellerman off the list. He was serving the

Captain in the wardroom."

Kurt scowled. "And now we're down to ten. If we've

got to have someone killed or hurt for each name we cut,

we'll soon be hip-deep in blood. By now, though. Marquis

knows you were baiting a trap. Otherwise, you'd've had

him arrested."

"I think he knew all along, Kurt. The box was a

warning to mind my own business. How well did you learn

English from Fitzhugh?"

"What?"

"Martin Fitzhugh taught you to read and speak English.

How well?"

"Well enough. I'm translating a book. Why?"

"Just curious. Here. I want you to take care of this."

He took a slim, leatherbound book from his desk, the

black notebook he had seen earlier.

"What's this?" Kurt asked, turning it over in his hands.

"I don't know. It belonged to Beck. It was important to him. He never let it out of sight. Neither have I. But

they're after me now. I have to trust someone else. You.

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Keep it hidden, and give it to Commander Haber if I get

killed."

Haber, Kurt's prime suspect? He tucked the book into

his waistband, fought back the flood of questions he

wanted to ask. The fact that Beck had never let the book

out of sight implied that he had carried it with him.

Which, in turn, implied that it had been taken from him.

Which implied ...

Kurt refused to follow the chain of logic, though it

explained something that had mystified everyone. Namely,

who had pushed Beck overboard. He should have suspect-

ed from the beginning.

As Kurt thought, and Gregor studied him, there was a

soft, stealthy sound in the passageway. Both heard. Linde-

mann pulled a pistol from beneath his pillow—good God,

Kurt thought, where did he get that? Gregor signaled that

the door be opened. Kurt unlocked it silently, opened

quickly. Gregor jumped through. Kurt followed.

"Nothing," he whispered.

Lindemann signaled for silence. The stealthy sound

came from the ladder leading out of officers' country.

They ran, arrived too late again.

"Damn!" Gregor snarled. "There'll be trouble now, if they know we have the book."

For a moment Kurt considered the notion that Gregor

was maneuvering him, trying to force him into the resis-

tance, "Aren't you jumping to conclusions?" He scuffed the carpeted deck with his toe, listened to the sound. "For all we know, someone just walked by. You'll be in big

trouble if you get paranoid."

"You're right. I'm too jumpy." He rubbed his temple with the gun butt. "But there're two men dead already—

we have to be paranoid."

Kurt shrugged. Suddenly, he brightened. "Gregor, why

don't we send the suspects to the working parties? That

might get the man out of our hair until we find some-

thing."

Still rubbing his temple, Lindemann replied, "Can't do it. Most of them have to stay aboard."

"No ... no. What happens if we catch the man and he's

someone we can't do without?"

"I see. We'd have to replace him anyway. All right. I'll talk to the Captain. Take care of the book."

Kurt turned and started up the ladder.

"Kurt? Would you ask Commander Haber to come to

my stateroom? I'm out of aspirin."

He went to the charthouse after leaving Gregor in

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Haber's care, locked the black book in the safe. An

obvious place, but how would anyone get to it, even

knowing it was there? Then he went prowling, just walk-

ing the ship and thinking of Karen.

He noticed a Political Officer leaning on the signal-

bridge rail, staring landward. The sandstorm was wander-

ing south now, an impressive range of darkness in the

east.

"What do they do up there?" Kurt realized he had

spoken, looked around, saw no one had heard. It was a

good question. What did the three do up there, other than

stay out of the way? He decided to sneak up and see.

The inside route took him to the pilothouse unnoticed.

Removing his shoes eliminated noise as he crept out on

the wing. He reached a position where he could hear the

murmur of voices, low, in English. An argument.

"—think we ought to call in!"

"So do I. If they've got his notebook, we might be in

trouble."

"There's no need to worry! These dunderheads couldn't

read it." Two against one?

"Wrong! That Quartermaster ... picked up some at

Gibraltar." The voices faded in and out. Kurt's imagination filled in a lot.

"How do you know?"

"Marquis told me."

"You're certain?" the dubious one asked.

"I'm sure. I'm sure. Report it."

"If you're wrong, they'll raise holy hell."

"What if we're right and don't report? You want to

sweep floors the rest of your life?"

Kurt felt a sudden urge to laugh. Irrationally, he

remembered characters from a Shakespeare translation in

the ship's meager library. Characters on a deserted heath,

over a caldron: "Double, double, toil and trouble ..."

Kurt set a foot on the second rung of the ladder leading

up and carefully lifted himself until he could see. They

were in the signal shack, gathered over their caldron-

substitute. A radio, Kurt assumed. One talked into it, and, at times, a muted voice replied.

He eased back down. So. He had learned something of

value. The three could contact their masters at will, which meant those masters were, in all probability, getting running reports. Did it matter? Kurt wondered.

He returned to the charthouse and locked himself in.

His thoughts turned to Karen again. He stretched out on

his back on the chart table, stared at the overhead while

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daydreams ran across his mind—thoughts of home, fears

for the future.

The fleeing dream again, with wolves, little change,

except that Karen's face seemed clouded. Even walking he

had a hard time picturing that face. Time erosion.

A pounding at the door woke him. "Kurt? You there?"

"Huh?" Growing muzzily aware, he sat up. "Gregor?"

He staggered to the door. Lindemann stepped inside and

seated himself on the stool. Kurt returned to the table.

"I convinced the Captain," said Gregor. Kurt saw he was rubbing his head again. "Our suspects leave tomorrow, all but Commander Haber. We'll be getting under-

way in an hour."

"What?"

"We're moving to Great Bitter Lake."

"At night? With no fuel?" He glanced at the clock.

"Whoops!"

"Where've you been?"

"Asleep. Drifted oil, I guess."

"There's a collier alongside now. We've been bringing

fuel aboard for two hours. How'd you sleep through the

racket?"

•Talent."

"This'll be rough. Everybody on watch all the time,

here to there. Twenty hours. Know your buoys, lights, and

ranges?"

"I dream about them. Red buoys on the right, black on

the left. Black and white stripes mark the fairway on the

lake itself. Red lights right, green left, white in the fairway. The ranges ..."

"All right. Go clean up."

"Okay. By the way, you were right about that noise

yesterday. Somebody was listening. I heard the Political

Officers telling their bosses about the notebook."

"Oh? How?"

"They've got a radio up there."

"Interesting. And you've got the notebook in the safe?

Too obvious. Hide it." Gregor seemed to be thinking very hard, possibly searching for some advantage to be had

from this new knowledge.

Kurt did not understand, but did as he was told.

The Political Officers, though, apparently did nothing to

find the notebook. Other than Jager moving from Lake

Manzala to Great Bitter Lake, nothing noteworthy hap-

pened the following four months. Kurt toyed with his

translation, but could work up little interest in the dull

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political and economic chapters. He worried about Karen

quite a lot.

The killer apparently had gone ashore. In any event, he

did nothing to disturb vessel or crew.

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xin

THE dredging crews completed their work on May 1,

2194. Jager got under way on the third and moved to

Port Suez, where those of her surviving crewmen re-

turned. The privation and heat had been deadly for the

working parties. Jager had lost seven men and one

officer—Lieutenant Obermeyer (Obermeyer's death could

only be deduced—he had gone for a walk one night and

never returned). Seven Littoral graves served as milestones down the borders of Sinai, poorly marked memorials to

insanity.

Kurt was on the quarterdeck to greet friends as they

returned. Among the last was Hans, a browned, thinned

Hans. "You look rough," Kurt told him. "Lost five or six kilos, I'd say."

"That wonderful sun and exercise," Hans replied,

showing his darkness and callused hands. "Just what the doctor ordered." Less lightly, "It was rough. I couldn't've made it the whole time. I'm surprised we only lost eight.

What's happening here?"

"Nothing. Spent most of the time wishing we were with

you. Let's have some lemonade."

"What's that?"

"You wouldn't know, would you? Well, we traded some

stuff off that wreck to a Turkish ship anchored beside us

in Great Bitter Lake. We talked our Political Officers into handling it through theirs. We got five crates of lemons—

it's a little fruit, so big, and sour—three hundred kilos of real coffee, some fresh meat, and a bunch of other stuff.

Lemonade's made from lemons."

They entered the mess decks. "It's cool in here!" said Hans, wonderstruck. "How? ..."

"Oh, another trade. There was a Liberian ship with a

man who knew refrigeration. He fixed our air conditioning

and reefers. We fixed their fire control."

As Kurt drew two glasses of lemonade, Hans said, "I

thought nothing happened. What else?"

Kurt shrugged. "Not much. What do you think?"

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Hans puckered, surprised. "Not bad, after being out-

side."

A man came to their table as they were settling in.

"Kurt, Mr. Lindemann wants you."

"Be there in a minute, Fritz." He hurriedly finished his drink. "Talk to you later, Hans. I want to hear all about digging the grand canal." He went down to officers' country. Gregor waited at the door of his stateroom.

"Come in. I thought we'd better talk before things get too hectic." Kurt settled himself on the edge of Gregor's bunk. "Business first. We sail for Bab el Mandeb tomorrow, about seventeen hundred kilometers. We'll anchor off

Perim while the stores ships return to Cyprus and Turkey

to load up. We'll have to stack wood on in piles like we

did in Norway. There're no forests between Perim and

India, almost four thousand kilometers. We'll refuel un-

derway. Get with Mr. Czyzewski and Wiedermann on

that. I suppose he'll get Mr. Obermeyer's job. Get the

refueling points figured as soon as possible."

"Got them already. We haven't had much else to do."

"Good. They should've given you a commission, Kurt.

But I suppose you're too young." He rubbed his right

temple with his fingers, rolled his head.

Kurt, stimulated by the statement, wondered just how

Gregor had managed to win the navigator's appointment.

He, Kurt, certainly had the edge in experience, though his

cousin was older. He began to wonder just how much

influence the underground had in the Littoral's Bundestag.

He wondered if Hans would have been First Lieutenant if

Obermeyer's father had not been president of that assem-

bly.

"About our killer," Lindemann continued. *Two suspects didn't return. That leaves eight names—we need

evidence. They all seem unlikely." He used both hands to rub his temples. His headache had been almost constant

since the day he had been attacked, and grew stronger

whenever he and Kurt discussed the murderer. Aspirin

helped, but never drove the pain completely away.

Kurt shrugged. "Every one of those men is a friend.

That pains me." As he spoke, he considered the cruise's effect on Jager's officers. Gregor had the constant

headache. Obermeyer was dead. Haber, though fighting it

gamely, was on his way to a breakdown. He now shook so

much he dared not touch anything breakable. Von Lap-

pus's suffering was apparent only in the rapidity with

which his little hair was graying, and in his loss of weight.

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He was at least twenty-five kilos lighter than a year

earlier. The others suffered in ways uniquely their own.

"One's no friend," said Lindemann. "But we've got another problem. We're getting a new Political Officer—I

imagine because of that notebook."

"Oh?"

"Well, I'm not sure. The English you've been teaching

me wasn't up to the job. ... I've been listening in on those kids. Yesterday they ran Brecht off the signal bridge. I

wondered why, so I went up and listened while they were

talking on their radio."

"And?"

"The battleship will, if I understood right, send a man over when we get to Bab el Mandeb. They want someone

here who can overawe us. We're on their list of unrelia-

bles—probably thanks to Marquis. Those three kids are

easy to fool."

"I don't know. They seemed pretty sharp when we were

trading with the Turks...."

"Maybe. Point is, we've got to be even more careful if our killer survived—and we've got to assume he did."

"Right." Kurt raised the hem of his jumper, exposed the sheath knife he had begun carrying. It had been a gift

from Karl Wiedermann for excelling in Boy Volunteer

activities.

"Good. There's something else. You've been reading the book you got from Fitzhugh, haven't you?"

Suddenly wary, Kurt replied, "Just some dull novels."

"I'm talking about the one in the safe, the one you've been translating. Ritual War. It's like a Bible to the

resistance. I've never read it because I've been unable to

locate a German edition. I'd like to."

"It's a pretty rough translation, and I'm not finished."

He wondered if Pitzhugh had meant that he do so, and

see others read it.

"How much left?"

"Two chapters, a summary, and a supplementary pamph-

let that was added later."

"Finish it. Don't worry about polish. Oh, just a cautionary note. The Political Office imposes the death penalty

for possession."

"Martin told me."

"We'll talk about him sometime. Bring the book when

you're done."

"Okay." Kurt rose and started for the door.

"Oh, I almost forgot. We're rotating watches. We'll

have the midwatch."

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Inwardly, Kurt groaned. Midnight to four in the morn-

ing. Bad.

"And you'll stand with Brecht part time, too, until he knows what he's doing." Brecht, the signalman, otherwise out of a job, was taking Hippke's place.

Kurt returned to the mess decks.

"You look glum," said Hans, chuckling. "What'd Mr.

Lindemann say?"

"Work. Piles and mountains of work. And we're rotat-

ing watches. We now have the midwatch. And, on top of it

all, I've got to stand watches with Brecht, who's taking

Hippke's place. How'd you like to be a Quartermaster?

Why don't you throw one of your Boatswains overboard

and let me have his job? There's never been a Boatswain,

since they invented ships, who's ever done any work."

"Bitch and gripe. This lemonade's good stuff." Hans held his glass high and stared into it.

"You tried the coffee yet? Better, before it's gone. No comparison with ersatz. Look, I've got to get to work.

Maybe we can talk later, at supper."

"Sure. Got work of my own. Have to straighten out the

mess Adam made while I was gone."

"What mess?" Kurt asked. "He didn't do anything."

"That's what I mean. Have you seen the rust on the

forecastle?"

Kurt went to the charthouse, labored over his transla-

tion the rest of that day, and during the few free moments

he obtained during the passage to Bab el Mandeb.

The summary chapter was incredibly dull. It took all his

will to keep plowing through the rehash. All the way

through the book, Kurt had expected the momentary

collapse of the author's reserve, a sudden explosion of

emotion and outrage. That, as much as content, had kept

him going. Now, at the end, he was left disappointed and

wondering if he who had written had been truly human.

But the supplementary pamphlet, written much later by a

more excitable author, proved highly interesting, once he

started. It sketched the founding of High Command.

High Command, in concept, was a clandestine military

United Nations, a joint council of general staffs. The

foundations of such an organization had been laid the day

the War began, but it did not become reality until the

post-Bio-War era—the War could be divided into two

major phases; the first, that undertaken to solve the

economic problems of the pollution-initiated famines and

depression; the second, the war undertaken to recover

from the ravages of the first phase gone mad: the latter

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was the only phase truly deserving the name "the War."

The council was meant to determine and negotiate the

levels of violence needed to keep national economies ex-

panding, and was to act as an umpire in the fighting.

Insanity. As far as Kurt could see, a better effect could

have been achieved with a planned program of recon-

struction (thinking back to the Bio-War, he wondered if

the West now fought itself because the East had been so

effectively destroyed).

Yet the establishment of a ritualized war for economic

reasons seemed a logical step forward from the earlier

situation, moving from a stopgap to a permanent mea-

sure. Typically bureaucratic. But God! The blood and

miseryl

And it seemed two logical steps forward from the situa-

tion extant prior to the great depression—the endless

attention-getting, uniting, balance-of-power-maintaining,

economy-stimulating, contrived wars of the sixth, seventh,

and eighth decades of the twentieth century.

Perhaps the planners of the past had been unable to see

another way out. Or, another perhaps, warfare had been

the easy way.

What had gone wrong? The fighting was no stimulus.

The world was too exhausted, was slipping back toward

barbarism—albeit slowly. Had the violence been

maintained at a level too high for success? Did High

Command keep stepping it up as they saw their program

failing? Certainly, Kurt thought, too much energy was

being spent on the War in the present, right or wrong.

There was little left for rebuilding.

He slammed a fist against the chart table. Why? he

asked himself. Why was there always violence to prevent

progress? He wished, for perhaps the thousandth time,

that he had gone to Norway with Karen.

He also realized that he had gotten something valuable

by coming. Knowledge. Not necessarily truth, but another

viewpoint on history. But how to use that knowledge?

He penned the last line of his translation a short time

before Jager anchored off Perim. Arabia lay on one

hand, Ethiopia and Somalia on the other, legendary lands.

When the hook dropped and the hecticness of Sea

Detail faded, Kurt left the bridge. He collated his translation and notes, took the book from his safe, and gave the

lot to Gregor. Lindemann immediately took the material

to his stateroom.

Kurt joined Hans on the port wing. They stared toward

the Arabian Coast.

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"How long do we stay here, Kurt?"

"I don't know. Until they bring enough fuel from Tur-

key. Maybe a month."

"The middle of June?"

"About. Why?"

"I'm getting nervous. We're awful close to the Meet-

ing."

"Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever get there," said Kurt, a faraway look on his face. Past, present, future melted

and mixed in his mind, and he was all at sea, without time.

This journey seemed timeless, endless, like Earth itself, its beginnings lost in mist, its end hidden in unreachable

shadows beyond the rising sun.

"Why?"

"We've been at it a year already, and we're not halfway there, not if we're going to Australia."

"I guess. It doesn't seem like a year to me, though.

Yet, if it keeps going this way, we'll be old men before it's done." Hans chuckled. "Maybe we'll meet the last Gathering coming home."

Entirely serious, Kurt replied, "No. The last Gathering returned years back. That Turkish ship we traded with ...

it went to the last Meeting too. I couldn't learn much

because the Political Officers wouldn't let me ask, but our side lost."

"Find out anything about U-7937'

"Not much. The Turks had heard about it, but knew

only that it didn't come back. They fought two battles,

one off India that they won, where U-793 was last seen,

and another at Malacca that they lost."

"Sad, your father not coming home," said Hans. "He was a lot of fun. A good father."

Kurt sensed unspoken envy. His father had been more

interested in his children than had Hans's. Karl Wieder-

mann's usual reaction to Hans had been to tell him to go

away, he was too busy—or he had brought out the belt.

But he had had a great concern for outsiders.

"I don't know, Hans. Your father was a bit heavy-

handed, but not vicious. Blind, maybe, setting standards

adults couldn't attain. He was good to me. I learned a lot

from him." Strangely, Karl Wiedermann had been Lore-

master of Kiel's Boy Volunteers, a Scout-like organization

to which most boys belonged. He had been an excellent

leader, had taught many youths many things—much of

Kurt's early sea lore had originated with Karl.

As Kurt finished his comments, he saw a wicked expres-

sion flicker across Hans's face. Jealousy? And he suddenly

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felt, without any evidence to anchor his feeling, that he

had intuited much of the cause of Hans's old dislike—and

the reason for their getting on well aboard lager. Mem-

ories returned, of Boy Volunteer activities. Karl, in view

of other boys, had often upbraided or beaten Hans for

trifles, had more often and cruelly demanded he be like

Kurt, well-behaved and attentive. Indeed, though he had

not paid much heed, nor had really cared at the time,

Kurt now realized that Karl had treated him far better

than his own son. Perhaps the older Wiedermann just had

not realized what he was doing, slashing Hans's soul with

dull razors. Hans had been terribly shortchanged.

But not here. Here Hans was an equal, under no pres-

sures, able to compete on his own, to be his own man.

Here, out of the shadow of his father's person and power,

he was a true individual for the first time. He now had

friends, was increasingly popular. Sad that one man could

so beat another down.

"He might've been easier to -please," Hans said distantly, "if he hadn't been a Political Officer. ... Hey, speaking of Political Officers ..." He pointed to a boat approaching J ager. It flew the High Command ensign. An

old man in Political Office black sat in the stern, wiping

sweat from his face with a rag.

"Looks like our new man," Kurt mumbled. "Let's hope he's less trouble than Beck."

"Why? He never hurt anybody."

"Only because he never got the chance. Anyway, just

having him aboard was bad. You could smell fear wher-

ever he went."

They watched as the old man was helped from the boat

to the quarterdeck. There he was greeted by von Lappus,

Haber, and the three young Political Officers, and imme-

diately hustled off to the wardroom.

"Now there's an idea," said Hans.

"What?"

"Let's go somewhere where it's cool. Mess decks."

"All right. I'll see if Brecht's got everything secured."

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XIV

THE new Political Officer was no Beck. He had the

coldness and penetrating stare, but was an old man, pri-

marily interested in his own comfort. He spent most of his

time in his stateroom, with the air conditioning. His name

was de 1'Isle-Adam. The Germans called him Deal Adam.

The heat and humidity at the mouth of the Red Sea

might have been borrowed from Hell itself. Jager's men

endured it as little as possible. The ship's air-conditioned spaces were often so crowded the machinery did little

good.

Refueling, a daylong high-lining of bundles of wood,

was pure torture. Once it was completed, however, there

was nothing to do but wait for the supply ships to return

from Turkey (those ships had been hauling all along, but

warships burn fuel even while at anchor, to provide steam

to power generators and to make fresh water), and try to

keep cool.

A week after refueling, in the heat of the afternoon,

Kurt was summoned to the wardroom. He hastily exam-

ined his memory as he went, wondering what he had

done—for it was the day and time for Captain's Mast.

Surprises awaited him. The first came when he stepped

through the wardroom door and found the entire officer

complement, with the exceptions of the Political Officers,

awaiting him. General court-martial?

"Sit down, Ranke," said Gregor, indicating a chair at one end of the long table there. The seat faced von

Lappus, which made Kurt even more nervous—and the

Captain's stare did nothing to calm him, the more so when

he noticed his translation beneath the man's heavy hands.

General court-martial indeed. He glared accusingly at

Gregor, seated on his right.

Haber spoke first. "You translated this Ritual War

thing, Ranke?"

Kurt thought a moment. What had he gotten himself

into? He had better tell the truth, since they had him

anyway—yet it was hard. These men were authority, the

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powers with death in their hands. That some were old

friends and relatives might be a weight in the balance

against him. "Yes sir." Weakly.

"Take it easy, son," von Lappus rumbled. "There's nothing to worry about. We're not Political Officers, this

isn't a tribunal, and we're not going to hang anyone."

"Now then," said Haber, "is your translation accurate?"

"It could be better, sir. I'm unfamiliar with English

idioms."

"What do you think of the validity of the work?"

Kurt struggled with fear of answering. When his pause

grew uncomfortably long, he forced, "I'd say it's the truth as the author saw it, sir. I felt it was sincere."

"Commendably cautious. Well, for the sake of argu-

ment, let's assume the thing's valid. Where'd you get it?"

"Gibraltar, sir."

"Yes, I know. How? Where?"

Kurt bit his lower lip, stared down at the table top,

tried to decide how much he dared tell. "From an old

man who ran an antique shop, sir."

"The man who taught you English?"

Again Kurt gave Gregor an accusing look. "Yes sir."

Haber leaned back in his chair, folded his hands before

his mouth. Thoughtful, he looked like a giant squirrel.

"Tell us something about him." A nervous squirrel. His shakiness had lessened, but was still there.

Kurt told them a little about the cripple.

"His name?"

"Martin Fitzhugh, sir."

"You spent twenty-two afternoons with this man. I'm

sure you learned more about him than. that he liked

history, was crippled, and was a kindly old crackpot."

"Excuse me. Commander," said Gregor, interrupting.

"Kurt, you're not on trial here. They're after information which could be important to Jager's future. Your future.

Fact is, they're trying to decide whether or not to leave

the fleet." His words were intense, commanding. His gaze was heavy, yet, surely, he was trying to be reassuring.

"You could've told them," Kurt mumbled. "You knew Fitzhugh." He pondered the situation. He had already

earned a death sentence by accepting Ritual War. The

officers would too, if they did not report him. He shrugged fatalistically. Talking might do some good. "Fitzhugh opposed High Command—quite cautiously, of course." He

told of his last day with Martin, when the Spanish and

Portuguese ships had made their breakout. "He was somehow involved, perhaps the organizer," he finished.

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"That's damned obvious," von Lappus grumbled. "Otherwise, would he have known of the breakout before-

hand?"

Haber shook his head, mystified. "But that would, it

seems to me, imply the existence of an organization oppos-

ing High Command."

"The organization exists," Kurt said. "During our talks, Beck told me a lot about it. It's a growing movement,

especially strong on Gibraltar and in the Littoral." He ignored Gregor's warning frown. They would see who

would expose whose secrets. "It's headquartered in Telemark ..." He paused to savor their surprise. "... and was once well represented on this ship. Kapp and Hippke

were agents."

"I don't believe it," said Haber.

"Beg your pardon, Heinrich," said von Lappus. "He's right. Consider the situation at home. My brother's been

witch-hunting for years—for such I thought his search for

an underground behind the kids running away to Tele-

mark. And Karl Wiedermann was certain there was an

underground. He's been after it for a decade. Maybe we

shouldn't've laughed."

"An organization like that couldn't exist without making itself known," Haber protested.

"Pardon me, sir," said Lindemann, "but I'm sure there's no such organization—unless it's something like early

Christianity, people giving other people the message, with-

out being organized."

"No," von Lappus grunted.

Ha! Kurt thought. Trying to smokescreen.

"All right, picture Kurt's friend at Gibraltar. He can't be the old kind of revolutionary, can he? He's more the

passive sort. Just passes the word on to a few selected

people, hoping they drop out, hoping they pass it on to a

few more. That's revolution too, but slow, until everyone's stopped obeying...."

"I think I like Ranke's theory," said von Lappus, chuckling. "Really, Lindemann, I'm not blind. Your efforts

have, at times, been anything but subtle. Nor do I think

you really want to hide. You want attention. Else, why

bring me this?" He slapped Kurt's translation. "This's the real underground, Lindemann. An idea, not people with

guns, not espionage, not secret plots of mutiny. Ignoring

High Command would be tantamount to overthrowing

it—because it's an idea, too. It has little real physical

power."

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motivates High Command? The book tells us what did two

hundred years ago. What does today? We'll probably nev-

er know, but consider: institutions change, forget their

original purposes. Look at the Church. . . . Say, I think

there's an analogy. Aren't Political Officers priests of a

fashion?"

"Comments, Ranke?" the Captain asked.

Kurt avoided his eyes. "I've been thinking something

similar. High Command's dedicated to the perpetuation of

the War—my opinion. What was once a means is now an

end in itself. The level of violence, though decreasing with time, has risen above our social and technological capacity. What I mean is, while the Meetings get smaller, each

requires a bigger portion of our manpower and machin-

ery. It's gotten to the point where the Littoral has little time for anything but training men and fixing ships. Everything else's maintained at a subsistence level. Look at

what happened after Grossdeutschland sailed...."

Here Lindemann interjected, "Wrong, Kurt. This's the

biggest Gathering ever. All the ships left in the West." But everyone ignored him.

"A point," said Haber. "I was a child at the time.

Putting the cruiser in service took so many men, and so

much material, out of Kiel, that we almost went under."

"Maybe High Command is a religion," said the Supply Officer. "Like religions, it seems to ignore the problems of the present because of an overwhelming concern for the

future."

"I'd rather compare it to a machine with a broken

Off-switch," von Lappus growled.

"Excuse me," said Haber, "but I seem to've led us off the subject. We're here to discuss the book, and to find

out if Ranke knows anything about an organization oppos-

ing High Command. We have his statement. I suggest we

proceed. Ranke, you can go. Thank you."

Kurt rose hastily, excused himself, and slipped out. His

immediate reaction was relief at being free. He went up

to the charthouse, to do a little reading in the novel The

Anger Men, and to be alone, to think.

He pushed his key into the padlock—it would not go.

He looked down, frowning. He had the right key. The

lock? He looked, snorted. He was trying to push it in

wrong side up. Curious, though. He always closed the lock

with the open side of the catch toward the door, but it

was closed the other way, contrary to habit. He frowned

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seemed he had done so according to custom. He shrugged

and opened the lock.

Something was indefinably wrong in the charthouse.

Without being conscious how, he knew someone had been

there. How? Why?

The how he recognized quickly enough. The padlock on

the door was a standard Navy lock. There were a dozen

others aboard which took the same key. Anyone who

wanted to examine the pattern numbers on enough keys

could find one to fit.

He knelt before the safe and ran through the combina-

tion quickly. Despite the fact that the charthouse was now

air-conditioned, sweat dribbled down his temples. He

swung the door open. Yes, someone had been inside. The

navigator's copy of the signal book was on the wrong

shelf.

He chuckled nervously. Luck had saved him some tall

explanation. He had given Gregor the damning Ritual

War material just in time, and he had long ago hidden

Beck's notebook.

But a threat existed. Someone was snooping. Sooner or

later they were bound to find something. He was being

pushed, perhaps unconsciously, into the underground

camp. If Gregor wasn't his cousin—damn him! This had

to be countered.

He locked the door, went to the communications box,

called the wardroom. "Wardroom, charthouse. Mr. Linde-

mann, please."

A momentary pause, then, "Mr. Lindemann. What is

it?"

"Someone went through the safe this morning."

"Was it locked?"

"Yes sir."

"Anything missing?"

"No sir."

"Good." Muttered talk, incomprehensible, Lindemann presumably asking advice. "Still there, Ranke?"

"Yes sir."

"111 be right up. Get the classified material out so we can check it."

"Yes sir." He switched off, then rechecked the classified charts and publications. He did not need the custody log

to tell him they were all present.

Gregor knocked shortly. Kurt let him in.

"Anything missing?"

"No. There wasn't anything worth taking. They were

after the notebook."

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"Notebook?"

"The one that belonged to Beck."

"Oh, damn! Forgot about it. Meant you should find out

what was in it. What'd you do with it?"

Kurt started to tell him, then had an unpleasant

thought. He glanced toward the door, opened a drawer,

and took out memo pad and pen. He wrote: "Combat.

Air search repeater. Inside access panel." Meaning he had hidden it inside a radar repeater in the Combat Information Center, as safe a place as he could imagine. The

repeaters, because they were dead, were furniture every-

one ignored. No one had bothered them since a vain effort

at repairs made following the salvaging at Finisterre.

"Good," said Gregor. He took the pad and pen and

wrote: "Get it. Translate it." Aloud, he added, "And be careful."

Kurt nodded. Gregor slipped out. After shredding the

note and making certain everything was locked up, Kurt

followed. Once he was sure no one watched, he slipped

through the door to Combat.

No one was there. No one would be on such a day. The

sun made it an oven. Moreover, there was no point in

anyone's presence. Half the gear did not work, and the

other half need not be operated while the ship was an-

chored.

Kurt locked the door, then hurried to the repeater

containing the notebook. He loosened wing nuts and

slipped the access panel off the back of the blockish

gadget. "Ah," he murmured. Right where he had left it, hanging in a tangle of dusty wiring. He slapped the dust

off and tucked it inside his waistband.

He was replacing the last nut when someone tried the

door. Finding it locked, the person knocked. Kurt rose

and quietly passed through the heavy curtains screening

the sonar room from the remainder of Combat. A key

turned in the lock behind him. Taking care to make no

sound, he undogged a watertight door opening on the

torpedo deck.

Someone crossed the room beyond the curtain. Kurt

peeped through, saw one of the young Political Officers.

While he watched, the youth went through books lying

atop the dead-reckoning tracer. Grinning, Kurt slipped

into the bright sun beating down on the torpedo deck. He

took the long way back to. the charthouse, and immediate-

ly set to work translating.

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XV

THE fleet departed Bab el Mandeb on the fifteenth day of

June.

"Where are we now?" Hans asked days later, as he and Kurt leaned on the rail of the port wing, staring landward.

"Ras al Hadd. We'll begin crossing the Gulf of Oman

soon."

"It's like living a fairy tale. Ever since we left Perim, I've been expecting magic carpets, or something. Aden,

Oman, Hadhramaut ... it's a downright black-sad world

that's too serious for magic."

'Uhm," Kurt agreed. The past ten days had been a bit

like living an episode of the Arabian Nights—two hundred

ships full of Sinbads sailing for an Eastern Doom, bound

to fail Serendip's mystic shore—though there was no real

reason for his feeling, other than a wish to believe.

"Quartermaster!" Magic carpets unbraided.

"Got work to do, Hans." He turned. "Sir?"

"I need an anticipated course."

"Zero three eight." He tamed back to Hans. "I was wrong. He irritates me sometimes. He could've looked at

the damned chart."

"He wants everybody to feel part of the team. You

could've had Obermeyer, instead."

"Speaking of Obermeyer, have they made up their

minds yet?"

"About my commission? No." The sudden anger and

bitterness in Hans's voice was -frightening. He wanted that brass terribly. "Never will, I guess. Tomorrow, if the seas are right and you're ready, I want to refuel."

"It'll have to be soon. We're low. I was talking to

Ziotopolski this morning, and we could be in trouble.

There might not be enough wood to get us to where we

can cut more."

"Ziotopolski worries too much. Anyone can look at the

chart and see it's only sixteen hundred miles from

Gwadar."

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"Kurt?"

He turned. Brecht, his relief, had come to the bridge.

"That time already?" He went to the log, signed it over.

"Seems time's rushing past, now we're getting close."

Brecht nodded, a little pale. The crew were growing

increasingly tense.

Kurt went down to the charthouse and returned to

translating the notebook taken from Beck.

For days he had plodded through the pages of a dull

life, from Beck's initiation into the Political Office through fifteen gray years to his assignment as agent for bringing a Littoral vessel to the Gathering. Here and there there

were comments concerning the growing underground, or

an occasional bland word about Office policy (Beck,

strangely, would not editorialize), but little to indicate the author was other than a human zero. His first fifteen years were covered in a mere fifty pages of crabbed handwriting.

Later, as he touched the high points of his Littoral

assignment, Kurt found him more interesting. He exam-

ined Karl Wiedermann briefly, stating the man could do a

better job. Then Beck mentioned meeting High Com-

mand's chief agent in Telemark. He recruited a new

agent, designated Marquis, but gave neither name nor

description. Here and there Kurt encountered names of

shipmates—and his own—always accompanied by cryptic

little comments concerning loyalty.

The pages of Beck's life turned, JSger sailed, the

Norwegian event took place. There were empty weeks

between entries. Beck's handwriting changed, grew shaki-

er, fear seeped oilily up through the earth of his words.

Kurt turned a page and found his name suddenly prom-

inent. He proceeded with renewed interest. "Ranke is a gullible, apathetic, romantic daydreamer," Beck noted at one point, "easily maneuvered through manipulation of a stableful of overly human ideals he is too lazy to

defend." Kurt frowned at this, but was little bothered. He had heard it from other sources. However, a bit later,

when Beck, with a delight Kurt imagined as fairly reeking

from the page, described him as an unwitting, unwilling

Office agent, useful because he revealed all he knew

through his evasions, he became righteously indignant,

and, as he read on, saw that Beck had repeatedly played

him for a pawn. He grew increasingly angered and hurt—

this was a rapier-thrust to his ego. That Beck often ex-

pressed a strong regard for him, and several times men-

tioned he might be a candidate for Political Office em-

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ployment, ameliorated the pain not at all. Each reference

to his having been used plunged him deeper into despair

until, at last, they birthed hatred—not so much of Beck as

of himself, for being what he was, for allowing himself to

be so easily played for a fool.

And hatred's child was a foolish decision, as when he

had joined JSger to spite Karen. He would commit him-

self to the underground, tear down this wicked system that

had used him so. Later, when he had to rationalize an

explanation for others, he claimed his decision had been

spurred by his readings in Ritual War. Eventually, he

believed the lie himself.

He knocked at Gregor's door when done, entered, an-

nounced, "I'm ready to join. Just tell me what to do."

Lindemann's eyebrows rose, but he asked no questions.

Such might have reversed his good fortune. "What'd you leam from the notebook?"

"Very little." Kurt gave the highlights.

"So he did know us, all but Brindled Saxon. That's it?'1

"No." Kurt had saved the best. "Some about Marquis.

No name, but a way to find him." For one of the final

pages told of Marquis going into High Command's under-

ground fortress to be formally indoctrinated, quickly

trained, and given an identification code. This latter was

the means by which Kurt expected they would catch him,

for the code was described as a tattoo on the left arm,

death's head and serial number, invisible except under

ultraviolet light.

"But Jager hasn't any such light!" Gregor protested, Kurt explained. Beck had gone into detail because fate

had provided High Command's enemies with a means of

identifying their man. Marquis's tattoo had become infect-

ed shortly after application, festered, and left a scar in the death's-head shape, the size of a small coin, on the man's

left arm. Beck felt he should not be assigned anywhere

that the mark was known.

"We've got him!" said Lindemann.

"I've seen the mark on somebody." Who? Kurt felt

close, so close, to the killer he had been hunting so long.

But, damned! Though he could picture the scar, the face

of the man wearing it refused to focus. Did he not want

to know?

By lurking around the showers—strange behavior, duly

noted by others—he managed to eliminate four of his eight

suspects by the time Jager reached Gwadar. But the other

four he could not catch bathing.

The midwatch, two nights after refueling in the Gulf of

Oman, and the night after passing the mins of the Pak-

istani city, Gwardar: Kurt and Gregor were on the port

wing, ostensibly taking star sights.

"We'll get Deneb, Kurt." Gregor sighted on the star.

adjusted the sextant, said, "Mark!"

Kurt noted the time on his stopwatch, quickly wrote it

down. Then he jotted down the star's altitude as Linde-

mann held the sextant before him.

While Kurt wrote, Gregor whispered, "We had an

officers' meeting tonight. Von Lappus decided to leave the

fleet."

Kurt glanced up, surprised.

"Trouble is, we can't do anything while we've got Political Officers aboard. And we don't dare do anything to

them. Marquis would radio the battleship and ... boom!

No more Jageri"

Someone approached the nearby door to the closed

bridge, looked out.

"Now Capella."

They took the sight and dithered over it until no one

was near.

"We could throw both the Political Officers and their

radio overboard. . . ." Kurt stopped, aghast. He had been seriously suggesting murder. What had this mad voyage

done to him?

"Wouldn't do any good," said Gregor. "Suppose we did?

As soon as we left station, the battleship would radio. And they'd open fire when they got no answer. Where does

that leave us?"

"We can run faster."

"Paster than a shell? But assume we got away. What

then? We'd run out of fuel somewhere off the coast of

Arabia. We're too late, Kurt. We should've left a long

time ago. We're past the point of no return. The only fuel

source inside our steaming range is India."

"That we've been told of." He felt too late also, though in a different way. It had been too late for him since the

day he agreed to join the crew.

"Yes, that High Command let us know about. We

might find something on the Persian Gulf coast, but we

don't know. The Captain's working on it, anyway. You

told me to operate inside the system. I tried, and the

results have been amazing. ..."

"Can you get Dubhe, sir?"

Lindemann glanced at the sky. "Not now. There's a

cloud. I've a good shot at Alphecca, though it's low." He 144

lifted the sextant to his eye. The breeze 'whispered, the

seas whispered around Jager while they waited.

Kurt glanced at the door. Clear again. "What'll we

do?"

"We'll try to smoke Marquis out. I'm pretty sure who

he is now. Here, let's get one more shot, then you go

figure our posit. Bring the notebook when you come back."

"What?"

"Just do it. Then keep a close watch." Lindemann

rubbed his temples, a sure sign his headache haunted him

with redoubled savagery.

Kurt did not like it. Flashing the notebook was certain

to cause trouble. But that seemed what Gregor wanted.

"Regulus?"

"Good enough." Gregor shot it. Kurt noted the time and altitude, then went to the charthouse. He spent a

while working the fix, a while dithering, and finally forced himself to take the notebook from hiding inside the inop-erative loran receiver. He returned to the bridge, was

surprised to find Haber there, observing the watch.

Kurt flourished the book as he handed it to Gregor,

who slipped it into a hip pocket, left a third plainly visible.

Haber frowned.

"Sir, did you notice which sextant you used?"

"No, why?" Lindemann asked.

"Near as I could narrow it down, we're in the Arabian

Sea. You must've used the one with the wiggly mirror."

Gregor retrieved the sextant. "So I did. Well, it doesn't matter. We'll get a sun shot tomorrow. Why don't you get

this thing off the bridge? Take it down to the charthouse."

A bit later, with a hint of false dawn coloring the

horizon to the east, the watch reliefs came up. Kurt,

exhausted as always after the midwatch, signed the watch

over to Brecht and started for his compartment.

He walked aft along the starboard weatherdeck,

watching the phosphorescent waters whisper past. He

paused near a door, before going below, to look out at the

galaxy of running lights marking the presence of the fleet.

Water murmured along the hull, the engines muttered like

dwarfs hammering in caves beneath his feet. An aircraft

carrier was a shadowy leviathan a half kilometer away.

Flying fish darted from JSger's side like fluttery green

sparks.

The world was always so peaceful early in the morning.

A man could forget he was living on and in a killing

machine, moving inexorably toward an appointment in Sa-

marra. On a ship running down the quiet seas of the

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night, he could forget he was the blood and soul of that

machine, an acolyte of destruction. He could feel one with

creation, a part of God; and could understand the emo-

tions which made some flee to Telemark. Telemark.

Karen ...

A light flashed on the carrier's signal bridge. Idly, Kurt

read the message, sent in English. An escort was being

berated for moving too close.

There was a sharp sound from up forward. Frowning,

Kurt turned. He listened. It was repeated—the choking

cry of a man in pain.

He ran, for the moment forgetting he was on a ship.

The deck sank away beneath him. He lost his balance,

fell, rolled into the lifelines. One hand thrust through and hung over the side, getting splashed as a swell rolled along Jager's flank. Shaking because of the nearness of personal disaster, Kurt scrambled to his feet. Moving more

carefully, he hurried forward.

A groan came from the darkness just inside the open

door of the 'thwartships passage. Kurt stopped, crouched,

felt the cool tingling of hair rising on the back of his neck.

His hand stole to the hilt of his knife.

Nothing stirred in the dark passageway, though he

waited a full minute. Just a low moaning. Crouching

lower, he felt inside the bottom of the door for the

battery-powered emergency light. He flipped the switch

with shaking fingers. A weak fan of light illuminated the

passage and the man at the foot of the ladder to the

bridge. Gregor, in a fetal position, the back of his shirt

glistening wetly, scarletly—just where Otto Kapp had

suffered his wound.

Kurt visualized: a man waiting at the foot of the

ladder, hidden by darkness, moving in from behind, clap-

ping one hand over Gregor's mouth, stabbing with the

other.

The light reached Gregor's mind. He lifted himself

slightly and turned a pain-contorted face toward Kurt,

then fell back to the bloodied deck. Kurt glanced around.

No one in sight. Shaking, heart constricting as though in

the grasp of a strongman, he sheathed his knife and knelt

beside his cousin. "Gregor?" softly.

Lindemann's eyes opened, fluttering, as if this were a

major effort. "Kurt?" Blood-foam from his punctured lung dribbled from the comer of his mouth. He forced a sickly

grin. "Looks . . . like ... he moved . . . too fast ... for us."

"Who?" Kurt clenched his hands, to control his shaking.

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Gregor's mouth opened and closed several times before

he was able to say, "Don't know. . . . Couldn't see. . . .

Came from . . . behind. . . . Got the book . . . Kurt . . .

you have to ... take over."

"Take it easy. 111 get Commander Haber." Futility.

Haber's skills certainly were not up to repairing a punc-

tured lung—if he had not been the one to puncture it

originally.

Kurt's shakes grew worse. He had trouble controlling

himself as he went down the ladder to officers' country,

slammed through the door closing off the passageway

leading between staterooms, and ran to Haber's door.

He lost all control, began pounding and shouting, un-

aware he was doing so. Several doors opened. Von Lappus

came from his cabin, antique in a nightshirt—Kurt missed

it.

Haber opened his door. "What the hell's going on?" He was, still dressed from having been to the bridge. The

anger in his voice was icewater to Kurt's emotions, calmed

him till he could speak coherently. He managed, "Gregor's been stabbed!"

"Stabbed? How?"

"With a knife, dammit! He's dying!"

"All right. Let me get the bag." Haber ducked back iato his stateroom, pulled the medical kit from beneath his bunk. "Where to?"

Kurt led the way back. He pointed. Haber dropped to

his knees, felt Lindemann's wrist, bent and placed his ear

against the man's back. Kurt dropped down beside him.

Other officers crowded around, waiting expectantly. "He's dead."

Silence. For minutes, perhaps.

Kurt slowly raised his eyes until his gaze crossed that of

de 1'Isle-Adam, standing behind the others. His hand stole

toward the hilt of his knife.

Von Lappus's fingers settled on his shoulder, lightly but

sobering. Kurt glared a moment, then let his hand fall.

The anger went the way of his panic. His motions became

mechanical, his verbal responses zombie-like. His eyes

locked on a small pool of blood a half meter from the

corpse, shifting back and forth with the roll of the ship.

Von Lappus's grip on his shoulder tightened painfully,

lifted. Kurt rose, but his eyes did not leave the blood.

"Mr. Heiden, take care of this," von Lappus ordered.

His voice was a monotone as he carefully controlled his

emotions. "Ranke, Heinrich, go to my cabin."

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De 1'Isle-Adam asked something plaintive, speaking in a

tongue no one understood.

Von Lappus glared at the Political Officer. "I have

nothing to say to you, sir." Again the hard, carefully controlled tone. He followed Kurt and Haber down the

ladder to officers' country.

The Captain became less unimpassioned once they en-

tered his cabin. Kurt grew more zombie-like.

"What happened?" von Lappus demanded, his sagging face reddening with anger. With much of his bulk now

gone to worry, his loose skin made him appear half

empty.

"I don't know," Kurt replied duUy.

"Tell what you know."

"I was on my way to my compartment. I heard a cry.

When I arrived, he was on the deck, bleeding."

"Did he say anything?"

"Just that Marquis had moved quicker than expected.'

"Why?"

"Sir?"

"I want to know why he expected the attack."

"He was carrying a notebook that belonged to Beck. A

diary. The other Political Officers have been trying to get a hold of it."

"I know. Why was he carrying it? To force things?"

"Yes."

"Heinrich?"

"He did it on his own authority." Haber was now pale, shaking worse than usual. He was trying to take notes, but

could not keep a grip on his pencil. "In fact, I specifically forbade it when he asked earlier."

"I wonder. Why is it that Ranke's always first to these murders?"

Kurt, mind dulled, did not catch the implication.

"Ranke, give me the knife!"

Numbly, he handed it over. Von Lappus examined it

closely. "Ah, well. I didn't think so. Too logical. Or illogical. If they wanted the book and Kurt was their man,

there'd've been no need for the killing. All right, Ranke,

why was the notebook important? What was in it?"

"You don't know, sir?"

"No, I don't." He sounded exasperated.

"He has the translation in his stateroom, sir. But there wasn't much to it." He was too numb to feel the pain that notebook had cost him. "He thought they wanted it back because they weren't sure what it said."

"Nothing at all?"

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"Just a diary." He was coming to life, the shock reced-ing. "The only thing important was a description of an identification tattoo they wear, here on the left arm. A

skull and a number, but they only show in a special light.

Marquis's mark is supposed to be scarred."

"That would be important to someone looking for

him."

"If I were Marquis," said Haber, "I might kill to keep that secret."

"Yes sir," Kurt replied, "except how could he have known what was in the notebook?"

"Does anyone have this scar?" von Lappus demanded.

"Not that we could find, but we didn't get a chance to check everybody. Gregor was afraid to be too open. Said

we'd have a whole battleship load of Political Officers

here before we could get started. ..."

"He knew more than you. We've more trouble with the

Political Office than you think. They know damned well

Beck's death was no accident. This Deal Adam told us in

so many words that if we so much as raise a hand against

another Political Officer, we'll be blown out of the water.

I expect that includes their undercover man."

"We can't do anything, even if we find out who killed

Gregor?"

"Right. From the Political Office viewpoint, he's not a murderer. He's a man doing his duty. Duty's always been

a shield for abominations."

Kurt had been caressing a coffee cup sitting on the

Captain's desk. He hurled it across the cabin.

"Ranke"

"Sorry, sir. It's just... well, like ... like being in a cage with an open door, but you get shot if you step out."

"An apt description. We have to divert the gunman's

attention. You and Lindemann kept lists of suspects?"

"Yes sir." Nervously, he took the list from the pocket of his jumper, handed it to von Lappus. He wondered

what the Captain would think on seeing Haber's name

underlined. Kurt noted that, as von Lappus examined the

four names, sweat ran down his sagging jowls. He finally

realized the man was as angry as he, but better controlled.

Much better controlled.

"Explain what you two were doing tonight. Every-

thing."

Kurt talked for fifteen minutes, telling all he could

remember. Speaking made him feel better, as if all rage

and sorrow departed via his mouth. He finished. Von

Lappus extended the list to Haber. Kurt, staring into

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nothingness, missed a bit of silent byplay. Von Lappus

indicated a name with his thumbnail. Haber nodded.

The Captain turned back to Kurt. "Ranke, move your

gear into Lindemann's quarters. This Marquis, once he

discovers what's in the book, may assume you know too

much. You'll be safer in officers' country. Heinrich, stay

with him when he goes above. We'll commission him

Ensign, Navigator."

"Sir. . . ." Haber was to protect him? He felt the first light caress of the high terror Gregor must have endured

for months.

"Be quiet. Heinrich, help him all you can. Between you, you should get Lindemann's work done. You should be

capable, anyway, Ranke. You've had the experience. Who'll

replace you?"

"Horst Diehn? He doesn't write well, but he knows the

simpler things, log keeping and weather reports."

"Fine."

"Wiedermann won't like this," Haber said softly. "He's wanted Obermeyer's commission for two years, and we

haven't promoted him... ."

"To hell with Wiedermann's ambitions," von Lappus rumbled.

"A thought, Sepp," said Haber, looking thoughtful.

"Suppose we release the word that the killer has this scar.

There'd no longer be a secret for him to save. Kurt'd be

safe."

"That'll start a witch-hunt. ... Uhm, do it. Might flush the man. But take care the men don't get carried away.

No more trouble with Political Officers. That'll be all for now. Help Ranke move."

Later. The sun was well up. Time to be up and about

ship's work, Kurt thought. The ship was abuzz with talk

about Lindemann's death and his promotion. Still some-

what dazed, he ignored the questions and congratulations

and Hans's bitter stare as he moved.

Once the move was finished, he stretched out on his

new bunk and stared at the overhead, wrestling with

himself. Illogically, based on little evidence, he had de-

cided that Haber was the killer—only two suspects had

known Gregor had the notebook in time to move so

swiftly. But he had no proof beyond emotional certainty.

He fought an urge to vengeance.

To divert himself he sorted Gregor's effects, put the

intimately personal aside, the useful out to be distributed where they could be used—such was custom in a world

where once common items were so difficult to obtain.

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Gregor's uniforms he passed over, certain they were to be

given to him. His cousin's footlocker contained little:

mementos, the most noteworthy being a pine cone—from

Telemark, Kurt thought. The desk held only what one

would expect, things a navigator would need. Only when

he began on Gregor's safe—which had been left open—

did he receive a surprise.

In prominent view was a sheaf of papers, punched, tied

into a volume with twine. A letter was straight-pinned to

the first page.

Kurt, it said, if you read this, 1 will be speaking

from. the grave. I am frightened. Marquis is getting

close, as I am getting close to him. Our courses will

converge, and only one will survive. If he kills me,

you have to take over. Trust the Captain. He is on

our side. He has promised to take Jager out of the

fleet when he can. Attached are notes I have kept.

They will tell you something about the resistance. Do

not let the Political Officers get them.

I am sorry we have not gotten along better. I knew

when I left Norway that there would be a Marquis

aboard. For too long I thought you were he, trying to

take advantage of our relationship. I apologize. Be

careful.

Your cousin, Gregor

Kurt went on to read Gregor's notes. They were not

unlike Beck's; rather personalized accounts of the activi-

ties of a small human cog in a large, impersonal human

machine. He got very little from them except the names

of some underground leaders, the names of trustworthy

men aboard ship, and confirmation of his theory that Hans

was Brindled Saxon.

He did not know what to make of that. If Hans was

angry that he had not gotten a commission first, how

would he feel when he learned he was still second-best in

the ship's underground?

Gradually, Kurt sank to the depths of a great despair,

mourning Gregor, Otto, and Erich. Again he fought him-

self on a battlefield of pain, wanting revenge so badly, not certain who should suffer the arrows of his hatred. Haber,

he thought, but Heinrich was so hard to hate. Too many

childhood happinesses stood as a shield before him. ...

Time passed, the seconds, minutes, hours. Each second

was a bitter assassin, thrusting cruel knives into his guts and twisting. The minutes were great angry birds, and he

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Prometheus bound, feeling their beaks and talons ripping

the flesh from his soul. The hours had the mocking humor

of the universe, black and eternal....

He was so engrossed in himself he did not hear the

knocking till the knocker shouted, "Kurt!"

Haber, he realized. He opened the door. "Sir?"

"Chow. Have you tried the uniforms yet?"

Kurt shook his head slowly. "Makes me feel like a

vulture."

"He doesn't need them. You do." He leaned closer, searching Kurt's face. "Snap out of it. We haven't time for self-pity."

Ensign Heiden passed. "Hold it,!" Haber growled.

"Commander?"

"Have you spare insignia to loan Ranke?"

"Yes sir."

"Bring them around, will you?" Haber turned back to the stateroom.

Kurt had disrobed and was about to step into a pair of

Gregor's trousers. "It seems like someone's trying to cut me off from the world." He buttoned the trousers. "Loose around the waist, but the length's right."

"Use the belt. What do you mean, trying to cut you

off?"

"Oh, nothing. Just a wild notion. The three people

killed were about the closest to me, here on the ship.

Which made me think you or Hans may be next."

"The shirt fits well enough. Try the cap. I don't know if I should feel that's a compliment. Anyway, the dead were

all underground. I'm not." Haber's shakes increased visibly while he spoke.

"Not a serious theory. All three gave reason for Political Office action." He pulled Gregor's battered hat down on his head. "Too tight."

"Loosen the band." Sotto voce, he added, "I pray your theory's stardust."

After fumbling a moment, Kurt got the hatband

loosened. "There. How do I look?"

"Like a sloppy edition of Lindemann. Ah. Heiden.

Thank you. Kurt, put these on, then come to the

wardroom."

"I'm not hungry," Kurt said as he tamed to the mirror.

"I don't care. You'll eat anyway. Get a move on. We go on watch soon."

Kurt frowned thoughtfully as the door closed behind

Haber. They were not going to let him ease out of

}Sger's affairs. And there was nothing he wanted more

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than to drop out of everything, to escape—especially

Haber.

Then he realized how much better he felt because of

Haber's visit. In fact, he was ready to plunge back in. He

decided, as he was pinning the last piece of insignia in

place, that he was hungry after all.

Dinner in the wardroom was singularly quiet. Kurt had

no familiarity with wardroom procedure, but was certain

the stillness was not the normal state. The point of the

rapier-silence seemed directed at de 1'Isle-Adam. And the

quiet accusation bothered the old man. Kurt could see his

agitation, suspected he was as shocked by the murder as

anyone else.

Kurt wondered how it would feel to be completely

surrounded by hating men. He tried to picture himself

aboard the High Command battleship, in a position com-

parable to de 1'Isle-Adam's. A bad vision. He considered

himself a loner, but that much alienation would soon have

driven him mad. Perhaps such had helped make Beck the

cold man he had been.

Kurt's first watch as an officer, understudying Haber,

proved socially awkward. His old watchmates were uncer-

tain how to treat him, were more than cautiously respect-

ful. The bridge remained silent, with none of the soft

joking and easy reminiscing which had characterized Greg-

or's watches. Kurt, still somewhat withdrawn, did not

notice. He tried to teach his replacement, and to pay

attention to Haber's advice. Hans he let be as much as

possible. The Boatswain seemed extremely sullen about

the promotion.

lager moved steadily eastward, never increasing speed,

never slowing, each minute closer to that point where her

course intersected the path of Fate.

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XVI

INDIAN coastline lay off the port beam. Kurt stared at

it, in a mood for contemplation. He had recovered from

his depression, had almost forgotten Gregor's death—in

the way evil memories are hastily abandoned, dread lum-

ber to be shed—and had temporarily laid his suspicions to

rest. Now, though, he sometimes shook like Haber. The

Meeting ... it could not be far in the future.

The watch had recovered too. Kurt was an officer

much like his cousin. As long as the men did their jobs, he paid them no heed. That is all he felt he could expect.

India had been on the left hand for three days. Behind

laser lay the Rann of Cutch, the Gulf of Cutch, the Gulf

of Cambay. The ruins of Bombay could not be far ahead.

Kurt's eyes continually sought the dark line where land

met sea, searching—for what he did not know. Perhaps

some of the wonder gone the way of the tales of innocent

childhood. Somewhere behind that coast lay the northern

end of the Western Ghats, but he never could find their

purple breasts.

"Quartermaster," he called into the pilothouse, "have you got that fuel estimate yet?"

"Yes sir," the new Quartermaster replied. "Mr.

Czyzewski estimates thirty hours minimum. Should last

longer. He's steaming maximum economy."

"Very well. Boatswain."

"Sir?"

Kurt felt warm inside each time Hans called him "sir."

Their feud was a thing almost forgotten, yet he still got a wonderful feeling of power. . . . Hans was very polite,

though his jealous anger was never entirely concealed. He

avoided speaking of Karen more carefully than ever.

"Send the messenger to the wardroom. Ask Commander

Haber when he'll be up."

"Yes sir."

Karen. Kurt felt guilty when his mind turned to Karen,

because he thought of her so little. No matter that he had

little time for thought. His mind should be on her often.

Yet he knew others had the same problem. Wives, home,

children, childhood, were things no longer real, had gradu-

ally become dulled silver images of memory. Faces were

rose nebulosities, memories with the fuzzy quality of

dream. The bad times had been forgotten and the good

romanticized into more than they had ever been.

In the early days, with memories fresh and the battle

distant, men had talked of home and plans for the future.

No one had looked beyond the horizon to that grim

reckoning called the Meeting. But now the days, weeks,

and months of waiting were gone. The Meeting loomed

tall, a few days, a week, surely no more than a month

away. Each man, from Captain to lowest seaman, grimly

knew. No longer did they speak of the future, nor often

did they speak. When they did, they talked of the present,

as ship's work demanded, and of the past. Rosy, rosy

pasts, with childlike dreams and fantasies, half-forgotten

adult hopes, haunted the ship, phantoms from. fairyland

minds.

And yet, poised on the borders of battle, each man

insisted there was no time for dreams—no time for the

dreams of others. The ship must be made ready. A specter

stalked the metal passageways, invisible, but known by all: Fear.

Kurt hit the rail with his fist, hard enough to hurt. He

turned, hitched his trousers, strode into the pilothouse. He glanced at the log and charts of his replacement, complimented the man, recrossed the bridge, climbed into the

Captain's chair. He leaned forward, chin on fists, rocked

as the ship rocked, watched the green seawaters part

around the bow, and thought.

The messenger returned. "Commander Haber will be up

shortly," he said.

"Very well," Kurt replied. He turned back to his problem.

Nothing was happening. As had been the case after the

first two murders. Marquis bode bis time, waiting for the

anger, indignation, and caution to die. Or, perhaps, there

was nothing more he needed do.

Why should the man do anything? Kurt asked himself.

The notebook had been recovered. Its only secret was

common knowledge. If Marquis had half the brains Kurt

believed, he would now do nothing unless directly threat-

ened.

The watch ended, with Bombay still below the horizon,

and the Indian forests farther, lager could exhaust her

fuel in as little as twenty-eight hours. The situation, he

knew, was as bad on other ships.

Next noon fuel estimates were more optimistic, but the

bunkers were emptier than ever. Twelve hours' steaming.

Other ships were paired for highlining, sharing the remain-

ing fuel. The carrier Victoria had launched a recon flight

an hour earlier, looking for a forest. Signals between ships told of desperation.

Imagine, Kurt thought, an entire fleet dead in the water

in the middle of nowhere, able to do nothing but drift like so many wood chips, at the mercy of wind and sea—and

of their crews. Life depended on fuel, fuel to heat the

boilers providing steam to the turbines driving the ships,

fuel to make steam to drive the generators of electric

power so necessary aboard Jager and her like, fuel to

heat the water in the fresh-water evaporators. Kurt pic-

tured two hundred derelicts, two hundred Flying Dutch-

men, patrolling the Malabar Coast.

He grew aware of sudden tension on the bridge, looked

up, found all the men staring to starboard. Victoria was

recovering aircraft. The clunk-clunk of feet overhead told

him the Political Officers were preparing to receive mes-

sages.

A half hour passed before anything came in. One of the

young men brought it down. Kurt read it quickly, sur-

veyed the intensely inquisitive faces of his watch, smiled.

"They found a forest. Not far." Only fifteen kilometers south of the leading elements of the fleet. Five hours'

steaming for Jager, she being kilometers back in the for-

mation. She would make it with fuel to spare.

Kurt called the Captain's cabin. "Officer of the Deck.

Signals from the flag, sir. Stop for refueling off Rotnagiri.

Five hours, sir." A pause. "Yes sir."

Kurt turned to Hans. "The Captain said to have all boats and tools prepared before securing ship's work."

"Yes sir."

Kurt again felt that little twinge of pleasure at having

power over Hans, though it stirred some of the old en-

mity.

Although he objected strenuously, Kurt had to remain

aboard while the bulk of the crew went ashore. He was

willing to endure the tiresome work for the feel of earth

beneath his feet—it had been a year—but von Lappus

denied him on grounds of safety. He would not be allowed

to risk the assassin's knife.

Two of the three days spent at anchor were hell. The

third proved both amusing and informative. Early that

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morning one of the boats came out with an odd, skinny

little brown man perched atop a small mountain of wood.

An Indian.

Kurt had the quarterdeck watch at the time, looking

officious and trying to stay out of the way of ship's work.

Then came the native.

"What've you got there, Deckinger?" Kurt shouted as the boat came alongside.

The native jumped up, saluted in magnificent parody,

and, with an abominable accent, shouted, "Hallo, Unter-leutnant!" There followed a flood of speech, of which

Kurt caught perhaps a third, mangled German mixed with

the dregs of a half-dozen tongues. Kurt recognized some

Polish and English.

"Deckinger! Can't you turn him off?" The Indian shut up. "What's going on? Who's this?"

The coxswain shrugged as his boat nudged the accom-

modation ladder. His oarsmen chuckled. "Near as we can figure, he ran into survivors from the last Meeting.

Must've been a rare mixture. German and Polish I speak,

English I recognize. He mixes all three with as many

others. Name's Boroba Thring. Be good to him. We

fought a French corvette to get him."

The Indian galloped up the ladder, grinning, snapped

another remarkable salute, promptly disappeared through

the nearest door.

Kurt's mind ran like a dog chasing its tail. He knew

there had been but one ship at the last Meeting carrying

men who spoke German and Polish. He hurried after the

Indian, found him below, in the after crew's quarters,

cheerfully poking through everything loose.

Hours later, after questioning by the team of von Lap-

pus, Czyzewski, de 1'Isle-Adam, and Kurt—because he

spoke Danish, though the Indian did not—the man's story

became clear. A party of survivors of the last Meeting had

camped near Rotnagiri while recovering from an epidemic

fever, passing several months there before continuing their march to Europe. How long ago? Close to ten years.

And that was all they had from him, hopes raised and

crushed. Germans and Poles had survived the Meeting,

but, almost certainly, not the march home—or they would

have arrived. Kurt spent the remainder of the day in

depression. It had been a long time since his father had

weighed so heavily on his mind.

The Indian announced he was there to trade. He offered

fresh food for tools and medicines. Von Lappus turned

him down. No time. High Command wanted the fleet

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moving before nightfall. They let the Indian stay aboard

until the last boat departed.

Jager recovered that last boat on the run. The leading

elements of the fleet had been underway for an hour. Sun

setting, boat being hoisted out of the water, the ancient

lady began the last leg of her journey to her date with

Fate.

Six eventless days passed. Signals flew increasingly thick

during that time, until lager's Political Officers were

almost continually busy. Flags festooned the vessels by day, flashing lights winked like hundreds of low, twinkling stars by night. In her wardroom, lager's officers spent long

hours over the messages, and battle assignments which had

been delivered during the refueling pause—von Lappus

still had not broached his plan for escape.

lager's battle assignment was minimal. When the fleet

divided into fighting and support groups, she would be left to convoy the auxiliaries. Kurt suspected this was because

High Command did not trust her in the battle line. He was

pleased, as was von Lappus. This seemed to fit well with

something building in the Captain's mind. Late on the

afternoon of the sixth day, signals went up directing all

ships to the second degree of battle readiness. Watertight

doors were secured, hatches were battened, life preservers

and helmets were hauled from their racks and lockers and

checked. Ammunition was prepared, nervous gunners la-

bored over their weapons, making certain they were in

perfect order. The cooks prepared cold foods for when

men would be unable to leave battle stations. The tension

built, soon became overwhelming.

It redoubled when, on the morning of the seventh day,

off Trivandrum, the signal came for general quarters, the

first degree of readiness. The flag expected contact soon.

Kurt wondered, briefly, how anyone could know, but was

too busy for deep speculation.

When there was sufficient light, one of the carriers

launched a recon flight. Grumbling like tired old men

disturbed, the aircraft staggered into the sky and chugged

away across the southern tip of India.

An hour later, lager's men were startled by the sound

of guns kilometers ahead. Black puffs spotted the sky.

Soon four aircraft—jets by their speed and racket—came

darting down the length of the fleet, trailing a rolling

barrage of anti-aircraft fire. They were come and gone so

quickly Jager managed but a single salvo. The tension was

a violin string twice too tight scraped with an unrosined

bow....

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Kurt, watching the silver darts climb and turn behind

the fleet, overheard a muttered, "This's it! This's really it.

After all this time ..."

And, "They're real! I never thought..."

And, "Christ, we're in for it if all their planes are like those...."

The wing markings of the planes burned in Kurt's

mind. Australian. The Enemy. He, too, had never com-

pletely believed . . . but there they were, trailing thin white as they raced eastward.

The bridge was ahum with subdued, frightened talk.

Jets. The hope was that those were all the Australians

could put in the air. The hope was that the Australian

carriers would be sunk before planes like those could

strike.... They hoped.

Hours of nothing followed, until the recon planes re-

turned. Then signals soon flew.

Twenty-eight enemy ships, cruisers, destroyers, and two

carriers, had been found in the Gulf of Mannar, steaming

southward at fifteen knots. The division of the fleet, which had begun at dawn, hastened.

As evening drew near, powerboats raced through the

fleet, collecting Political Officers. They were carried to the battleship.

"This looks strange," Haber observed as the bridge gang watched lager's four clamber into a boat.

"Wouldn't be surprised if they didn't come back," Kurt growled. 'They're rats deserting a dead ship."

"How're we supposed to get battle signals?" a seaman asked plaintively.

"Oh, they've given us a very good battle plan," Haber replied sarcastically. "We don't have to communicate."

Signals could, though, be made via the signal books.

The man missed the mockery, Kurt saw. He simply

nodded and returned to work, reassured. Kurt wished he

felt the same—sure of anything.

"Not all the rats have left the ship," the Commander said in a lower voice. Kurt searched his face. He had been

waiting for some comment on this, wondering how Haber

felt about being left behind.

"Why didn't they take him with them?" Kurt asked, not really expecting an answer from the man.

Haber shrugged. "Maybe they don't want him either."

Was that a bit sour? "More likely, though, they feel

there's still work for him here. Every ship probably has an undercover man who's being left behind."

"A gruesome thought." But he got no rise from Haber.

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More wearying hours passed. The battle group formed

and pulled ahead of the auxiliaries. Both forces were well

into the turn around the tip of the Indian subcontinent.

By twilight the fighting force was beyond the horizon,

position marked by a pall of black smoke. All was quiet.

Near midnight, when most of the men were asleep at

their stations, there were light flashes far ahead, in the

clouds. Not a surface engagement. A night attack from

the air. Kurt worried. The Australian technology appeared

more and more formidable. A night attack would have

been impossible with the rickety Western aircraft.

The flashes and subdued, thunderiike mutterings contin-

ued for almost two hours.

Morning came. The cooks served sandwiches on station,

with vast quantities of coffee. Soon the auxiliaries reached the scene of night-battle. Wreckage. Floating corpses.

Men in liferafts who were rescued by the larger support

ships. A few prisoners, downed flyers.

The sun, following some retarded timetable, took eons

to reach the zenith, lager and her convoy entered the

Gulf of Mannar. The sun, after an eternal pause, started

down its path to the west. Tension mounted, though that

seemed impossible.

The first attack came from the south, low, so swiftly

that bombs were falling by the time Jager's gun started

around. There were less than forty planes, all—thank

God!—prop jobs as sickly as their Western opponents.

Aircraft cannon shells were racketing off the forecastle

when Jager's guns first spoke.

Inside the death machine, men scrambled here and

there, to little purpose, doing themselves and the ship little good.

Steel, fire-tipped fingers tracked aircraft across an angry sky, hurling fifty-five-pound packets of death as fast as

men could load.

Kurt dove for cover as aircraft cannon shells hit the

bridge. Supposedly bulletproof windows exploded inward.

One shell screamed through, exploded in the Captain's Sea

Cabin. The mattress there smoldered. Kurt, in a daze,

unaware of risk, staggered out the portside door.

The sky was speckled black with the puffs of exploding

shells. A bomber scored a hit a thousand meters away. An

ammunition ship became a tremendous fireball, exploding

and re-exploding. Off the port quarter a destroyer took a

torpedo at the waterline amidships and became two. One

half sank in seconds. Kurt leaned on the rail and pitched

his breakfast over the side.

A scream. "Get in here, you idiot!" Hans Wiedermann.

Kurt half turned, saw the little Boatswain charging, was

seized, hurled into the pilothouse. Hans leaped in after

him, centimeters ahead of the deadly debris of an explod-

ing bomber.

A dull roar ran through the ship, Jager's gunners cheer-

ing their kill.

Another aircraft, unseen but felt and heard, dying,

screamed over on a kamikaze run. A wingtip brushed the

maintruck, ripped 'away useless radar antennae. It hit

water three hundred meters on, skipped like a flat stone,

spinning, sailed another hundred meters, and broke up in

midair.

Then came a strange quiet. The enemy fled, leaving a

quarter of his strength behind, his planes low silhouettes

on the southeastern horizon. Jager's bridge gang got to

their feet and stared at the tortured sea, at the flames

rolling from the corpses of ancient ships. Overhead, imag-

ined Valkyries wailed in a black mackerel sky of past

explosions, and black oil smoke veiled the watching faces

of the disturbed gods of the deep.

Faces pale, guts taut, men studied sea and sky, the mad

waterfield of their first sea battle—so quickly come and

gone....

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IT got easier, the shooting and killing. Less panic, more

professionalism, if thus it may be said. The threat of death spurred men to faster, more efficient reactions—though

weariness sapped some of the improvement. More kills,

fewer casualties, except for the Australian aircraft, whose numbers rapidly dwindled.

During the long night after the first attack, and in the

interims between the two attacks the following day, Haber

kept busy. The mess tables became operating tables; engi-

neers' quarters, the best protected, became a convalescent

hospital. Deaths were gratifyingly few, fewer than the

thirteen paid for passage to the Meeting.

During the interlude separating attacks three and four,

Jager heard the big guns muttering in the north, a

surface engagement in Palk Strait. Those ships with oper-

able radios received progress reports, passed the news by

signal flag. Both sides had expended their aircraft. The

Australians, outnumbered, were losing, but were tena-

ciously holding the strait. The fighting was a hundred

kilometers distant, but scores of five- and eight-inch trolls'

mouths were bellowing in chorus there. Their cruel song

rippled down the ocean, serenaded the auxiliaries with

atonal sounds of mortality.

The fourth raid came during the night.

Psychedelia: orange flashes with yellow, the green sea

sparkle suddenly exposed by gun-light, and phosphores-

cence in the waves; poor tiny confused fishes jumping;

the gun barrels with their flames talons tearing at the

night; brief dots of light which crackled in the sky;

screaming aircraft engines, screaming shells, screaming

bombs, continual explosions, screaming men; a burning

ship, a burning plane. Kurt grew dizzy trying to follow it

all.

A plane hit water a hundred meters before Jager and

escaped being overrun only because she was in a high-

speed turn. The pilot, inexplicably surviving the crash,

scrambled from his cockpiit and dove into the sea. Some-

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one, with unusual presence of mind and even more unusu-

al compassion, dashed out onto the maindeck and snagged

the man with a boathook as Jager drove past.

Kurt saw the man being hauled aboard. He studied the

sky, looking for aircraft betrayed by moonlight. Nothing

coming in. He ran along the starboard wing, down two

ladders, and reached the pilot just as he rose with the help of two sailors.

Snarl of an aircraft engine, climbing in pitch and vol-

ume. "Get him inside!" Kurt ordered. "Mess decks." The sailors supported the pilot, half carried him to the mess

decks door. Kurt pulled it open.

The roar came in low, amidst bursting shells, blazing a

trail with tracers. Kurt threw himself inside, as did the

others. A swarm of shells accompanied them. There were

screams....

Kurt rose, jerked the watertight door shut. "You all

right?" he asked. Stupid question. The sailors were broken, ruined, chopped meat. The Australian, whom they had

pushed ahead of them and thus shielded with their bodies,

groaned weakly. Kurt, with the reluctance of one touching

a poisonous snake—the pilot was that mythical Enemy he

had his life long been conditioned to fear and hate—

placed his fingers against the man's cheek. The Australian's eyelids fluttered. Kurt looked at him closely, surprised.

This was an old man, at least sixty, from his brass almost

certainly a high-ranking officer. Such an ancient flying

combat?

"Got by my own mates." He coughed. A rough smile

tugged the corners of his mouth. "Three Meetings now,

thirty-four missions, shot down three times. And finally

scragged by my own wing man." He laughed weakly. Kurt

sat silently over him—said nothing because he felt the

man would not want him to—stared as blood trickled over

his fingers—Australian blood, yet warm, red, human.

"Ah, but it's the Enemy's fault, isn't it?" the pilot murmured. "Oh, Billy, my admiral brother Bill, you'll play avenger for me, won't you?" He coughed gurglingly, spit up red foam. "Neatly tucked them in, didn't we? Bottled them up. ... Maybe this's the true Last Meeting. . . .

Molly!" Suddenly he was frightened, terribly frightened.

Though he was as suddenly no longer an enemy, Kurt

jerked his hand away, frightened himself. This could not

be far in his own future....

"Molly!" the Australian gasped again—then seemed

deflated when his soul departed.

Kurt rose slowly, suffering overpowering sadness. He

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had so wanted to talk to this man, even if only in anger,

to make contact with a fragment of the other side. But

the fellow had evaded him, died without saying anything.

Or had he? Halfway to the bridge, in midstride, he

jerked to a halt, finally grasping the sense of those dying words. Bottle? A picture of Ceylon, India, and the sea

between flashed across his mind, and he considered the

odd fact that air attacks always came from the south. And

he knew

What seemed an easy victory at Palk Strait was but a

small gambit in a huge defeat a-making. Almost certainly,

another Australian force had hidden east of Ceylon and

was now closing the Gulf of Mannar behind the Western

armada. It had to be. . . . The northern force would hold

while the southern took the auxiliaries from the rear,

wolves into sheep poorly shepherded, destroying, and the

Western fighting units would be without supplies. They

would be easy killing once their ammunition was gone. He

ran on to the bridge, reported his suspicions to von Lappus and Haber.

While he talked, he watched Haber patch a deathly

pale Hans's arm. A shell fragment had taken a chunk

from it. Shock, plus the depression he had been suffering

of late, had raped away the last of Wiedermann's cock-

iness. His expression was that worn when his father was

about to descend on him with a belt. But the punishment,

this time, would be final.

The night marched slowly on. Enemy aircraft—less

than a dozen now—came and went, concentrating on the

escorts. Kurt wondered if this was the prelude to a surface engagement. Made sense, if his theory were correct.

Jager received her share of attention, but, by zigzag-

ging, changing speed, and luck, she remained relatively

unscathed. Plenty of holes from strafing; nothing interfer-

ing with ship's operations.

Von Lappus paced. Any plan he may have had had to

be scrapped, now Jager was in a trap. His face was pale

and tired, his weight seemed to pull him down. "How far to the Indian coast?" he asked.

Kurt went to the chart table. "Excuse me, Paul." He studied the charts. "Fifty kilometers, sir."

"And Ceylon?"

"The same. We're right in the middle."

"We'll head for the mainland. If we can't hide, we'll

beach her and walk."

Kurt's mind rushed back to the visitor of a week ear-

lier. Others had tried walking home.

"Left full rudder. All ahead standard. Tell the engine room to stand by for emergency maneuvers. I want all

boilers on the line, burning coal. Ask how long they'll

need to get full steam."

The helmsman, lee helmsman, and telephone talker did

as they were directed. All eyes were on the Captain,

expectant.

"Captain," said the phone talker, "they say they'll need a half hour to get superheat on the standby boilers. ..."

"Tell them to get those fires burning, and to call as soon as they can put the boilers on the line." Von Lappus

resumed pacing. "How long till sunrise?"

"About two hours, sir," said Kurt. "But we'll have light before then."

"Lookout reports flashing light from the screen com-

mander, sir," a phone talker announced.

Kurt grabbed a memo pad and stepped out on the

starboard wing. "Brecht, get up to the signal bridge and tell them we're ready to receive. Take your time."

Haber grabbed the signal book as Brecht scrambled up

the ladder to the signal bridge. The commodore's message

soon arrived. Kurt noted the groups. Haber, looking over

his shoulder, searched the signal book for their meanings.

"Should've known," Haber said shortly. "He wants to know where we're going. Captain?"

Von Lappus shrugged. "Send some nonsense. 'Proceed-

ing independently to air bedding, run a degaussing range,

and attack with missiles and depth charges.' By the time

he figures that out, we'll be clear. I don't think he'd shoot, anyway."

Haber encoded the message, taking his time. Kurt

handed it up to Brecht. Brecht sent it slowly, as if unfa-

miliar with the light. All the while, the range between

ships opened at a relative twelve knots.

That range opened to four kilometers. The commodore

requested a repeat. Brecht sent the message again, with

minor changes. Before more was heard, JSger could no

longer read the incoming.

She ran a point off parallel with the seas. The rolls were

bad. Her bows rose high, she yawed, her bows fell, and

the phosphorescent waters rushed past to make a sparkling

silver trail behind. A tinge of false dawn smeared the

horizon line east.

"The seas are running high," von Lappus observed. "Is a storm too much to hope?"

Kurt looked around. A deeper darkness loomed to the

south. "Looks like a squall there, sir, but we'd be steaming right into the Australians."

"Forget it."

There were flashes behind them, and a few ships silhou-

etted, as the fleet's guns opened up on a new wave of

aircraft, lager hurried on, ignoring the fighting. Kurt

suffered a moment of guilt and regret for thus abandoning

others to their fates.

"Engine room reports all boilers on the line, sir," a phone talker announced.

"Very well. Tell them to give me every possible turn."

Soon lager was shuddering. She surged forward. Kurt

watched the indicator on the pitometer as it crept past

twenty, toward twenty-five knots. The destroyer bad not

run this fast in decades—perhaps centuries.

"Oh-oh," someone muttered, "they've found us."

Aircraft noises approached. Half a dozen planes gathered

like vultures gleeful at finding a lone and staggering man

in a desert, happy to have a target outside the anti-aircraft umbrella of the fleet.

lager corkscrewed across the waters, dodging the

bombs. Her guns tore the dawn with flaming orange

claws. Her frame shuddered time and again as salvos left

her main battery. Kurt and others held hands over their

ears, trying to keep out the deafening crack of the five-

inchers. The sound jarred the teeth and rattled the bones.

It could be felt with the skin. Beside the main battery, the three-inchers and 40mm mounts were chattering children.

"Tell the engine room to give us more speed!" von Lappus bellowed. A bomb hit water just fifty meters off

the starboard bow, drowning the threats with which he

punctuated the command.

While the waterspout from the bomb burst was still

falling, the phone talker replied, "Mr. Czyzewski says he doesn't dare put on any more turns, sir. She's shaking too

much now."

lager rattled like a Skeleton in a windstorm. Her

frame groaned. The old lady was too tired to sprint as

when she was young.

"If he can make another turn, tell him to make it!" von Lappus thundered. "Down!" Shells rang against the pilothouse. A man groaned, hit by a fragment, lager shud-

dered even more. Kurt watched the pit log climb slowly,

so slowly, toward thirty knots.

"Sir," the phone talker cried, "we're taking water around the patch where we lost the sonar dome."

"Very well."

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A plane burned across the lightening sky, right to left,

like a comet, exploded like a holiday rocket half a kilome-

ter ahead. The gunners cheered, but weakly. Their fourth

kill was much less exciting than the first, and they were too tired to waste the energy.

A small bomb from a plane unseen tumbled from the

sky and hit the number one gun mount. Kurt saw the

result, as in slow motion, while throwing himself under

the chart table.

The bomb hit. The turret rose on a small ball of fire

and, intact, arced into the sea to port. Then concussion

from the explosion shattered glass, bounced men around,

and everything loose became a vicious missile. A cloud of

acrid TNT smoke swept past the bridge, filled the pi-

lothouse with its stench. The warship heaved and groaned

and, for a moment, Kurt thought the explosion had

reached the magazines. But no, the firestops had held.

He looked down to the forecastle again as he rose, then

turned away fighting his last meal. The mount was gone.

In its place was a hole surrounded by bumed-metal flower

petals. The upper handling room, ammunition miraculous-

ly unexploded, lay open to the air. Men and parts of men

were scattered about its walls. Streamers of smoke drifted

out.

"Get Damage Control!" the Captain bellowed. "Get the men out of that lower handling room! We've got to

flood that magazine." And all the while the surviving guns thundered their defiance.

The helmsman, frozen to the wheel, followed his zigzag

course with zombie-like precision. No one else moved. A

' mountain of water hurled up by a near miss drenched the

bridge through broken windows. Haber tended the wound-

ed amidst blood and seawater sloshing on the deck.

The phone talker spoke up. "Captain, forward fire room reports they're taking water around a buckled hull plate."

"How much?"

"Just a little. The pumps are handling it. Damage Con-

trol's putting a patch on now."

"Very well."

Kurt looked back to the forecastle, saw water filling the

hole where the mount had been. The liquid was scarlet in

the morning light. Human carrion mingled with pieces of

ship.

The guns spoke on, and the bombs replied.

"How far to the coast?" von Lappus demanded.

Kurt tried to estimate. "Twenty kilometers."

"What speed are we making, helmsman?"

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"Twenty-four knots, sir."

Kurt glanced at the pit log. Jager was losing speed.

Too much for the boilers?

Haber looked up from the man he was tending. "Got to

keep her going for a half hour. Can we?"

The guns never slowed, nor did the bombs.

A napalm canister hit water portside amidships, spray-

ing Jager with flaming jellied gasoline. One of the 40mm

mounts was in its path. Screaming men died before the

washdown system could save them.

Von Lappus risked looking out a door. The washdown

system was unable to flush the napalm. He whirled.

"Wiedermann! Man some hoses. Get rid of the torpedo in that port tube! If the fire reaches it. ..." He did not need to describe what a ton of TNT could do.

Hans took several men and ran down to the torpedo

deck. While some brought hoses into action, two stripped

the canvas covers from the tube, and Hans readied the

firing box. He hit the fire button. The torpedo left the tube with a whoosh, dove through fire, hit the sea—and did not

go anywhere. The propellers were dead. Bullet holes along

the tube told why. As Jager hurried away, the torpedo's

nose sank. Its aft portion stood out of the water like a

milepost along a doom-time road.

Another plane came in, cannon fire sweeping the hose

crews and Hans's two helpers off the torpedo deck. A

three-inch mount evened things as the plane pulled up,

going away.

Hans crawled from beneath the torpedo tube and

sprinted forward, up the ladder to the bridge. Kurt hauled

him through the door. His wound was bleeding again.

"Damn! You were lucky!" Kurt said, patting him on the back. His mind slipped right off thoughts of the unlucky

ones.

"Not finished yet," Hans replied as Haber replaced his bandage. "Fire's still burning."

"Ranke, get some men from Combat and reman those

hoses!" the Captain ordered.

Swallowing his adam's apple, Kurt said, "Yes sir." He hurried down the inside ladder, into Combat, and selected

a half-dozen men whose jobs were least important. They

went out the sonar-room door, caught the flopping hoses,

turned streams of water and foam on the napalm.

They killed most of the fire during a lull. There was just

one small pool in the maindeck, a ways aft. Kurt ordered

the hoses moved that way.

Something spanged off the deck near him as he watched

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the work. A second something whined by, then a third

ricocheted off his helmet, spinning him around and down.

On hands and knees, he took cover behind a ruined potato

locker and looked for the plane.

He saw none.

The nearest was just banking in for an attack. He

searched the ship around him, saw nothing. His heart

suddenly doubled its pace as full terror struck. Marquis

was in action once again, for what reason he could not

imagine. It was madness to shoot at a man here where

Death was already establishing his throne.

The last of the napalm washed over the side. "Get those hoses secured!" Kurt shouted. "Down!" The attacking plane roared over, strafing the bridge. "Get back to Combat"

Once they were gone, he sprinted to the ladder leading to

the wings.

He reached the bridge level panting and started for-

ward, but something caught his eye. Scattered on the deck

aft the closed bridge, where the mainmast and a small

locker for keeping cleaning gear provided a good hiding

place, were several brass cartridge cases. He knelt and

touched one of the casings. Still warm. He glanced toward

where he had been standing on the torpedo deck. Yes,

Marquis had crouched here to do his sniping.

He heard the scream of air over wings, the gossip of

cannons, hit the deck. Shells played tattoo on the bulkhead nearby. One shattered the wooden box housing the psychrometer. A pistol hit the deck near Kurt's head. He

glanced up. Hidden inside the psychrometer box? He

sniffed the muzzle. It had been fired recently. He rose,

tucked it inside his waistband.

And almost instantly threw himself down again. Anoth-

er plane coming in. But it passed over aft, leaving a

horrendous roar and the scream of metal torn like paper.

A ball of fire boiled up from the fantail.

Kurt scrambled to and through the door of the closed

bridge. "A hit aft!" he gasped as Hans pulled him in.

Across the bridge, in the Captain's chair, Haber was

patching a wound in his own left leg. "I'll have to go to the mess decks then," he gasped.

At the same moment the helmsman shouted, "Rudder

doesn't respond, sir."

Von Lappus growled, "Shift your engine and cable."

"Aye, sir. Shifting to port steering engine and port

cable." A few seconds passed. "Rudder still doesn't answer, sir."

"Shift control to after steering."

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"Sir," a phone talker said, "Engineering reports after steering heavily damaged. Damage Control is there now.

Some flooding, and a small fire."

Von Lappus swore vitriolically, asked, "What's your

rudder angle, helm?"

Ten degrees starboard, sir."

Glancing out the door, Kurt could see Jager was running

a large circle. Smoke poured from the hole in the fantail.

"We could steer with our engines," he said.

Van Lappus nodded. He let Jager finish her circle,

gave the orders. The vessel shuddered, slowed as her

engines fought to balance the frozen rudder. "How far to the coast now?"

"Fifteen kilometers!" Kurt shouted. But his words were lost as a stick of bombs exploded before the bow. Jager

staggered into falling spray. "Fifteen kilometers!" he shouted again.

Beside Kurt, Hans muttered, "Don't they ever run out

of bombs?" He stared at a plane coming in low from

starboard. A five-inch shell scored a direct hit, shattered the aircraft five hundred meters out. There was a tremendous fireball as aviation fuel exploded. A tongue of hur-

tling fire almost reached the ship.

"Maybe that was the last one," Kurt said. "I don't see any more."

He was correct. Air and sea soon grew quiet. Fighting

her rudder, Jager staggered landward.

"Boatswain, pass the word that the men can leave their stations to go to the head, or get sandwiches—after battle

reports reach the bridge."

A half hour passed. The sun rose. Kurt walked the wings,

looking at the ship. She appeared wrecked, yet damage

reports were optimistic. The rudder was almost clear.

Most all flooding had been stopped. Men were clearing the

topside wreckage. A miracle—Jager was still afloat. Not

a man aboard had expected her to survive the concerted

attack of a half-dozen Australian planes.

Kurt returned to the pilothouse and slumped against the

chart table, exhausted. He had had, finally, time to think.

Haber, after finishing his work in the mess decks, with a

covey of boatswains and junior officers, limped off to

inspect the worst damage. Once his party cleared the

bridge, Kurt turned to von Lappus and whispered, "I'm

sure I know who Marquis is now." He began shaking. "He took a couple shots at me while I was getting the napalm

off the torpedo deck."

The Captain's eyebrows rose. Kurt gave him the shell

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casings and pistol. He considered them a moment,

frowned, asked, "Who? And what do you think we should

do?"

Kurt rubbed his temples, thought, finally replied, "I dont know. ... I always thought Heinrich was my friend. . . ."

His eyes caught something, his shoulders slumped forward

in despair. "It doesn't matter now." He pointed.

Far away, on the horizon, was a line of silhouetted

masts, and dark smoke hanging low. The trapping force

he expected, coming from the south.

"How far?" von Lappus asked, pointing to the Indian coastline ahead.

"Maybe two kilometers." Estimating was difficult. It was a jungled coast, ragged, indefinite in its meeting with the sea.

"Can't make it." Von Lappus grabbed a phone. "Engine room!" he shouted. "Secure your boilers!" A pause. "I don't care if you'll have trouble firing them again! I don't want any smoke." The stacks were soon clear. Jager

quickly lost way.

Von Lappus returned to the phone. "Engine room? Get

Mr. Czyzewski." A pause while the Chief Engineer was

located, then, "Ski? Trouble coming up. Give me a twen-ty-degree list to starboard. Yes, you heard right. Rood the voids, the bunkers, whatever you have to do. No! Just do

it. You got that fire out in after steering? Good. Forget

the repairs. This's more important. I want this ship to look dead." He slammed the phone down. "Boatswain, I want every man below the maindeck, hidden. Hoepner! Where's

Lieutenant Hoepner?"

"Here, sir."

"Break out the small arms. Issue them to the landing

party."

"Sir?"

"You heard me. Do it." He turned to Kurt. "Ranke, you stick with me. How long till those ships get here?"

Kurt looked toward the Australians. He shrugged. "Half an hour, I suppose. They're probably running all out."

"Thank you. You men, clear the bridge. Get below the

maindeck. We'll organize later." He paused, thinking.

"Wiedermann, launch the boats. Drag the liferafts below.

We may need them later. Dress the dead in lifejackets and

put them over with the boats. Anything we can afford to

throw away, do it."

"Sir?"

"Why does everyone ask questions? Do it."

Hans hurried away. Within minutes he had men scurry-

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ing here and there, working. Soon J'dger was surrounded

by boats, corpses, and debris. With help from Engineering,

she had taken on a pronounced list to starboard. She soon

appeared a badly wounded ship whose crew had abandoned

her for the nearby coast.

"Good!" the Captain rumbled, surveying her from the bridge. "Now, if we get the 'if's' working our way, we may get out of this."

"Sir?" Kurt asked.

"// they're interested in capturing salvageable ships, and ;'/ they're not willing to waste a warship to do the

work, we may get home yet." He would add nothing

more.

xvm

THE enemy cruisers came within firing range. One lobbed

a tentative shell which fell half a kilometer short. Kurt,

half asleep against a bulkhead, awakened. Von Lappus

studied the Australians through binoculars. Minutes

passed. Another shell fell, again at a distance. "Ah," said the Captain. "They're interested. A destroyer's turning out to look us over."

Kurt studied her, was dismayed. Even unharmed,

Jager would have been outgunned.

Far to the east, beyond the horizon, a rumbling com-

menced. Little guns and big made their forceful argu-

ments, cried, Mannerdammerung!

In the north, defying High Command orders, the admi-

ral of the Western fleet withheld the final blow of an easy victory, turned his ships and raced to the aid of his

beleaguered auxiliaries.

"They've caught the fleet," the Captain muttered.

"Come on." He went to the inside ladder and down.

Kurt collected his machine-pistol and followed, tired,

fighting the urge to drop and fall asleep. He stumbled,

caught himself. The ladder was difficult because of the

list.

Von Lappus led Kurt to the ship's laundry, puzzling him

until he saw the shell holes in the outside bulkhead, just

above the deck, facing the approaching destroyer. They

lay on their bellies and watched the Australian rush

closer.

"What if we drift inshore while we're waiting?"

"A chance we have to take. We're gambling big." Von Lappus smiled thinly. "We can always walk home. Might

do me good, help me lose a little weight."

Shortly, one of the destroyer's guns belched fire. The

shell fell two hundred meters short, woke Kurt.

"Stay awake, boy," von Lappus growled.

Kurt rubbed his eyes. "I'm so tired I don't really care any more," he mumbled. "I want to hurt them because they're keeping me awake. But I never wanted to hurt

anybody."

Von Lappus looked at him narrowly. "Take it easy, or

you'll earn yourself the big sleep."

The destroyer came on. Three kilometers. Two. One.

She wasted no more ammunition, but did keep her guns

fixed on Jager. She slackened pace as she drew nearer,

until, at a distance of a few hundred meters, she was just

making steerage way. She stole past her wounded relative

mere meters away, increased speed, turned, came back for

another pass. This time, as she drew abeam, the doors of

her bridge opened and a half-dozen men with rifles

stepped out.

"What? ..."

"Get down!" von Lappus snapped.

Kurt dropped and buried his head in his arms. The

chatter of small arms and the whine of ricochets lasted

perhaps a minute.

"Hope the men keep control," the Captain muttered.

The destroyer turned again and made a third pass. The

small arms again, worse, then water foamed under her

stem and she sped after her fellows, by this time well on

their ways north. The sound of distant firing had become a

constant grumble.

"What now?" Kurt asked.

"We wait, and hope the salvage ship's unarmed. You

can sleep now."

Kurt made a pillow of his arms and weapon, slept.

Others prepared, were given their parts in detail. Jager

was ready when the salvage ship appeared three hours

later.

She was not unarmed, being a tanker with a three-inch

mount on her forecastle deck. ;

Von Lappus woke Kurt and gave him his instructions—

he was to lead the operation about to begin. He felt no

better for his sleep, nor for the charge placed on him. The latter depressed him. He hoped he would not fail. His own

survival would depend on his betraying his ideals. ...

The oiler approached as cautiously as had the destroy-

er, but wasted no time making passes. She stopped along-

side. Her deck force put fenders over to keep the vessels

from injuring each other. She eased closer.

"She must have a full load," Kurt whispered to von Lappus. "Look how low she's riding."

"This's more than I'd hoped for," the Captain replied.

"She'll have enough fuel to get us home—assuming we

take her and get away clean. She'll be slow."

"They're ready." A dozen Australians jumped to

lager's maindeck, immediately set about making the two

vessels fast. "Now?" Kurt asked.

Von Lappus shook his head. "A couple minutes yet. Let

them tie up first. Don't want them to be able to pull

away. Oh, hell!" A wish for tears was in his voice. Someone had opened up with a machinegun. "Too soon," von Lappus moaned. "Too goddam soon!" Firing broke out all along Jager's starboard side. Men were falling and fleeing

aboard the Australian. "Go!" the Captain thundered. "Try anyway. Get the wireless room first."

Kurt studied the tall superstructure built over the tank-

er's stem, spotted what he thought was the wireless room,

nodded. Then he was on his feet and running. He burst

through a door, sprinted to the side, and, exhilarated,

leaped aboard the Australian. Others rushed with him.

Small arms chattered, clearing the enemy decks, lager's

main battery swung around, but remained silent.

"Wieslaw! Fritz! Adolf!" Kurt shouted at three men nearby. "Stick with me!"

He sprayed a ladder with his machine-pistol, climbed it,

did the same with another and another. Then he stopped,

jerked a door open, plunged through.

Terrified sailors inside were desperately preparing a

radio message. Kurt shot the man at the transmitter.

Someone shot back, missed Kurt, hit Adolf. Kurt threw

himself back out, to one side. Wieslaw chucked a grenade

in. A moment later, the wireless and several operators had

been silenced forever.

Then up another ladder, to the bridge level.

Someone there had had time to react. Several shots

whined past Kurt and his two men. They ducked behind a

ventilator. More shots. Kurt fired back, emptying his

weapon. He slipped a new clip in. "Cover me, Wes," he told the nearer of the two.

Wieslaw fired at the door. Kurt crawled toward it,

beneath the bullets.

Whang! Something hit the bulkhead a foot above him.

He scrambled for the ventilator.

"Over there!" said Wieslaw, pointing. He and Fritz fired several wild shots. Kur^ looked. A figure in Littoral white leaned around the signal shack and snapped off a shot

The bullet narrowly missed Kurt's hand.

"Damn! Wes, give me a grenade!" Strangely, he felt none of his earlier fear. He pulled the pin, stood, hurled

the grenade across the space between ships. It arced

down, wide of its mark by a half dozen meters, plunged

into a flag bag. A cloud of torn fabric exploded upward,

drifted like holiday confetti.

The gunman quit before Kurt could throw again, a

white flash as he slipped over the far side of Jager's

signal bridge.

"All right, let's try these people again."

The Pole resumed shooting, with Fritz doing his load-

ing. Kurt crawled forward until he was beside the door of

the Australian pilothouse. "Captain?" he called in English.

"To surrender this ship you had best."

No answer.

lager spoke. Kurt jumped to his feet, startled, saw that

the remaining forward five-inch mount had fired on sailors

trying to man the oiler's anti-aircraft guns. The mass of

smoking wreckage on the tanker's forecastle deck seemed

convincing proof of who had whom....

But no. The Autralian, still shuddering from the ex-

plosion, jerked underfoot, rolled, yawed swiftly. Mooring

lines parted with loud reports. Water boiling behind her,

the tanker began to pull away.

"Mr. Ranke," Wieslaw called, "they're free. We've got to get off!"

Kurt considered hastily, decided he could not take the

ship with the few men already aboard. "Jump!" he

shouted.

Wieslaw and Frifz hesitated. "What about Adolf?" one asked

"Jump!" He fired at the bridge door, turned, hurried to the lower level, where they had left the wounded man.

"Adolf, we've got to jump for it. How's your arm?"

"Ill make it—with a little help."

Kurt helped him to his feet. "A long way down," he said, looking over the rail. "Scary."

Shots from above whined past them. Adolf jumped.

Kurt leaped behind him, weapon held high.

It seemed an eternity before green water smacked his

feet. Below, bullets sent white splashes reaching toward

him. ... He hit poorly, lost the machine-pistol. The wind

exploded from him. He nearly drowned as he fought

taking a breath, surfaced sputtering, coughed up bitter

seawater, struggled in panic—until he remembered Adolf.

Treading water, he looked around. Bullets fell like rain-

drops, it seemed, though in reality they were few. Others

jumped from the tanker. Jager covered them with her

lighter weapons. A 40mm mount systematically wrecked

the Australian's bridge. The oiler strained desperately at

the hopeless task of escape. She was dead, and probably

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knew it. Surely, when she opened to a range where fires

and explosions would no longer endanger Jager, she

would receive a fatal shelling.

Blood stained the water in places. As Kurt located

Adolf, trying to swim one-armed, he realized sharks would

soon gather. Lent strength by sudden fear, he seized

Adolfs hair, quickly towed him to Jager's side. Risking

Australian fire, sailors tossed them a line. Kurt looped it beneath Adolf's arms, treaded water while awaiting his

own turn to be hoisted up. Above, riflemen already stood

by, watching for the first gray, dark-finned torpedo shapes to come gliding in for the feast.

40mm mounts and machineguns nagged the Australian

endlessly. Return fire died—the tanker was beyond the

range of her small arms. Then, as Kurt drippingly ap-

proached the man to explain his failure, von Lappus

ordered, "Main battery, fire!" The five-inchers interrupted lighter natter with fiery exclamations. The oiler had

managed almost a kilometer, her last. The big shells ripped her open, fired her cargo. Kurt, suddenly ashamed, watched

mites of men leap into the sea, only to be received by

floating, burning oil. He turned away, forced his mind to

business—so much death, so many at his own hand, and

he the man who always insisted he would hurt no one. ...

"Ski, get steam as fast as you can." The Captain's voice betrayed none of his disappointment. Kurt glanced

around. The officers had gathered while he brooded. Von

Lappus was planning a new move already—in the light of

the burning ship he appeared demonic. "Heinrich, see to the wounded. Hoepner, clean and check the guns. Inventory the small arms, see how many we lost." Far, scarcely audible over the noise of the dying tanker, the Meeting's

rumble suddenly redoubled. The Western fighting units

had come to rescue the auxiliaries, though for most it was

too late. "Ranke, you and I will take us to shore. Heiden, inventory stores. Separate the essentials, especially salt.

It'll be a long trek through hot country...." This last was weary, more to himself than his listeners.

As they reached the bridge, Kurt said, 'Tin sorry I

couldn't manage." Emotionally numbed by what he had

done—the shooting, the killing—he had not as yet recog-

nized the full depth of Jager's plight. The walk home was

a matter of theory no longer. The destroyer was too

gravely wounded to hazard the sea journey—even provid-

• ing she evaded Australian capture.

"No matter," said von Lappus, now a sad old man.

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"You did your best. If only I could find the man who fired that first burst...."

Kurt had a sudden grim suspicion that Marquis was

responsible, then decided the man could have no motive.

Yet the notion was less insane than High Command oper-

ations as a whole. Even after Ritual War, he had no idea

of the true, modern end toward which that organization

worked.

Two hundred quiet, gloomy men labored listlessly to

bring Jager inshore, into a cove where she anchored and

hoped to be invisible against the jungled background. The

guns yet rumbled on the sea, and smoke made a cloud in

the north. Dawn's slow-moving rain arrived. In the wet,

weary sailors filled the liferafts with stores. Some, unen-

thusiastic about the long walk ahead, insisted the ship was hale enough to make it home.

On the watery battlefield, Western ships expended their

last shells. They had fought bravely in an, uncommonly

long and savage engagement, and still had numbers in

their favor, but could do nothing with empty magazines.

One revived the ancient practice of striking colors. Others followed suit, for all escape routes were closed. Gradually, the Australians bunched them up, forced them southward.

Steaming independently, out of sight, Purpose and a

smaller sister waited for the end. When the battleship's

radar repeaters portrayed the disposition of forces direct-

ed and desired, she would turn toward the waning battle.

Unaccountably, to Kurt, the sun set that dying day. He

had not expected to see its rising, let alone outlive its

passage west. Should he thank the Fates for his survival?

In those few free moments he obtained during the day,

when he was not too busy to think, he dwelt upon what he

had done, on faces which had abandoned life before him.

All he could do to soothe his conscience, at first, was

repeat .a silent formula that he had had to do it for his own survival. Yet a small monster with a Karen-voice gleefully

mocked in the dungeons of his mind, down in the deep

darkness where the evil was imprisoned, loudly reminded

him he need not have been here at all. As a consequence,

he worked harder than necessary, drowned his conscience

in a dizzy wine of fatigue.

And, as men have shown a nearly universal knack for

doing, he soon managed a transference of guilt. The true

culprit, he convinced himself, was High Command. With-

out High Command, none need have died, none need have

spilled blood to the pleasure of Ares. Thus he reinforced

his developed hatred, grew increasingly determined to see

the spiders of Gibraltar fall prey in their own web—no

matter that he was fifteen thousand kilometers distant and

a lone man unequipped to drag them down. As, on leaving

Kiel, he had not believed in Jager's mortality, neither

could he accept his own death as a possibility of the

journey home.

In weariness, with his conscience temporarily appeased,

he slept soundly that night. Not even the threat of Mar-

quis bothered him. Because he feared so much and this

interfered with his blithe advance into the future, he had

tried to ignore the dangers of the day. By nightfall he had almost forgotten. The wardens of his subconscious kept

him in van Lappus's company, or in a crowd, always

armed, but at levels of awareness he abandoned the mat-

ter to Fate.

In fact, when Marquis did cross his mind, he welcomed

the possibility of confrontation. He had things to say to the man, things which had brewed and boiled within him since

Otto's death.

Day dawned fair, and Kurt had hopes he might soon set

foot on land. As at Rotnagiri, von Lappus had kept him

aboard for his own safety. Darkness ashore was too much

Marquis's ally, the beachhead too widely dispersed and

confused. ... His hope was stillborn.

Just six kilometers distant, a vast mass of battered ships

milled. Through Jager's telescope, Kurt saw they were of

both sides. Western ships shepherded by a handful of

Australians. Almost every vessel was terribly wounded.

"What's happening?" Hans asked breathlessly, climbing onto the signal bridge.

Kurt turned from the telescope, saw that most of the

dozen men aboard had gathered. "I don't know. Strange

business. Hope they don't spot us." He did not think they would. Lying parallel to the coast, Jager blended well

with her background.

"Look, Kurt!" Hans pointed.

Kurt looked, was too startled to note Hans's renewed

familiarity. The High Command battleship, with a smaller

cruiser in company, had appeared in the north, perhaps

twelve kilometers from the formation. "What now?" Kurt mumbled, turning to Hans.

Wiedermann was pale beneath his tan. He stumbled

over his tongue several times, fighting some fierce internal battle, before managing, "Get down from here! Everybody get inside the ship. Engineers' quarters."

His reward was questioning looks, then slow compliance

as sailors heeded his urgency. Kurt bent to the telescope

again, turned it toward Purpose. That vessel's guns swung

slowly, toward the ships. . . .

"Kurt, come on! Let's get out of here!" Hans seized his arm, pulled him toward the ladder.

Bemused, Kurt wondered why the excitement, supposed

Hans had his reasons. He did not like those that came to

mind.

As they reached the maindeck, smoke belched from one

of the battleship's guns. Hans ran. Kurt followed, ducked

inside, went down the ladder to engineers' quarters....

Color faded from the passageway above. It was flooded

with raw, overwhelming light. Even several times reflected

as it was, it hurt Kurt's eyes. When, after a few seconds, it faded, he found the afterimages almost as blinding. And it

was hot, so hot....

"Grab something!" Hans shouted. He threw himself to the deck, braced his body between partitions. Kurt and

the others followed his lead, though all faces wore ques-

tioning frowns....

There was a roar like all the guns of time firing in

salvo, a thunderclap followed by the grumble of a cosmic

waterfall, lager leaped, heeled over, groaned. Air pres-

sure changed radically. Kurt's ears were pits of agony.

"Hang on!" Hans cried. "Tidal wave ..." It hit, lifted the destroyer, bounced her like a cork, passed on. Kurt

started to rise. "Not yet!" said Hans. "Back blast." That came shortly, a fierce wind from the direction opposite the earlier shocks, though not nearly as bad.

Then Kurt climbed to his feet. He had a dozen bruises

and abrasions; a trickle of blood ran from his nose. "This's where it started," he mumbled. Memories came back. "But natural weather. A bird's cry. A cool north wind. And

Man, who would be a god, what hath he wrought?" He

suspected, oh, he suspected the worst of evils. He rushed

up the ladder, out onto the maindeck.

His worst suspicions were confirmed. A mighty, wicked

tower it was, standing where a hundred ships had died, a

tombstone tickling the clouds, a huge, phallic mushroom,

the thing not seen these past two centuries of War. . . .

"Atomic bomb!" he gasped. The ultimate horror, the bleak black wicked thing of such hated history, such

conditioned dread, that even the hardest, most uncaring

man watching was permanently turned against High Com-

mand.

"Oh, no!" someone cried in a voice of angry tears. Kurt turned, glad someone shared his outrage and dismay. But,

he immediately saw, the cry was not for the bomb. It was

the eulogy of the crew, the two hundred men who had

been camped on the beach—flash, heat, wind, wave had

done what the Australians had failed to do, destroyed

them utterly. A dozen blinded, dazed, burned men wand-

ered the wrack- and corpse-strewn beach, the holocaust's

few survivors. Smoke from seared trees drifted on now

still air, a veil for ruin. Kurt noticed how all Jager's

paint, facing the blast, had been blackened and blistered.

He checked his men. Of the dozen who had been

aboard, all but two stood with him, staring at the dying

mushroom. "Where's the Captain?" he asked. Drawing no response, he shouted, "Captain!"

"Up here." Looking up, Kurt saw von Lappus leaning against the bridge rail. "Mueller's here, too."

"Shall I send the raft ashore, sir?"

"What raft?"

Kurt looked aft. Not only the liferaft, but the accom-

modation ladder as well had been lost to the wave. They

would have to swim.

"Look!" Hans gasped. Kurt turned again. The atomic cloud had begun to disperse, but another event had

claimed Wiedermann's breath. Limned by the cloud, a

ship staggered landward. She was many times more dam-

aged than lager. Her masts and stacks were gone, much

of her superstructure was destroyed. Her pace was terribly

slow, barely steerage way. Though she was little more

than three kilometers offshore, it might take her an hour

to reach the beach—if she made it at all.

In her grim, determined try for life, Kurt saw an

allegory of the struggling race. Mankind was, these days, a ruined, dying vessel in its last desperate hour, grasping for anything to save it from following the dinosaurs into

oblivion.

There was little allegorical significance, for Kurt, in the High Command battleship's getting up steam and charging

toward the mortally wounded ship. He had, though uncon-

sciously, been expecting something of the sort. From all

he had learned since departing Kiel, this was High Com-

mand's function: destruction. Once again, the mystery of

that organization's purpose plagued him.

The game was hare and hounds—with the hare already

half dead. Or cat and mouse, for Purpose ignored the

quick kill of which her guns were capable. Rather, with

her smaller sister tagging kilometers behind, she raced to

cut the vessel off. Though this seemed cruelest torture,

Kurt suspected there was good reason—perhaps to make

certain there were absolutely no escapees. Which bode ill

for Jager.

The events of the past few days, of the whole cruise,

were coming to a head in Kurt's soul, he hated, and

needed to cause pain. His "How?" in response to Hans's

"We've got to help them" was cold, deadly serious. His whole existence, briefly, was bound toward one object,

destruction of that battleship.

Hans thought. Obviously, the guns were useless. They

would be mosquito bites to that steel leviathan. "The other torpedo!" he declared.

"It's all shot up."

"How do you know? Let's look, at least." Hans grew excited, much as Kurt remembered him when he had

gotten a chance to lead in their childhood games—so long

ago, that age of innocence, so happy even in gray times.

So much he had lost by coming: wife, child, youth ... He

caught Hans's enthusiasm, raced with him to the torpedo

deck. Both ignored von Lappus's shouted orders to aban-

don ship and get far inland before Jager was discovered.

Purpose came implacably onward, would intercept the

wounded vessel little more than a half kilometer offshore,

would do so in less than fifteen minutes.

"No holes," said Hans, after a quick check of the tube.

"You pull the covers. I'll check the firing circuits."

Kurt bent to his task ferociously. The minutes hurtled

past. A small, sane part of his mind screamed that this

was madness, thai he was risking his life on an impossible

venture, that he should swim for safety as fast as he

could. He ignored that voice. For once he would stand

and fight. He tried to forget how he had played the tool in previous stands, ignored the fact that he fought only for

anger and hatred—twin heads of a dragon, the same that

had gotten this War rolling in the first place.

Hans shouted angrily, inarticulately. Kurt yanked the last

of the canvas free, went to his side, discovered the cause

of his rage. An aircraft cannon shell had punched a neat

hole through the firing box. The test circuits said it was

dead. "Kurt, I've got to sink that ship!" said Hans. His intensity was tremendous. "I have to. ..."

As a symbol of his father, like his secret rebellion, his

joining Gregor's movement? Or something else? A kalei-

doscope of notions swirled through Kurt's mind. From

odds and ends came shape, at first fuzzy, then solid cer-

tainty: atonement. And Kurt, who had seen Hans suffer so

much, for the moment forgave. He had no time, then, to

weigh in the balance and see how it tipped. "Open it," he suggested.

Hans did so. The damage was instantly apparent. Two

thin wires, color-coded, had been cut by the passing bul-

let.

"Twist the ends together," said Kurt. He glanced at the battleship, looming huge now. "Hurry. We haven't long."

Maybe five minutes if they meant to save the cripple. That

vessel continued landward unswervingly.

"I've got the blue ones," said Hans, "but there isn't enough slack in the red."

"Oh, damn!" Scarcely thinking, Kurt dashed to the other tube, ripped its firing box open, yanked out a handful of wire.

"Hurry up!" Hans demanded.

"I'm coming, I'm coming!" As he crossed the deck, he used his knife to pare away insulation. "Hera."

Hans snatched the wire, quickly bridged the gap in the

circuit. He closed the box. "How deep does her armor

run?"

Kurt shrugged. "I don't remember. Try six meters."

"She draws about eleven. I'll go for eight. Contact

detonation?"

"Best hope, old as the torpedo is. I'd guess she's doing fifteen knots."

"The circuits are clear. Air pressure up ..."

"Shoot!" Kurt cried. Something told him the battleship was about to open fire. Worse, he had just seen sudden

activity on this side of the warship. Jager had been

discovered.

"Go!" Hans shouted. Compressed air whooshed the

torpedo from the tube. It hit the sea with a great splash

and vanished. For a long moment nothing happened, Kurt

and Hans felt their hopes toppling—then a trail of bubbles

boiling surged toward Purpose. The two danced, howled,

hugged one another. This was the first time they had done

something together and carried it to fruitful conclusion.

The battleship spoke. On her far side, at no more than

two hundred meters, the flying dutchman abandoned her

unnatural life, disintegrated.

"Hans, we've got to get off!" said Kurt. Purpose's secondary mounts were turning toward them.

The torpedo struck. An immense veil of water rose

and momentarily concealed the forward half of the bat-

tleship. Water-bom concussion and sound hit Jager with

almost the fury of the atomic blast. The destroyer

r

groaned. . . . Purpose's bow lifted clear of the sea, fell

ponderously back.

K-urt waited to see no more. He ran, leaped from the

torpedo deck on the landward side, fell, fell. He was still struggling upward when Hans hit nearby. They surfaced,

swam hard.

Something roared, something hit them with a million

fists. Agony. A moment later, gasping for breath, Hans

said, "Must've been her magazines."

"Swim!" Kurt gasped in reply. He remembered Pur-

pose's smaller sister, now surely dashing in for revenge.

They reached land, lay panting on the beach, listened to

the ongoing explosions. Kurt rolled onto his back, saw,

though lager blocked part of the view. Purpose slowly

turn belly upward like some monstrous, dying fish. Her

entire bow section had been torn free, stood nose out of

the water a short distance off. She was surrounded by

swimming men, some of whom tried to climb onto her

corpse, some of whom started for the beach. "Hans, we've got to run. . .."

Something roared overhead and fell into the blasted

jungle, exploded. To the north, Purpose's Eastern sister

bore down like a fiery dragon, trailing smoke of muzzle

blasts. Kurt and Hans staggered to their feet.

"Where're the others?" Hans demanded.

After a thunder of exploding shells, Kurt replied, "Already gone. Grab something to take. Anything."

Without real thought to future needs, they chased about

the beachhead, seizing anything portable. Kurt took an

abandoned pistol, a rifle, an ammunition box, some loose

clothing, his soggy seabag—found lying beneath a decapi-

tated tree. Staggering under the unwieldy load, he hurried

into the jungle. Hans was close behind with an equally

difficult and inappropriate burden.

Behind them, a salvo fell squarely astraddle Jager.

With only a sigh, which might have been for her long-

delayed release, she settled to the bottom. Only her mast-

heads, stacks, and signal bridge remained visible.

The High Command cruiser, which had directed the

Australian Gathering, eased to a stop nearby. Some of her

men set about rescuing Purpose's crew. Others armed

themselves to go ashore. High Command wanted no single

lay survivor of this Meeting.

In the jungle, Kurt and Hans, both in pain, hurried

along the trail left by Jager's fleeing survivors. "It's finally over," Kurt gasped. "We're free." But, inside, he knew it was not. There were still a few last moves in the

game.

XIX

THEY lay close, behind a fallen tree, as the High Com-

mand landing party passed. Kurt shivered, his teeth chat-

tered, as he peered down the moonlit barrel of his rifle.

He tried to convince himself he was cold, but the lie

would not stick. The jungle was sweltering. At least fifty

men were out there, and he was afraid. He and Hans

would have no chance against those numbers.

All day they had vainly sought von Lappus and his

party, all day they had listened to the hunters moving

close behind them. Finally, unable to continue, they had

hidden. Kurt hurt inside. He had wanted to warn the

others of the pursuit. His body had failed him. Hans,

though wounded, had been able to go on, but had refused

to leave him.

As the noise of the High Command rear guard faded,

Kurt noticed Hans's breathing was deep and regular.

Moving closer, he saw Wiedermann sleeping, cheek against

rifle stock. He should keep watch, but he was just too

tired.... Yet sleep would not come, once he surrendered—

because now he had an opportunity to think, and bleak,

sad thoughts kept him awake.

He thought mostly of Hans Wiedermann, this strange

little man beside him, who had shared so much of his life,

yet who was such a great unknown. Hans, who had saved

his life more than once, and who had tried to take it as

often. Hans, he had sadly decided, was Marquis, the killer

he had sought so long. Marquis and Brindled Saxon, part

of two worlds. And, Kurt suspected, he had played both

parts to the hilt, for Hans was that way—yet how had he

managed two loyalties?

Though the evidence had been before him for months,

Kurt had refused to surrender his suspicions of Haber—he

wanted Hans to be innocent, wanted Hans as his friend,

wanted for Hans the human things so long denied him—

till this morning. Proof of Haber's innocence had come

during the assault on the tanker. The sniper, then, had

worn enlisted white, not officer's khaki. Then the atomic

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shell. Only a Political Officer could have expected it, had been intended to survive it.

After fleeing his thoughts through mind-jungles for an

hour, he could resist no longer. He shook Hans.

Wiedermann was instantly alert. "What? They spot us?"

"No, they're gone." There was a period of deep silence between them. Hans knew his thoughts. Kurt asked,

"Why?"

Hans accepted the question without emotion. Kurt

thought he had been misunderstood. Then Hans said, "I

really don't know, Kurt. I seem to be two people. What's

the word? Schizophrenia? I don't always know what I'm

doing, but I know what I've done—though I don't always

know why." His words were soft, neither contrite nor

defiant. "I don't understand me. If this were the Middle Ages, I'd call it possession. This morning, for instance.

Something hit me, I fired the burst that warned the

tanker. Why, I can't explain. I just had to. I could've

killed myself once I did. I went to the signal bridge, then, to cover you. You were my friend. I didn't want you hurt.

And, as I lay there shooting through their pilothouse door, I thought about Karen. I wondered if she'd have me back

if you didn't make it. Next thing I knew, you were

throwing a grenade at me. Kurt, I don't know why I did

it! I must be sick." He tapped his temple.

Kurt found he could not be angry—Hans's flat tone

somehow made his explanation acceptable—nor could he

hate. Perhaps the emotion and killing that day had burned

him out—yet there were scores of long standing to be

settled. "What about the others? Otto, Erich, Gregor?"

"And Obermeyer. Can't forget Obermeyer. He hurts the

most. The others, at least, I can justify to myself."

"Justify? Go ahead."

"Should I start with Otto? Otto was an accident. He

was drunk, wouldn't stay down in the compartment. He

woke up after we took him down—several times, in fact.

He'd start toward Operations' quarters, to get Hippke—

those two hotheads could've ruined the whole resistance

program that night—would pass out, and I'd carry him

back to bed. The last time, though, he wouldn't pass out.

We argued. He called me traitor, pulled a knife, we

wrestled around. Then something took control of me.

Next thing I knew, Otto was hanging on the lifelines, I

had his bloody knife in my hand, and someone was run-

ning on the torpedo deck. You. I panicked, ran. I didn't

think anyone would believe it was an accident, not with

my father a Political Officer and Otto talking like he did

at dinner."

Uncertain whether or not to believe, Kurt made no

comment. It sounded logical, plausible, and Hans ap-

peared to be making no excuses. On the other hand, he

had had more than a year to put together a good story.

"Erich was planned. I didn't go crazy killing him, not till afterward. I didn't want to do it, but they made me."

"Who?"

'The Political Office. They took me to the signal bridge

the day before, told me they knew I was in the under-

ground, and, if I wanted to stay alive, I would do what

they said. I doubt they cared if I got caught—so long as

Erich died. They knew the mutiny was due, wanted it

stopped. Erich was the weak spot in the plan. It couldn't

work without him. They put every pressure on me pos-

sible, even fixed up a radio link, through the battleship and Gibraltar, to Kiel. They made me listen to my father

telling me what a disappointment I was. Finally, I gave in.

They gave me the note, which was supposed to look like

you had written it—they thought the crew would jump

you 'cause some men thought you killed Otto, and they

wanted you out of the way because, knowing English, you

were a threat—and told me to set you up for an argument

with Erich. That was easy. Erich was jumpy because the

mutiny was so close—he was a coward, never mind all his

lies about the freecorps—and you were both short-

tempered because of the heat. We all were. But I really

wished you no harm. Even though I once hated you for

taking Karen, you're the best friend I've got."

Kurt doubted. Now Hans's story did not fit what Beck's

notebook said of Marquis. Yet, surely, Hans must know

that. He could have prepared something better. So much

uncertainty...

"Obermeyer ... that was another mad fit. He went

walking one night. I followed him, like a fool asked if he'd resign his commission. He said no. A few minutes later, I

came around with a strangled man at my feet. It was just

like with Otto, and I panicked again. I covered him with

sand and stones, sneaked back into camp, and tried to

forget. I don't think anyone ever suspected—but his

death's the hardest for me to live with. So pointless ..."

"And Gregor?" Kurt caressed the trigger of his rifle, mildly tempted, though he suspected he could never use it.

"And Gregor. His was the only death I wanted. I was

compelled. You see, he was pretty sure I'd killed Otto and

Erich—I could sense it by the way he acted whenever we

discussed resistance problems. He was very distant, very

careful not to tell me anything he didn't want the Political Office to know. At the same time, they were putting on the

pressure to get me to betray the underground. I knew they

were terribly interested in finding a notebook that had

belonged to Beck. They were afraid of what was in it, that

you might read it. When I saw you give it to Gregor that

night, I saw a way out of both my predicaments. I could

kill Gregor, saving myself from him, and the notebook

would buy me peace from the Political Office.

"There was trouble, especially with Deal Adam, but it

worked out. Everything went fine till this morning, when I

thought about Karen and shot at you. They'd even ac-

cepted me as a trainee, of sorts, which was how I heard

about the atomic shell—though I wasn't supposed to

know. They spoke English the day they discussed it.

You're surprised? It was always my secretest secret, the

one thing I had that you didn't, something I had that you

couldn't win away. It was one of the few things my father

ever gave me, back when he thought I'd follow him into

the Office."

Kurt sadly listened. He did not know what to do. For

more than a year, now, his hatred, his search for Otto's

murderer, had sustained him through trials and boredom.

Without it. Ritual War, and the futile search for meaning

in High Command, he might have sunk into the semi-

comatose, total apathy characterizing many of the jour-

ney's-end crew.

He had found his killer and discovered he did not care

as he thought he should. Only feelings of duty, and debt to Otto and Gregor, kept him from that fall. They, at least,

deserved avenging in payment for the days of their lives

laid waste.

Yet logic and emotion bid him let Hans be. Logic: he

would need help and companionship traveling home from

this weary night—dawn now, for wan gray light filtered

through the leaves above. A gray sky sometimes could be

seen, when the branches moved in the growing breeze.

Emotional: he wished Hans no harm because he owed the

man something in return for taking from him. Curious, he

wondered at the bond laid upon them. Never had they

been friends, not in the deep way he and Otto had been

friendly, yet, in lucid moments, when not trying to hurt

each other, they were close as men could be.

He pondered it. Hans sat silently, waiting. Finally Kurt

abandoned the problem. Put it off. Maybe it would resolve

itself. Always, this was his way. . . . Nothing made sense.

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He returned to the inconsistencies in Hans's story. He was

about to ask a question....

Heavy firing broke the jungle stillness, far, small arms

and grenades ... like, Kurt thought, one of the mighty

battles of old. It was scarcely a skirmish by ancient

standards, though.

"Come on," said Hans, "let's follow the noise."

Kurt was no less tired than when they had stopped, yet

the pause had refreshed his will. He shouldered the pack

he had made of his seabag, followed Hans.

Nearly an hour passed. The firing died. Only voices

heard kept them from walking into the midst of High

Command sailors gathered in a clearing.

"Get rid of your pack," Hans whispered. Both did so, checked their weapons. Then, as learned in games of Boy

Volunteer days, they crept toward the voices. But this was

no game of steal the flag, and if you're caught, you go to

jail. Nor were there any bases. Life was the prize, and all the jungle the playing field. They stopped near the edge of the clearing. There were a dozen High Command sailors

in a knot there, and perhaps half as many of lager's

men, seated, hands atop heads. Those were the living. The

dead, mostly in black, were everywhere, much more nu-

merous.

From all appearances, von Lappus—who was nowhere

to be seen—had pulled a desperate maneuver, had turned

on and ambushed his pursuers, and had failed, though

three-quarters of the hunters were dead or badly wound-

ed. Kurt did not know how many of Jager's men there

had been, though he doubted there were many more than

those visible from his hiding place. Von Lappus was the

only man he knew to be missing. Most likely, the Captain

and others lay dead in the surrounding jungle.

"How should we hit them?" Hans asked.

"What if they're not all here?" Kurt realized he had no question as to the rightness of attack. Strange, Here,

violence seemed somehow appropriate. Perhaps because it

was a dying place.

"We've got to do something. ..."

Indeed. The High Command sailors were discussing

execution. Kurt shrugged. "Just shoot, I guess." The group, standing separate for their planned bloody purpose,

left shipmates out of the line of fire.

"All right. Make sure you're on full automatic," said Hans. "You go from right to left. I'll go the other way."

Shivering as if a sudden coldness had come into the

breeze, Kurt glanced right for reassurance—great tower-

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ing black doubts assailed his mind with burning power.

Hans was shooting left-handed, favoring his wounded right

arm....

"Hans, take your jumper off."

"Why?"

"Please?"

"Kurt, there's no time for games." Nevertheless, he rose carefully and did as he was asked.

Kurt stared at his unmarked left arm. All these hours

he had thought Hans's wound intentional, to destroy the

Political Office ID mark. . . . The wrong arm. At sea,

suddenly smitten by the fact that Hans was not Marquis—

uncertain even if he had committed the murders con-

fessed—Kurt tried to banish his confusion in the press of

business at hand. Down deep, the wish to believe inno-

cence, the need for Hans, and motives he could never

understand, mixed, swirled like pinwheel colors, and from

them came, unrecognized then, forgiveness.

They fired, emptying magazines in long, dread bursts.

High Command sailors jerked, danced, fell like marionettes

with tangled and broken strings. They reloaded, paused,

saw they had done their murderous task well. The enemy

was fallen, some groaning—stunned shipmates came to

belated life, seized dropped weapons.

Too late.

Fire came from the far side of the clearing, doing unto

as had been done. Littoral sailors fell among their captors.

Kurt and Hans shot back, lacing the jungle with death.

One man in black appeared briefly, staggering. But three

live weapons remained.

They exchanged fire for several minutes, to no effect.

Bullets tore the vegetation above Kurt, showered him with

twigs and leaves. His rifle jammed. Cursing softly, he

fought it. No matter what he tried, he could not eject the

bent cartridge. He pushed the weapon aside, drew his

pistol.

As he did, a submachinegun came to violent life near

the enemy position—friendly fire, apparently, for two

High Command rifles were quickly silenced. Sounds of a

man fleeing followed. Soon, from the far side of the

clearing, von Lappus stepped into the open, smoking

weapon in the crook of his arm.

Kurt and Hans crossed that graveyard field to meet

him. Small it seemed—just large enough to contain the

dead and dying. Of the latter there were few, mostly High

Command sailors. With a dreamlike feeling of slow mo-

tion, of floating, Kurt stepped over blank, familiar faces, shipmates who were strangers now, gone to distant lands.

• • •

The day had never been more than gray. Now a drizzle

began falling. They stood there, the three, just looking

down at the dead and soon-to-die, silent. Surprisingly, von Lappus made the sign of the cross.

"And this's where it ends?" said Hans. It was barely perceptible as a question, purely rhetorical.

The jungle was very still. Only the raindrops made any

sound, pitter-pattering on earth and leaves.-Kurt watched

drops trickle down the cheeks of a seaman named Karl

Adolf Eichhom, like Nature's given tears for the folly of

man. Somewhere a jungle bird called tentatively, perhaps

seeking a mate lost in the flight from the fighting.

"Well," said Hans, "one long journey done. Must we try another?" The gloom behind his words was as gray as the morning. "Why not end it here?"

Kurt understood. Why prolong their misery by a futile

effort to reach home? "No," gesturing with his pistol.

"Nothing else matters, but I do have to try to get back to Karen." He turned to fetch his pack.

"Kurt!" von Lappus bellowed, falling into a sudden crouch, lifting his weapon....

Something hit Kurt from behind. He staggered forward,

fell, rolled as von Lappus's weapon fired. He aimed, pulled his trigger three times, wildly. Hans had time for a single shrieked "No!" before a bullet smashed his skull.

"You idiot!" von Lappus thundered through tears, "you goddam rock-headed beetle-brained idiot!" He hurled his weapon to the earth. "Not Wiedermann." He fell to his knees beside Hans. . . .

Kurt finished rolling—and there, at the edge of the

clearing, trying vainly to push entrails back inside a ruined abdominal wall, was Heinrich Haber, shirtless. Slowly, he

toppled forward—and Kurt spied the scar on his left arm.

. . . Here was the source whence Hans's killing orders had

come.

Killing. He'd killed Hans. He'd killed Hans. It ran

through his mind in an endless chain, and suddenly he

knew what Hans had been living since Otto's death. Tor-

ment. Mad wanderings through the Dantesque hells of

his mind. He wanted death himself. "Hans!" he moaned.

"I'm sorry. I thought it was you. ..." But Hans was not listening. How do you explain to the dead? How do

you tell them, how do you make them understand? He

threw himself on Hans as though the corpse were a lover.

"No, no, no ..."

Von Lappus turned away, to see if any of the wounded

could be saved, though he knew the search was futile.

Kurt wept a bit, then looked north through rain and

tears. Small hope that way, but Karen, and at least a

chance for a future.

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